#nykerk

One of my super close friends who I'm probably living with next year got motions coach for song!!!!!! And I'm so proud of her!!!!! And I got accepted on nykrew!!! It's backstage for nykerk and holy cow I'm so excited!!! Exec board would've been so cool but a ton of stress and this way I won't have a lot on my plate except for nykerk weekend and I won't have to get up in front of a crowd but I'll still get to be a part of nykerk! And the girl Jessica I work under is the sweetest human being ever. And Cole, the current senior production is so excited that I get to be a part of nykrew she hugged me and touched foreheads with me and told me Jessica is so lucky and that I exude love for nykerk! And when they called my name Jessica couldn't say my last name and I came running from the back screaming SCHAETZL LIKE PRETZEL it was such a good time I'm just so so so SO happy I get to keep working with nykerk!!!

Warning this is a long post bc I'm on mobile and have a lot to say but can't put in a read more SO If yesterday was a shit day today was an absolutely fantastic one. So good that I made a title for this post. It didn't really get good until partway through. I actually got super ahead in math and I'm understanding it!! Then I got to go to the farmers market and I got some snacks and a gift for my secret odd year sisters! Who we morale on Friday! Yay! Then I had class, but it was super super interesting and the discussions about current events were really really good. And in my class is a girl on the nykerk executive board. She's actually the chair elect (she's going to be chair next year) and she took some time after class to explain what each position did and how to sign up and encouraged me to apply and told me when her name was announced for chair elect it was one of the best moments of her life. And she didn't even need to tell me bc the exec board is coming to tomorrow's rehearsal to talk about it. And our song sounds SO GOOD and we've begun to learn motions and I have the notes for a harmony a girl wrote and I helped my section by giving it to them and I have yet to give it to Emily but she's gonna get them from my eventually. And Em made an accidental dick joke during rehearsal which is always funny. So now I'm convinced I want to be chair. And I love nykerk so much. And a girl I know found a nykerk journal in the coffee shop she works at and entrusted the info to me to pass along to find the owner. AND THEN I got home and Emily started texting me bc we haven't like really talked in a long time and she wanted to catch up and she told me (and I quote (bc it's that important to me)) (I'm talking about learning about my body and mind and stuff) We all have to learn about all of those things. It is a huge part of who we are and being healthy can be really hard sometimes and take lots of work. I have endless conversations with friends, parents, aunts, grandmothers and God about those things. All the time!!! Let me know if you ever want to chat or have anything that you need. I am SERIOUSLY ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU!!! And she's been having a stressful time too and so has my other coach Kate so me and two other girls are going to morale them because I feel like they need it. I just want to make this super not stressful for them. And then we had a lovely chat about nykerk and Emily's worries and stuff and me calling her out on all the shit she was saying and all that. BUT IT GETS BETTER THEN I was chilling in the hall bc my roommate was asleep and this girl Maty came out and we were talking and she wanted to know if I had thought about housing for next year yet and I told her not that much but Rebecca and I were probably gonna live together again and I like Libby (a girl upstairs) a lot bc were gonna have the same schedule for the next three years and she asked if I would want to live with her!!!!! She said we click super well and she doesn't want to live in her sorority house and she likes us and needs to have that separation but I have to keep it on the dl for now bc something's going on that she can't really say some drama that she'll elaborate on later but it'd be me and Rebecca and her and possibly her roommate but who even knows and some other girls she knows that aren't in her sorority but in a different one but don't want to live with them or something idk and we talked about getting an apartment and all that and where and I'm super excited like I didn't think she'd even be thinking about that yet and she came out and asked me not Rebecca me like wow I'm honored. And I figured out my schedule for next semester but that pales in comparison to everything else.