This is oak. I exist, if that’s the worst case scenario concern. I don’t know how to prove this is me and not a random person .... I guess if I say ‘not very elegant’ endless can confirm if she wants.
Maybe anything could have been my final straw with how long I’ve been uncomfortable and feeling on guard here. I was already filtering a ton to try to make my experience better.
But then two days ago (? I dunno) I had a real life gut punch and really couldn’t handle any triggers.
It’s my job to manage my own shit tho. So I used more drastic tools. Unfollowed 2/3rds of my list. Blocked. Didn’t even work for a whole day. But again, my job to manage my own shit and walking away is the only option I can see at this point.
I admit I hit delete when I was beyond angry. And if people are having fun then I’m glad. So it’s definitely past time for me to leave the party that isn’t fun to me.
I really really hope you start feeling well again, Oakie😒 you're very right, taking care of yourself should be your biggest concern. I am so sorry you weren't having fun here and had to filter a lot of stuff. Please know that I understand and my worries are lessened. Social media is supposed to be fun and as soon as you feel uncomfortable or stressed, it's time to let go, temporarily or permanently.
I hope real life treats you well. I am not just saying this to make you come back or something. You're a genuinely amazing person (not just the adorbs artwork, I mean, I love your art too) and you have made me laugh when I was seriously depressed with your replies and all. I am pretty sure if some bad shit happens to me again, I'll scroll through all of your posts i have reblogged. I really hope you get the happiness you deserve in life and maybe one day I'll be buying your art work for millions? 😊
Write, draw or whatever if you want, but if you ever come back here, don't forget to lemme know too 🙃
And there you go 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Go and kick real life's ass 😉
