#nsroc

Otty is some kind of sibling to Sayu and know Neon J! He is Orignal concept of AI that want to learn to be human! he suppose to be an AI for arcade game... until one day he wanna entertain people and wanna know how its feel to be human.. share love and happy.

so mystery team(which is I may think about a group that relate to Sayu's crew) make his body and got assistance from Neon J!

This is part 2 of how GM got so flustered on her first day working at the Hungry Hideout. This time, we're doing a lil backstory for that and guess who showed up! 🙊🙊

CREDITS:

GM voiced by Nberrypops and Harley Sawyer voiced by Thevoiceofcomfy

MUSIC:

Love Me Right by Exo and Love, Maybe by Melomance

No Straight Roads belongs to Metronomik Studios and Poppy Playtime belongs to Mob Entertainment

NSR OC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trinity and Yoni

Trinity He/she/they

Yoni she/her

dialogue: Yoni - And you know, when I first saw this fish, I thought bla bla bla bla Trinity - and then what?

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Sayu’s asukusa national sea park advertisement!

The fish in the background isn’t mine btw I ripped it off from this website

https://pixers.hk/wall-murals/fish-vector-set-53611471

Saying so I don’t take the credit for something I DID NOT DRAW AT ALL and that I only changed the colors of.

I legit googled fish vector because 

1- I was to lazy to draw the entire fish when the main asukusa drawing was almost finished and would've taken me a ton of time

2-because advertisements rip off from images or stock images so why shouldn't i. (only for the advertisement related art, any other art of mine will Not have ripped off images and if it does, be assured I will list my sources regardless.)

I had so much fun drawing this sayu! ^^ the scales will always be the difficult part but I'll make it out~ 

This is the previous drawing im referring to!

https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/talentless-witch/689367238207258624?source=share

Please enjoy this drawing out and the next one which is a nsr oc related advertisement for the asukusan drawing!

Here are my list sources of the arcade machines THAT I DID NOT MAKE, I just edited them out and repainted them.

https://www.amazon.com/-/es/M%C3%A1quina-vertical-jugadores-monitor-pulgadas/dp/B07Q9LNRSG

https://www.amazon.com/-/es/quarter-arcades-Numskull-gabinete-pulgadas/dp/B08X943CYT

I legit Googled Arcade machines.

So yeah please enjoy this drawing! ^^~ and have a nice day!

Feel free to skip this part! It’s a rant!

I actually feel like 🗿 today.

I hope you guys don’t get disturbed, I just feel 🗿, because I want to mentally shake my head and tell it to shut the fucc up jack you can’t fret over every egg.

I feel like quitting art sometimes that’s what I'm saying.

Now I say this here since I feel safe to say it here than other platforms merely because I am afraid of seeking as much possible attention when it’s going to make it worse for absolutely sure

I feel selfish for many reasons I will not list out because I don't want anyone else to feel like sht besides me, that would be terrible.

The only one I will say is that often I wish my work was more recognized, sometimes I do wish for a comment, idk what comment even, anything that doesn’t sound disingenuous or uninterested, because I can tell sometimes when someone is doing it out of being told to do so because they feel bad and not because they actually want to.

I feel like whatever I draw isn't recognized at all ,and it honestly feels selfish it feels awful and it feels greedy and entitled all at the same time because what right do I have to make others do something they don’t want to out of choice?

What do I even get out of it? Nothing but worse things basically.

I wish my characters where more recognized, that’s what I mostly wish, I wish I could do the same thing other creators and artists did to me with their characters.

Just inspire me to do whatever I want and keep on, I wish I could inspire the same way with my characters, because I feel like all I've been doing is nothing, all I've been doing is watching how things go down for everyone else and I wish for them to be an inspiration, for them to be looked up to.

But I feel selfish thinking that because I can’t do such a thing...and therefore look at me, doing this for an attention, a voice out there to beg people to do things I should wait for them to do by their own without me saying a word.

But the pressure on myself is to much.

Rave boy got a new outfiiiit