#obscure-lights

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Have fun!

IF BY FUN YOU MEAN SHIVERING IN FEAR YES I WILL

brbtimebending replied to your post “Oh MY GOD TMR IS ORIENTATION FOR ART SCHOOL IM FREAKING OUT”

OOHH GOOD LUCK. BE SOCIABLE. HAVE FUN. and on a sidenote, isn't hnnng like a sexual or constipated noise thing haha?

Sociable. s o c i a b l e. Got it. HNNNG like constipation because of tomorrow. 

ohgod there are a lot

1. Torkoal

2. Vulpix

3. Entei

4. Cyndaquil

5. Magmar

protagonistically reblogged this from you and added:                                                                                                                                                                                  

 I’m not sure where you’re getting these crazy ideas, honey, but you’re a better writer then most people. Seriously, your prose are some of the most complex and intelligent ones I’ve read anywhere, let alone on Tumblr. Chin up, love. I’m not just saying any of this either.

If you want some honest advice, I’d say you’re prose are a little *too* complex. Like, I’m not smart enough to keep up with a lot of them. But really? That’s more of a Sam problem, then a Wintery problem, lol.

Seriously, I love your writing. Don’t be so hard on yourself.

First of all, thank you for your kinds words and all the support. ;__;

But I've got proof? And no way are you not smart enough, I'm actually the least intelligent out of all tumblr people? I'm just good at hiding behind words to seem smart.

And it's difficult not to think something is wrong when people keep stopping reading my stuff. 

varevare reblogged this from you and added: 

dearie the terms “total failure” and “your writing” are like in opposite points in the universe I love your writing ok? ok and you are a person and you write therefore a writer if anybody asks you are just repeating my words and anyways if somebody asks I’ll punch them

You are endlessly too kind to me. And now I can't write at all what do I do.

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…EXCUSE ME? O_O But-but what happened?! But put those ideas into your mind? Please, believe me when I say that’s. not. true. You ARE a writer. You are a GOOD writer. I have no idea what happened, or who told you what, but believe me: not. true.

I didn't even think you ever read anything of mine.>> 

Well, tumblr did? It's pretty obvious. But thank you for your support and words, it means a lot.

secretinternetbox said: when you first showed up, I thought you were a publish writer that just did fanfic on the side & I’m pretty sure that I told you that right away. Don’t doubt yourself, bb, we certainly don’t          

Thank you.<3 It's difficult not to when you see people getting sick of you though. But thank you.

obscure-lights said: That’s crazy! Your writing is beautiful, and you’re only one of the two writers I follow on tumblr, if that is of any comfort to you. We all have days where we feel worthless but don’t bash yourself up so badly! 

babybirdblues said: I ALWAYS READ THEM I JUST FORGET TO COMMENT OR PRESS THE LIKE BUTTON BECAUSE - OH HEY I SEE A BUTT ON MY DASH. I get distracted too easily. a;lkdsfjsal; *cuddles and coos and nuzzles and feeds cookies* 

It's alright, butts can be pretty distracting.:) *munches on cookies* *hugs* 

secretinternetbox said: <3 

<333 *hugs*

obscure-lights said: Dawwww *hugs*. As creative people, it’s not like we can do awesome work all the time, sometimes we fail when we try something new but that’s great! Why do the same stuff and stay safe? Don’t worry, I still love your writing. :) 

I feel more unwilling to change my writing style, because (apart from other issues) somehow I am a bit unable of doing it? I try to improve, yes, but not really change it? And I feel like some people got sick of it. Or that it's an acceptable/good one time read, but that people don't want to read more of it. (I'm not sure this makes sense, I'm sorry;___;.) But I'm very happy you like still my writing.<3

  formerly-nekochan114 said: I love you! *kisses* 

<3 *cuddles*

UGHASDIGHDSPIGH HOW DID I MISS THIS.

FYI, you guys, you’ll never read more intelligent almost-smut then what Wintery writes. Seriously, it’s like… the words are so lovely and evocative that you forget that they’re getting busy with each other.

(To find the taste of his fingers, the taste of moans and broken off syllables; slipping under the elastic, wet hem to touch away the neglect, to make room for his mouth and his palm, to grip Tim tight so he won’t come sooner than Bruce had enough, enough of Tim’s stops of lungs and Tim’s whites of knuckles, of Tim’s drag of teeth.)

I mean, how lovely is that? Really? You have such a way with words, Winteryyyy. Ugh. Give me your talent. *grabby hands*

AND THAT ENDING. HOOO!

The chair stirs as Bruce stands up, walks around Tim to lift him like there are magnets inside the cages of their ribs, like Tim’s a small, tired child that refuses to walk and Bruce indulges the idea, secure, rough palms straps under Tim’s thighs and their bed was kept unmade for this; for seconds and encores and Tim’s too spent to move mind.

(It’s Sunday, it’s the afternoon and it’s only the third time Bruce made Tim come.)

Ugh with the magnets in rib cages and how soft and gentle it all is and all the richness of this? It feels sinful. Seriously. Like a really rich dessert or something.

Thank you so much, Wintery! jgPSDIHG’iPDSHGDISPhgDSPIH

Miss Pro, you are too kind. I actually feel really stupid because I always think that your writing especially is really clever, so saying my porn is intelligent means a lot to me. And why would you want my faulty talent, yours is so much better! Tumblr is on my side on this one, I'm pretty sure. Also saying that it's like a rich dessert makes me think about all the other genres. If porn is the dessert, what is the appetizer and main course?

…WELL. THAT REALLY HURT. ;___;

jane-cat replied to your post: Acceptance

I’m not crying, it’s just raining on my face.

obscure-lights replied to your post: Acceptance

WHAIIIII this scene never hurts less.

I'M SORRY EVERYONE.