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I feel empty. another e.r visit for bullshit. I hate everything. if I wasn't going through literal hell, my immune system wouldn't have been so fucking shot to the point of getting this ungodly infection in my lungs. I'm sick of how much is constantly happening and I'd give anything for someone to actually be here with me through it.
but I'm alone. like always.
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**pinning because I love this
my hair is normally like this and so the faded blue I've got going on is genuinely pissing me OFFFF
(I also just realized I did the same thing with my face in both gifs wtf. also the scars on my chest are getting so much better as they fade to white. 4+ months clean of sh babyyy)
I want to make you wish you never met me at all.
@filthyproblem when you post something, in the top right corner, there are those three dots. before you hit "post," click on those three dots and this will come up
and then you can hit "post privately," and it'll be for just yourself.
if you've already posted it and decide you want to private it, just click on the little pencil/pen icon at the bottom of your post and then the same options will come up :P
bruh how isnthisnblog two years 😭 idk why I used it for like, a couple days back in 2024 then proceeded to completely forget about it until I had to find an email to make a new blog after mine got terminated for the millionth time in a row. I hate how you can't reuse an email after they terminate you, especially since I literally didn't break ANY FUCKING GUIDELINES!! you have mfs posting graphic self h4rm without any trigger warnings and posting gifs of women being r4p3d that are so violent and absolutely fucking VILE yet I'm the one that gets terminated. jfc. anyways happy two year anniversary to me ig??? 😭
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what the FUCK?! my doctor is out of office now and so someone else replied and said, "Since she won't be back until Wednesday, we recommend waiting until then,"
???? waiting to have withdrawals...??? I literally just fucking reiterated MULTIPLE times now I'm going to run out on Monday because I HAVE to use this since I CAN'T BE LEFT WITHOUT MEDICATION SINCE I. WILL. DIE. AND MY DOCTOR KNOWS THIS!!! she knows I can't be left with nothing because MY LIFE WILL BE OVER AND THERE ARE ENDLESS E.R VISITS THAT MENTION ME BEING SEDATED TO AVOID SCA OR A HEART ATTACK BEFORE I COULD GET MORE, WHICH WE HAD TO COME UP W THE MONEY FOR!!!! I JUST. FUCKING. SAID. IN THE MESSAGE PRIOR THAT IM GOING TO RUN OUT ON MONDAY AND I CAN'T BE LEFT WITH NOTHING.
BUT OH WELL, I GUESS I CAN JUST FUCKING WAIT, RIGHT ??? AND THEN ONCE SHE'S BACK, HER PATIENT WILL BE DEAD AND SHE WOTN HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IT ANYMORE
only here for god's entertainment
it's agonizing. to be on the floor, hands clenched into fists with jagged nails digging bloody shapes into my palms, sobbing hysterically in a way I haven't in a long time. knowing they're hearing me. knowing they choose to not come to me.
knowing there is no one in the world who I can call that would actually show up for me. knowing I'm alone. knowing this is all that was meant for me.
I wish I was loved enough to feel it and actually experience what itsnlike for someone to.shkw up
