#ocdiary

i finally see how hardworking i am at work but right when im feeling confident everyone else decides to quit because of my boss. they dont even know she told me shes leaving too. i feel like im gonna explode. hate how everyone relies on me to be extremely understanding and let them all vent to me. i dont mind it tbh. to and extent but my boss. has overstepped some boundaries and really depends on me to listen to every single complaint she has ON EVERYTHING EVER. and if i dont react like she wants me to its so awkward so uncomfy so fucked. i am one person i already have so much shit to deal with :| i love routine and im finally in a good spot and i gotta go find somewhere new !!!!!!!!! what in the hell what in the fuck.

i think im genuinely just too awkward and strange for socializing im trying too hard to fit in its making it worse

i have dumb ocd <3

Guy at work: You know how you have your OCD’s...well this is one of mine. PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT.  OCD Is a disorder, not a quirk. OCD is a whole disorder, not individual pet peeves. Please stop saying that having a particularity about something or a strong pet peeve is having an OCD or being OCD about that particular thing. That isn’t how the disorder works and you’re making it incredibly difficult for actual people living with OCD to be taken seriously.