#o crowley

Author: Anna

Title: Sorrow’s Hold

Pairing: Crowley/Reader

Character/s: Crowley, the Winchesters, mentions of Jack and Castiel

Warnings/Tags: Post Season 12 (major season 12 spoilers, minor season 13 spoilers), Crowley lives because he’s my fave, depression, talks of suicide, just general poor mental health, talks of a favourite person, psychosis/hallucinations, disassociation, mood swings, anger, like some semi-intense descriptive writing

Summary: Your depression takes a massive hold over you shortly after Crowley’s death and without him to help you with your thoughts, you can slowly feel yourself slipping away.

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Teaser:

When Sam and Dean returned with Jack and no Crowley or Cas, you instantly knew something was wrong. Hell, you knew something was wrong the day before but no matter how many times you called the boys, they didn’t pick up. So, when they walked through the door, you were a nervous wreck. It took one look at Dean and Sam to know what had happened.

“What happened?”

“Y/N….” Sam starts, hesitating and Dean just flat out refusing to talk. “Cas….he was stabbed by Lucifer before we could close the riff. And….the spell we needed required a life. Crowley, he killed himself so it’d work.” 

You hadn’t released that you sat down in shock and that tears were streaming. You were silent, vocal cords frozen in disbelief. “He’ll be back.” You swear, voice wobbling, giving away the fact you knew he was going to stay dead.

Sam’s hand rests on your shoulder, trying to provide you with some level of comfort. “Y/N…I’m sorry, but I don’t think he is.”