NYLA BLUE PALMER FT. DREAMING AWAKE.
âi think you are having a different sort of heartbreak. maybe a kind of heartbreak of being in the world when you donât know how to be. if that makes any sense?â

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NYLA BLUE PALMER FT. DREAMING AWAKE.
âi think you are having a different sort of heartbreak. maybe a kind of heartbreak of being in the world when you donât know how to be. if that makes any sense?â

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NYLA BLUE PALMER FT. MOTHERS.
"you can't get close. that's your father. and it's why, i think, i never loved you. you were born to it, that cold nature. i hope that's some comfort to you."
nyla palmer (their name is too short -- have to do the full name)
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n: are they clumsy and/or prone to accidents?Â
not necessarily clumsy bt very like.... in their own world. feel like they accidentally knock things over a lot n donât even realise it. once set a pair of curtains on fire n just proceeded to walk away without registering this was a bad or real thing so now the bandmates try to limit their involvement w candles or matches. they also almost always have some sort of dirt smudge on an elbow or a knee or even a cheek from recklessly exploring places n not rly caring fr their own condition. clothes r often snagged or muddy too.
y: what movie could they watch over and over again?Â
hmmm unsure. feel like nyla loves silly movies, animated movies (kids or ghibli... they have the Range) n david lynch movies. maybe smthn simple n nostalgic like the land before time.
l: how often do they post on their social media accounts?Â
they only have instagram n twitter n i doubt they rly post much at all on instagram.... maybe once every so often....... they just kind of forget it exists honestly..... bt then twitter i feel like nyla posts pretty often n the majority of it is nonsensical n strange. peppered w typos n lots of :Pâs for good measure.Â
a: who are their exes? do they still keep in touch?
nylaâs never been w someone that was like Functional n Normal enough to actually put a label on things.... they had a whole thing with this guy called aj growing up n it was a mess. he was awful. nyla hasnât spoken to him since they left their hometown bt sometimes theyâll see posts he makes on social media n feel this strange cold dread unfurling inside their chest like a fist losing tension. almost as if itâs taken a great effort to forget about him up until that point. thereâs sebastian too who nyla spent time with briefly in france but he was rly into a lot of bad shit n got them into dangerous situations. nyla snuck out of their hotel room without saying goodbye n hasnât seen him in years. thereâs also spencer who nyla forgot they were dating n accidentally cheated on JHGFKSHGSKHGKH. i donât think he talks to them if he can help it.
blood & claret for nyla
blood: which of your family members is your favourite?
nylaâs fav family member was their dad george. he knew so many facts abt the trees n would often take their hand n go on walks w them just pointing out different types n explaining their differences. heâd always add a little fantastical spin to it too. heâd b like âoak trees are where the fairies live bc the honeydew that seeps from the galls is high in minerals n they use it to make their fairy dustâ n nyla wld be like :OOOOOOOOOOOOO just eating it all up.... where their mum wld always kind of shut down nylaâs imagination n inquisitive nature nylaâs dad wld always encourage it. this gifset captures their dynamic rly well. i dnt think nylaâs ever properly dealt w him passing or rly like. Acknowledged it to herself honestly.......... denial denial denial. instead they crafted a whole new world inside their head where heâs alive in everything they look at. sometimes when itâs hot enough in summer tht the heat feels like a hand against their forehead they imagine that itâs his.Â
claret: talk about a memorable experience on public transport.
ummm smiles nervously.... so in high skl nyla had this group of friends tht were rly chaotic n a lot of them didnât like one another n it was this whole big tangled mess where nyla often thought a lot of them were better people than they were.......one time they were riding the train further into the city to see some band n stay at a hostel nearby n they were all drunk n doing god knows what like teenagers do <3 n then (nyla wasnât involved in this discussion they were sat on the other side of the train w raya n evelyn n john) ryan bet aj (who nyla ws very in love with) that aj couldnât get nyla to fk him in the train bathroom without evelyn noticing (literally ajâs gf at the time). needless to say he somehow managed it n then they returned to their seats. nyla didnât even realise him n evelyn were together at that point so u can probably imagine how much of a double whammy of shock it was when they found out not only that aj was dating evelyn n had just cheated on her w nyla but that it was also a bet w ryan who was separately meant to be their friend too. just rly messy. aj literally said it afterwards like it was funny. finding that out was definitely memorable. itâs one of the things nyla hs difficulty bleaching away in their recurring memory scrub to keep their brain blank and shiny. like those rly tricky wine stains u can never get out of ur carpet. sometimes they think itâs a trivial thing n itâs silly to care that much. they have mixed feelings where theyâre like âmayb i shd find it funny tooâ bt for the most part it makes them sad. itâs one of the first times they started to realise their friends werenât actually very good people.