#oc abel

sat down and compiled this for the ones i have mentioned/answered in asks here and there (theres def more characters belonging on here but theyre not very clear so these here are basically all official and clear)

Dnd guys :3

abel is very self destructive, self punishing, self loathing. he will lit let others do whatever they want w him, no matter how rough it may be bc he doesnt believe he deserves comfort. its not like he hates it [rough sex/pain] tho, its smth he seeks out atp bc it soothes him whenever he feels undeserving of kindness etc again. if you would ask him directly what kind of things he likes, he would prob answer smth like "anything". theres things (involving both his partners and his pleasure) he would openly admit liking, like being dominated or pain (as mentioned, hes quite the masochist) but theres other things (anything that is more focused on him) he enjoys he would never admit out loud even if you held a gun to his head, like being kissed. also def issues when it comes to his consent/communication, with this idiot. he would speak up or fight if its smth he def hates and doesnt want (like watching himself/fucking in front of a mirror where he can see himself) but he wouldnt open his mouth if its smth he doesnt absolutely hate. he really needs to learn to treat himself better and with respect but yea anw hmm....he enjoys pain, domination, blindfolds, kissing and having his nipples played with etc. he likes giving himself into someone elses (youris) hands for a short time, its the closest he would ever allow himself to belong to someone else, the "romance" he denies himself

Abel: Music (this is subject to change but he's using it for therapy.)

I kinda want to redesign him idk he’s a bit uninspired. I like his sweater though

Angry, Sad and Bitch Alert 💗