#nsch

“Then do you admit that was an indirect kiss just now?” “Yeah...” You answered, mind out of focus before you saw Wonwoo leaned closer to you and registered what he just said. “No! I mean-” You stuttered at your words, a small smile forming on Wonwoo’s face as your face flushed red. "Oh boy, I should really start labelling boxes- hey Y/N, what's up?" Mrs. Bosa comes out with a couple bags of lids, you flinched, straighten your back, trying to look normal. "Mr. Bosa wanted one more person to try the choux filling." Wonwoo resumed to his task. It felt like you were the only one feeling suffocated. You excused yourself and rushed back into the kitchen. "Is she alright? Her face is really red." "Probably been in the kitchen for too long." Wonwoo assumed before continuing to washing the remaining dishes.

*Ding* Mr. Bosa carefully took out to trays to cool down the baked good before decorating. You learned against the counter, looking out the pass-through wall, as the late afternoon sun shined into the store and bakery. "It's very tiresome, isn't it?" Mr. Bosa appears beside you, sipping his water. "It's a lot more work than I expected. I can't believe you normally make all these pastries yourself." You were amazed by Mr. Bosa's skill and passion for baking. "But then again, there's something satisfying about seeing the finish product. All your tiredness just melts away." You turned to smile at him, catching him off guard before he chuckled, looking at Wonwoo and his wife busily working. "That smile, it reminded me of my wife back when we were younger." He spoke out loud. "You might think 'Wow, her and I must've been this lovey dovey since the beginning' but before we dated, our relationship was just like yours and Wonwoo." You were surprised from his past with Mrs. Bosa. "It's a little hard to believe, but Mrs. Bosa and I just to quarrel over the smallest things, just like the two of you." Your face blushes from the embarrassing comparison. "But looking back now, all those arguments and bickering only gotten us closer." "How so?" "The distance from arguments somehow turns into longing for one another." You tilted your head, not really understanding what he was trying to say. "No matter how mad you are at them, you end up finding every excuse to be close to them once again."

"My my, is my husband giving relationship advice to Y/N? What a surprise." Mrs. Bosa and Wonwoo walked into the kitchen, as you walked over to her. "Your husband can be really sentimental. It's a little scary." You pointed at him before he pouted, running over to his wife. "What do you mean?! I was only reminiscing how her relationship with Wonwoo reminded me of ours back then." He explained himself as silence fills the air, no one willing to response to his comment. "*ahem* well, come on Y/N, I think the pastries are cooled down, lets start decorating." "Let us help as well." Wonwoo rolled up his sleeve. 'How can he look this attractive doing the simplest things?' you shook your head from such silly thoughts. "We're finished with the drinks." "What about the store?" "I decided to close the store, knowing the extra hands can help speed up the remaining process."

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"Alright for the choux filling, try not to make too big of a hole at the bottom. I'll do the chocolate oreo, Mrs. Bosa will do matcha red bean and you and Wonwoo can do the sakura strawberry. After that we'll be done!" Mr. Bosa's voice was full of energy, trying to energize the room for that extra push. You took out the filling, walking over to Wonwoo. He glances over at you and saw your sleeve was slowly falling, but you were too busy on looking for the pipping bag and tips to notice. Reaching across from him to take the tips, you froze when his fingers brushes over forearm, helping you roll up the fallen sleeve. "T-Thanks." You quietly said, pulling back your arm and turn away, trying your best to calm your racing heart. The married couple saw your interactions and gave each other a smirk before laughing to themselves. For the remaining of the time, the both of your worked in peace and quiet. You filled the choux with cream and he decorated the top. "There." You piped the last one, holding it up to admire how pretty it looked. You transferred the decorated choux into a box, before helping to load it into the van. "Thank you so much for you help today guys. Without you, we wouldn't have been able to complete this order in time." Mrs. Bosa sincerely thank you guys as you shook your head, telling her that it's what employees are suppose to do. "We'll be heading over to the venue to deliver the order, would you guys like to come?" You glanced over at Wonwoo, seeing him nod before you hesitantly followed. The two of your sat in the back as Mr. Bosa started the engine, driving to the destination. Your eyes wandered out the evening streets as it started to get more and more crowded. Glimpsing over, Wonwoo was dozed off, head slightly bobbing from the bumpy roads. As the car came to a stop at the red light, you felt weight on your shoulder. Turning to look, Wonwoo's head was resting on your shoulder. He adjusted his posture a bit in his sleep, snuggling closer into your shoulder as you tensed up, feeling the strands of his hair brush against your neck.

"Looks like Wonwoo is wiped out from work today." Mrs. Bosa teased as she looked at the rear mirror. You were too embarrassed to answer, looking out the window with panicked eyes. As the ride went on, your eyes started getting heavier and heavier and before you knew it, you drifted off into a light nap, your head resting on top of his. *click click* your brows furrowed from slowly waken from your nap, your eyes still heavy from sleep. "We must take pictures as evidence." "If we just told them, they'll never believe us." "If only the fans could see this. I'm going to keep this picture forever." You blinked a couple of times as your eyesight came to focus on the couple this phone out, snapping a pictures. You lifted your head, covering your mouth as you yawn before you looked over, seeing the tall male's head still onto of your shoulder. You register what was going on before you covered your face, look away from the camera. "Psst, Wonwoo." You tried nudging your shoulder but he remain unbothered, deep in sleep. "Wonwoo, you should really wake up." You continued on nudging your shoulder before he moved, waking up from his sleep. He rubbed his eyes, head still on your shoulder as he opened his eyes. "Lift your head." you whisper-shout. "Why are you covering your face?" He asked, still a little groggy. He stared at the cameras before realization hits, as he followed your actions. "Mr. Bosa! Mrs. Bosa! Just what are you doing?!" "Capturing this sweet moment for you guys. You can thank us later." She winked before getting of the car, opening the trunk.

"I think it's safer if you guys wore masks, there's a lot of people so the chances of you being recognized will be high." Mr. Bosa gave you face masks before stepping out to help. You out got and headed to the trunk, carefully carrying a box of pastries as Wonwoo took the drinks. You guys entered through the main doors of the venue, seeing people dressed in elegant dresses and suits. The room was lit brightly from the diamond chandelier and chatter along with band music could be heard. You headed over to the table where a whole feast was served. "Hello, Mr. and Mrs. Bosa! What a pleasant surprise! I thought you'll be arriving a bit later." A young man approaches with a glass of wine. "We prepared everything earlier so we thought it'll be good to send them early. I apologize if it's too earlier." "No no! Not at all! I should be the one apologize for sending such a late notice for such a big order." "It's all thanks to my two assistants." You bowed as he stared at both your faces for a second, switching his attention back to the owners. "Thank you so much for everything. Ah, this is my fiancée." He snakes his hand around the fiancée's waist, exchanging sweet smiles. "Congratulations on your engagement!" Mrs. Bosa wrapped her hands around the fiancée's. "He's surely a keeper." Feeling awkward, you and Wonwoo stared at the floor, not knowing how to react. "Would you guys like to stay for a bit? We just started serving the food." A staff appears before him, holding a stack of plates.

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You were seated with a group of what seemed to be the fiancé and fiancée's family members. Mr. Bosa and Mrs. Bosa has already started to munch away on their plate of food. You and Wonwoo has yet to remove your masks. You glanced over at him, as he stared at the table. "Enjoy the food, don't be shy!" The father of one of their families mentioned, seeing your still-masked faces. You fidgeted with your fingers under the table, trying to find a way to explain your situation. Mrs. Bosa seemed to take note of the situation and takes charge. "Ah, they're leaving in a bit so they're just going to wait for their ride." she explains on your behalf. "You guys should still eat while you wait. The food is too good to miss out!" "The food is really delicious." Mr. Bosa whispered to Wonwoo. He hesitated a bit before slowly taking off his mask. You followed his movements, peeking to see the others' reactions. They didn't seem to recognize the two of you as they smiled and returned back to eating. You stood up, walking over to get a plate before scanning the endless table of dishes. You were too nervous on people recognize you that you couldn't even decide on what to eat. Returning back to your spot, your plate only had a couple of things. You nibbled at the food, observing the lively and blissful environment. Everyone was happily enjoying themselves. You eyes travelled at the buffet table where Wonwoo was getting food. Around him were a couple people, glancing at him before turning to whisper with surprised expression. He sets his plate down, taking a set next to you before taking a sip of his glass. "Y/N." He called, looking down at his lap. "Yes?" "Wait for my cue." You placed your drink down, confused by what he said. Just then, a group of females from the table across screamed. "OH MY GOSH IS THAT WONWOO FROM SEVENTEEN?" You flinched at their loudness as the whole room had their eyes on your table. "ISN'T THAT Y/N FROM EUNOIA AS WELL?" Another group of people from the side stood up. They all started to rush your table, pulling out their phones.

"Now!" He grabbed you hand, before taking off, trying to dodge the crowd of people chasing the two of you down. You didn't have time to comprehend what was going on and only ran to keep up with his pace. He ran out the venue doors, eyes wondering around as nearby people stared at your two would just busted out venue doors like a runaway couple. You glance back to see the mass of people push through the doors, unconsciously tugging onto his shirt has he turn back before pulling you down the streets. Passersby turned back at the two of you as you ran as fast as you can. The distance between you and Wonwoo started to increase. You squeezed his hand, in hopes he would notice and slow down. He looks back at you, slowly his strides before his lips curved up into a sweet smile. The wind was perfectly blowing through his hair, his eyes slightly squinted as he smiled. You didn't know the meaning of his smile meant but that was enough for you to finally come to a conclusion.

'I like Wonwoo. I really like Wonwoo.' Your eyes sparkled. You beamed in return, feeling somewhat bittersweet at this moment.

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Wonwoo saw you stand up and headed over to the buffet table, keeping your head low along the way. You returned back with only a couple of pieces of food on your plate. Making his way to the buffet, he made sure to get two portions of whatever he got. His eyes travelled to the dish in front of him, then to the table in front where he caught a couple of people staring at him before whispering. Feeling a little anxious, Wonwoo quickly returns back to his seat, gulping down half his drinks. "Y/N." His tone was serious. He quickly thought of a plan on how to escape. "Yes?" He noticed your tensed voice. You must've caught on. "Now!" He stood up and grabbed your hand, pulling you as he dodged the group of people trying to get a hold of you two. His original plan was to head into a vacant venue room but right when you left the venue doors, the main hall was filled with people from a different venue. They all seemed to recognize the two of you instantly, joining in the group of people as Wonwoo had no other choice but to run out the building doors. He looked in both directions, trying to familiarize himself with the surrounding and streets. He felt a light tug on the back of his shirt. He looked over his shoulder, seeing your alarmed face as the crowd of people fought through the doors. With your hands still intertwined, he pulled you down the street, not caring if passersby looked back at two of you as he sprinted down. Suddenly, he felt you squeeze his hand. Turning back, he noticed that you were struggling to catch up. Slowly his strides, he matched your pace. For some reason, he couldn't help but to smile. His heart almost jumped out of his chest when he saw you beam in return. The street nights were perfectly shining down on your face as the evening blew through your hair, flowing effortless as you ran. He was getting exhausted from running but everything started to finally make sense to him.

'I like Y/N. I really like Y/N.'

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After finally losing the mass of people, you and Wonwoo found yourself at a garden park in the neighborhood. The two of you collapsed by a nearby bench, panting as you tried to catch your breaths. Glimpsing over at one another, you both broke in laughter. "What was that?" You chuckled, still out of breath. "I felt like I was in a thief chase just now." He wiped off the sweat from the side of his face, looking up at the sky. As your breaths returned to normal, you quietly sat beside him, feeling the awkward silence spread through the air. You looked around the area, seeing a variety of plants and flowers. "I didn't know there'll be a garden park around here." You shifted your body to view the nearby flowers from your seat. Even though it was dark, the streetlight was bright enough for you to admire them. "I'll call my manager to pick us up." Wonwoo stood up, about to pull out his phone when you stopped him. "W-Wait." You got a hold of his wrist. You stood up as he turned to face you. "I... I have something to say." Wonwoo had a feeling on what you were going to say, feeling heartbroken that he realized his feelings too late. You avoided his eyes, dragging on the suffocating silence.

"What is it, Y/N." He was starting to get frustrated with you. The longer the silence was, the more heartbroken he got. "If you want to tell me about your relationship, I don't want to hear your bullshit." Your eyes shot up to his from his what he said. "No! That's not what I wanted to say. Please just list-" "Then what? If you're trying to explain yourself from that day, save your breath. I don't want to hear it." You were lost at words from what you were hearing from him. One minute, he had your heart fluttering and now, he's tearing your heart into pieces. "I'll never forgive what you did that day. The nerve you have to drag my manager into that just for the benefit of your problems?" He turned his back against you. You felt a lump of your throat, preventing yourself from stopping him. "I think it's best if either one of us leaves the cafe. In fact, I'll leave voluntarily. I don't want to get involved in any problems around you and your-" "Stop it!" You shouted. Your eyes were flooded with tears. He halted at his steps as he was about to walk away from you. "Why..." You couldn't stop your shaking voice. "Why do you have to say such awful words about me when you don't even know the full story?" You balled your fists, feeling the tears stream down your cheeks. "Why do you always do this to me? One minute, you make my heart glow and the next, you tear it down into pieces. Do you think I like being played like this?" He turns around to face your dishearten expression. His heart shattered seeing that he made you cry.

"I'm tired of this Wonwoo. I don't want to do this anymore. Even when you push my feelings aside, I'll always find myself coming back no matter what. But now you've shown me your true colors. You've shown me how meaningless I am to you. I should've realized earlier." You looked at him through your glossy eyes, feeling nothing but pain in your heart. Turning your heel, Wonwoo firmly grips your arm. "Let go, Wonwoo." "No." "I said let go!" You attempted to break off his hold. "What more do you want from me, Wonwoo? What more do you want to ruin from me? Are you happy now that you see me at my lowest?" You cried before he pulled you as your back hits his chest. "Look, Y/N. I am so sorry I made it look like that in your eyes." His voice softens, but his grasp around your arm was still tight. You scoffed, not believing his words. "I am really sorry for saying such rude words about you. I hope you can take my apology seriously." He patiently waited for you to calm down for your reply.

"Then why are you toying with my feelings?" You questioned, turning to face him. "Why do you push my away yet appear when I need you the most?" Tear started falling as you hit his chest. He let you let out your frustration on him because he finally understands you feelings and feels guilty for it. "Y/N." He gets a hold of your wrists. "I am really really sorry for all those times I hurt you. I couldn't sort my feelings and just let my emotions take over. It was really ridiculous of me to do and you have every right to feel angry at me." You sniffled, rolling your eyes.

"Well, once you come to realize your feelings, you better let Y/N know before it's too late." He called Minghao advising him one night during their chats. 'I need to let Y/N know. Even if she doesn't feel the same.'

"But you are not meaningless to me, Y/N. At first, I didn't know why I would get annoyed over the smallest things about you but as time went by, I found myself wanting to be by your side no matter what. I wanted to be the shoulder you leaned on when you're going through hardships. I wanted to be that person who you share all your laughers and and cries to. But, in return, you were only suffering because of me." He loosened his grip and hides his face in his hands, feeling disappointed at himself. Your mouth fell open from finally hearing his true words, but you couldn't trust the warming feeling in your chest. Not just yet. "That day, I rushed to the company because those pictures you saw... it was with my manager. It was a groundless rumor that the reports made which caused lots of stress and problems on him. I rushed over to clarify those rumors. The statement is set to be released today." You explained yourself as he dropped his hands, coming to a realization that he had it wrong all along. He looks away from embarrassment as you let out a soft chuckle. "Even though everything was cleared up, I was really brokenhearted that day." You confessed. "I was too." He looked down at you. You tilted your head in confusion. "You too? Why's that?" "What about you?"

"Because I like you." You both blurted out at the same time to only look at each other with rounded eyes and jaws dropped. You stepped back, not believing what you just heard. You hid your face behind your hands from your flushed face before he took them and intertwined them with his, leaning down to your eye level. "I like you Y/N. I really like you." He softly confessed, your heart pounding from his face inches away from yours. "I will never hurt you again. Never. I promise you that." You noticed the tips of his ears turning red "You better not. I took me long enough to realize. these feelings" You playfully punched his chest. He pulled you into his warm embrace as you looked up at his twinkled eyes, feeling his racing heart. He brushed the hairs off your face, his thumb caressing your tear soaked cheeks. He slowly inched closer, your eyes fluttering close.

His phone suddenly rang, breaking the two of you part as he quickly picked up the call. "Hello? Yes. Ah," he looks over at you. "yes, she's with me." You felt your cheeks warm up from that sentence with new meaning. "Oh, alright. Yes, I'll let you know. Bye." He hangs up the call, letting out a sigh. "Is something wrong?" "Mr. Bosa contacted our managers but they're both out drinking at the moment." He looks to the side, feeling his face redden. "My manager called to tell us to walk home together." Your face mirrors his color as the two of you awkwardly stood until you extended your hand out to him. "Well then, let's go home?" He shook his head, grinning and intertwined his fingers with yours.

“You almost made a fool out of yourself.” Wonwoo took a few thing out of your hand before it made contact with the floor. Your eyes, lingered at him face, wanting to ask a million questions but brave enough to open your mouth to ask. “What’s going on? You stressed out or something on your mind?” He suddenly asked. “Huh? No?” You blinked at him blankly, confused on why he asked such out of the blue question. “Oh, Minghao told me that you normally go searching for sweets when you’re stressed or something is on your mind.” You couldn’t help but to shyly smile, feeling butterflies in your stomach from Wonwoo, trying to remember the small details of you. “I haven’t eaten in the morning so I thought I’d buy something since I’m already here.” You took the donut to the cashier before buying for it. Feeling happy over your sweet purchase, you turned to Wonwoo, remember he was holding all your things. “Oh, I can take those.” You offered to take them back but he walked away. You hurried behind, trying to catch up to his pace. “Aren’t you afraid you’ll get caught?” He asked, making your way to check out the items. “I could ask you the same question. Plus, I’m sure I’m the least suspicious person right now.” You chuckled, looking down at your outfit for the nth time since the morning. You heard Wonwoo lightly chuckle, making you feel a little more at ease that he’s not giving you a cold shoulder. “Why are you here anyways?” You took the things from his hands one by one to scan in the self-checkout section. “I was awake when the manager dropped you off at the intersection. I thought I’ll come along.” He looked to the side, you could see his face tinting even with his mask on. “Just to make sure you were okay.” You hand hovered over the last object, pondering if he was only worried for your safety or if it’s because of all the articles and rumors. He saw your paused figure, scanning the last item himself before putting it in the bag. You paid for the item, him taking the bags walking out.

You walked along him back to the dorms. You were cheerfully munching away at your sweet treat as he quietly sung the bag with every arm movement. In the back of your head, your mind was running endless between on whether you should bring up the question or not, fighting between the two sides of yes and no. You were a houses down from yours, building up the confidence to ask before he jumped in with his questions. “You seem to be in a very upbeat mood.” He asked, sneaking a glance. “More or less. You could say so.” You hummed, finishing the last bite of the donut before crumbling the bag. “Is it because you can openly date with that mysterious man now?” You were caught of guard by his sudden question, not prepared that the mood would sudden turn into this.  “What do you mean?” “The rumors. You were so rushed to the company because you wanted to confirm it to everyone, right? You even dragged my manager into this.” Your mood was completely ruined by his words. You weren’t excepting him to react like this to the news, especially when it’s all settled down now, but you guessed he didn’t read the most updated ones. “Wonwoo, I think you’re missing-” “You can save your words. Here.” He passed you the bag, walking off without waiting for you to head back in first. You saw his soften eyes transition into the icy eyes from before, breaking your heart. You felt frustrated that you couldn’t explain to him the full story and that he sided with the articles instead of hearing your side of the story. Stomping your way up the stairs, your front door busted opened, your members dragging you in.

“So? All clear?” Na On kept on asking as you took off your shoes, still annoyed by the sudden mood change from the male. You dropped the bags on the coffee table before plopping down on the couch. “By your expression, it doesn’t look too good.” Mira lowly said, as your fellow members nudged her from her negative talk. “It’s not that. Everything’s all cleared out now. There was a press conference when I arrived so our manager and I told them it’s a misunderstanding and give them our story.” The girls let out a long sigh, feeling more at ease and relaxed. “There was a press conference?” Remi asked, you silently nodded as your threw your head back on the couch, arm over your head. "Why are you dressed like this?” She pointed at your outfit. “Give me a break, I’m going through a roller coaster of emotions at the moment.” You groaned, your members exchanging glances.  “Why? What’s wrong?” Nari’s hand gently touched your shoulder, trying to comfort you.

- earlier this morning - 

“I don’t think I’ve ever had a dream so realistic.”  Dokyeom rubbed his eyes, walking out of his room into the living room area. “What happened?” Seungkwan came out of Wonwoo’s room, cradling a kitten in his arms. “I heard kitten purring and meowing in my dreams... It felt so real. Like it was right beside me.” Dokyeom was still groggy, not fully paying attention to the fact that Seungkwan was standing in front of him, with a kitten in his arms, “Mhmm...” He said, waiting for the sleepy male to notice. “I wonder why that is.” The kitten started purring again. “See?! It’s exactly that sou- oh my, since when did we get a kitten? Hello kitty.” He took the kitten from Seungkwan’s arms, patting it as he swayed back and forth. “Were you the one meowing and purring all night long?” “Along with another.” Seungkwan added, Dokyeom looking at him with huge eyes. Another one?! he mouthed. "They’re only here for a bit until the owner’s of the adoption center comes back. Wonwoo’s out to get some supplies with the manager so he told me to keep an eye on them while he’s gone.”

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“Should I tell Eunioa’s manager that Y/N will be taking care of the kittens for the next couple of days? I’ll let him know that you’re doing the same so he won’t be too harsh on them.” His manager asked as the got into the car, heading back to his dorm. “Yeah, maybe that’s a good idea. I kind of forced it upon Y/N. Let’s grab a coffee before we head back.” Wonwoo turned on his phone, scrolling through his messages. “I’m surprised that you and Y/N have been getting along a lot better now. I’m sure her manager could say the same. Could you call their manager for me, just put me on speaker when he answers.” He passed Wonwoo his phone before starting the engine. The call didn’t go through as Wonwoo tried again. For the next couple of minutes, Wonwoo continuously tried calling to only to be forwarded to his voicemail. “He’s not answering, Hyung.” Wonwoo said, feeling a little weird since your manager and his were relatively close, always calling each other to chat. Going back to his phone, he received a notification of a trending article, highlighting your name. He clicked into it, heart racing on what it would be. He eyes widen bigger and bigger from reading the article and seeing the photos, in disbelief. He read the comments, where fans were just as surprised as he was but his chest ached, eyes furrowed, his mind running in circles at what he read. He suddenly recalled your events from last night with Moonbin, suddenly feeling a wave of jealously and annoyed. He tried to come to a conclusion himself, he tried to understand it but he would only get more and more angry as it went on. Closing his eyes, he decided to just get some rest.

- end of flashback -

“Hyung you’re back.... And you seemed to not be in a good mood okay maybe not the best time to ask for his headset.” Dino welcomed Wonwoo to only mumble the last bit seeing his upset facial expressions. A few of his members popped in to greet him but ended getting ignored as he silently walked to his room. “Do you think he read the articles?” Joshua asked, loughing on the sofa. “Definitely.” Woozi nodded. “I wonder how it went for Y/N.” Seungcheol thought out loud, hoping that everything ended up fine. "I guess we have to wait until maybe later today or tomorrow for the company’s reply.” The members in the living all hummed in agreement. “Are you sure we won’t get in trouble with the reporters earlier?” Jun asked, voice doubtful on the earlier events with Jeonghan and Hoshi. “We got away before they could get any proper pictures. Plus if they did, it’s properly when Jeonghan’s wig was half off his head.” Hoshi laughed, Jeonghan chuckling.  “Should we check up on Wonwoo though? I’m sure he’s confused himself.” Minghao suggested, Woozi standing up to follow. They reach the door of Wonwoo’s room, knocking. Slowly opening the door, they find Wonwoo sitting on his gaming chair, headset on with music blasting that Minghao and Woozi could hear from where they were standing. His mind seemed to be too drifted away to notice his teammate entering his room. 

“Wonwoo...” Woozi lightly tapped Wonwoo on the shoulder, him jolting from the sudden contact, eyes about to burst as he looked at Woozi before placing a hand on his heart, recovering. “You almost scared the living soul out of me.” He weakly chuckled, turning his head around to tell the two males to sit on the side of his bed. “What’s up.” “You okay?” Minghao asked, trying to scan his features. “Yeah, I’m fine.” He stopped the music, turning his attention to them. “Have you read-” “Yeah.” His head dropped low from Woozi’s question.  “If you want to talk about it, we’re here to listen.” Minghao reminded him. “Yeah, whatever it is, just blurt it out.” Woozi tried encouraging him, knowing Wonwoo isn’t a good with expressing his feelings into words. “I’m fine guys.” He bitterly smiled. His teammates knew he wasn’t and knew exactly why. “You blasting music says so otherwise. Wonwoo, we’ve been with you for years. We know that you’re not okay.” Wonwoo lets out a defeated exhale, ruffling his hands in is hair. “I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. My chest hurts, I feel frustrated and confused. I don’t even want to go on the internet because that’s all everyone is talking about and it pisses me off.” Wonwoo released all his bottled emotions as Minghao and Woozi looked at each other, a small smile forming on their faces. “Is it from the articles today?” “I don’t want to see or hear another article about her. My mind is already about to explode from trying to wrap my head around it.” “Do you know why you’re feeling this way?” Minghao asked, curious to see if the clueless male finally comes to a conclusion with his feelings. “Does it make sense now?” “I...” Wonwoo’s voice was muffled, Minghao and Woozi, leaning in closer to hear. “You....?” Woozi echoed, waiting for him to finish his sentence. “I....” Wonwoo repeated, leaving a long pause in-between. “I think I like her.” He lifted his head, finally admitting his feelings out loud. Minghao looked at him with proud eyes, feeling somewhat bittersweet at this moment.  “GOSH I THOUGHT I HAD TO SAY IT FOR YOU OR SOMETHING.” The door flung opened, the rest of the members crowding in, hyping Wonwoo up as he hides his face behind his pillow, face as red as a tomato. “Why don’t you try talking to her about it? Who knows, maybe her side of her story might be different.”

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“You wanna talk about it?” Nari asked, rubbing your shoulders as all the girls sat down in the living room, all ears on hearing what you have to say. “It’s so complicated and confusing.” You groaned, not wanting to think about it anymore. “That’s why we’re here. To listen to whatever you have to say, whether it made sense or not.” Silence covers the living room as all your members waited patiently for you.

“So you’re telling me that his attitude just snaps out of nowhere?” Kira summarized your explanation, you nodding your head helplessly. “That must be really hard to deal with.” “One minute he would have soft and kind eyes while talking to me and then the next, it’s like we hate each other.” You rambled, your members nodding along. “Do you see this pattern when you do or say something to him? Maybe it’s something triggering him.” Yun Hee brought up, trying to see if that’ll help. “I mean I would talk about my practices with Moonbin or my day with other members but I don’t see a problem with that. It’s for work anyways.” You pondered, your members finally coming to a conclusion. “You say its for work but in his eyes, he might not see it as ‘just for work.’ Maybe that’s why his mood snaps. I know mine will if I saw my crush with the another person, getting along awfully well.” Skye said as you tried to digest her words.  “Especially with what happened today. I’m sure he would be so heartbroken, confused and frustrated.” “But it’s false! Everything’s already cleared out!” You waved your arms in all directions. “He doesn’t know what though.” You rolled your eyes at what was only true. “I don’t even know why I’m fussing over this. It’s driving me nuts.” “I think we know.” Your members exchanging smirks and eyebrow raises as you went on with your frustrations. “I always find myself trying to understand him more, to accept him more. But when he’s mood just switches, my heart just scatters into pieces. But then again, I find myself wanting to see him, to get to know him a little more and more...” You sighed, mumbling into your hands as you hid your face behind it. “You definitely like him.” Your head shot up. “Y/N, as much as you want to disagree, in our eyes, your not-so subtle actions, glances and expression shows it all that you like him. Try listening to you heart.” “I don t know... I just can’t seem to believe it...” You quietly said, not trying to fight back with their words. “Do I like Wonwoo...?” You thought to yourself, hand over your heart feeling your heart racing from his name. You head back into your room to give yourself some time to think.

-

“Yes, it’ll just be until the shelter opens up again. Hopefully in a couple of days.” You told your manager about the kittens over the phone. “Alright, I don’t think it’ll be that big of a deal then. Just let me know if you need any help and when you’re going to the shelter.” One of the kittens on Nari’s lap snuggled up to her, making her quietly cooed as she stroked it. “Thanks. I really owe you big time.” You smiled, feeling grateful for your manager. “No worries. I’m just doing my job. Remind your members I’m picking some of them up tomorrow for their schedules. Good night.” You placed your phone on your bed, paying your attention back to the kitten in front of you. “So, have you thought of it?” Nari asked, you knowing what she meant. “A little bit. I’m still a little confused over my feelings.” You looked down at the kitten which was climbing into your arms. “Did you know kittens only fall asleep around people they trust and feel comfortable around?”  “Really? Where’d you hear that from?” “Wonwo-” You said his name out loud without thinking, making you blush. “Looks like even the kittens remind you of him.” She chuckled, making you turn even more red. “Nari...” You started off. She sat on your bed, stroking the kitten while listening attentively. “I thought about it.” She seemed a bit surprised by how for certain you sounded. “I’m still trying to wrap my head around it but I can’t imagine myself saying this.” “Say what?” Nari knew what you were about to say. She just needed you to say it to confirm it yourself.

“I...” Your finger stopped brushing the head of the kitten as you felt you cheeks grow pink. “I can’t believe I’m saying this.” You covered your face, too embarrassed to admit your feelings. “I think I like him.” Nari could help but to smile at your confession. “I’m so glad you finally noticed.” She patted your shoulder, feeling proud of her bandmate. “But!” You pointed a finger up, narrowing your eyes at her. “You can’t tell the rest of our members yet. Not until I am 100% certain.” You saw her blink blankly, before avoiding your eye. “For sure!” She stuttered as you looked right into her eyes before hearing a click. The door knob twisted opened as your members stumbled in, some tripping as they were glued up against the door trying to listen in. “Why’d you open the door?!” Remi threatened in a whisper as she got up. “I have sweaty hands alright? My hands slipped or something.” Kira grumbled, as the remaining girls cleared their throats. Your jaw was dropped, looking over at Nari who shrugged her shoulders with a helpless smile. Facepalming, you knew your secret was out. “So.... What we’re you guys talking about? Sounds- I mean, looks interesting” Na On looks around, laughing nervously as your members shot deadly glares at her. “Please never take on acting. Ever.”  Mira threatens as Na On sticks out her tongue at her. “Anyways, we’re glad that you finally came to a conclusion your-”

“I’m not 100% sure!” You tried defending yourself, looking at your members where they had faces that were not very convinced by your words. “Look, I still need some time to make sure.” “Of what?”  “I.... I don’t know!” 

- A few days later - 

You haven’t spoken to Wonwoo in a couple of days since the incident aside from the mute greetings and bow when you pass by each other in the company building. Your company has already sent their reply on declining the false rumors which is set to be release later today as your manager informed you. You felt the weight on you chest lifted, before feeling it tighten by the fact the Wonwoo wasn’t willing to listen to what you had to say that day. Groaning, you buried your face in your hands, wiggling your legs in frustration. “What’s wrong Y/N? Our instructor said our dance was pretty good. Is there something you’re not satisfied with?” Skype squat down, handing you a bottle of water and a towel to wipe your sweat. “No, it’s not that.’ You mumbled, glancing at your phone, hoping Wonwoo would have at least texted you. Your phone suddenly vibrated, lighting up as you grabbed it and answered it before looking at the caller. “Hello?!” “Why why, Y/N! How are you doing, I hope I’m not bothering you at the moment.” You shoulders dropped, not hearing the voice of the person you anticipated.  “Nope, I just finished up practice. Is there something wrong?”  “No, not at all! Actually, I was calling to see if you were interested on learning how to make choux and madeleines? We have a big order that’s for a party tonight and was wondering if you could possibly lend a hand?” “For sure! I’d love! Is it alright if I head back to my dorm to wash up first?” Your members turned and tippy toed to eardrop on your conversation. “That’s fine! I’ll see you then!”  “What happened? Wonwoo asked to meet you?” Kira eagerly asked as you scoffed, knowing that Wonwoo would never do such a thing.  “No, Mr. Bosa asked if could lend a hand with a big order that’s due today.” You walked over to grab your belongings before heading out the studio with your members. “Say... Did you get a chance to clear up the misunderstandings with Wonwoo?” Mira asked, entering entering the elevator. “Nope.” You crossed your arms, your members looking at you for a further explanation. “I didn’t get a chance to see him.” “So are you never going to clarify what happen if you never got to see him then?” “...Who knows. It didn’t seem like he wanted to hear what I had to say in the first place.” You heard your members sigh at your naïve personality.

--- You entered the back of the store before opening your locker, putting your purse inside. Tying up your hair and wearing your apron, you overheard the conversation of the owners near the halls “Don’t worry honey. Y/N and I will handle the pastries. You and Wonwoo just handle the drinks. We’ll be finished in no time!” ‘So Wonwoo is here to help out too? Shouldn’t be that bad since I’ll be inside the kitchen for the most part’ You thought to yourself, finishing the last tie around your hair before the door of your locker closed on you when you saw someone’s grip on the door, stopping it from hitting you. You jumped from the sudden movements, causing your hairband to snap and your hair falling back down. Slowly peered back and saw Wonwoo unlocking his locker, taking something from his bag as if nothing happened. “Your door was blocking my way.” He closed his locker before walking away. “My bad.” You grumbled, rummaging through your bag for a claw clip to put your hair up. Walking over to the kitchen, you were greeted by Mr. Bosa and tables full of utensils and ingredients. “I’m ready to be your personal assistant today!” You cheered. He walked over, giving you a pat on the head. “Well then, these pastries aren’t going to bake themselves, right?” You rolled up your, giving him a thumbs up before he went on on how the recipes and steps. “So there’s technically two parts on making the choux aside from the filling. There’s the cream puff part and the pate sucree, also known as the ‘cookie’ part of the choux. We’re going to start off with the ‘cookie’ part because that needs set in the fridge for a couple of hours.” He walked you through the steps as you followed his orders, adding in the ingredients one by one. You were mixing the dough when you mixed with a bit too much strength, causing the flour to fly all over your face. Coughing, you fanned your hands to ran off the flour dust from your face before breaking out in laughter with Mr. Bosa. “The two of them seems to be having a good time.” Mrs. Bosa looked at the two of you through the kitchen pass through windows, Wonwoo quietly observing, as your eyes widen from the flour flying before breaking out into a smile, chuckling, making his heart skip a beat. To be honest, Wonwoo was jealous. He has been wanting to ask you what really happened in the press conference and even asked your members but they would only play dumb and tell him to ask you personally. But whenever he found himself near you, he feels tensed, mixed in emotions and all he could do is shut him before he ends up embarrassing himself. “Well then, since they’re working hard at making the pastries, shall we give it our all with the drinks?” Mrs. Bosa’s voice snaps him back to reality. He nodded before she went and brought out a list of drinks.

- a couple of hours later -  Everyone has been working hard for the past couple of hours, trying to finish the big order for the deadline. There was still a couple of hours but trying to finish earlier wouldn’t do any harm. The madeleines and choux were baking while you and Mr. Bosa cleaning up the kitchen a bit from the mess made from earlier. All that was left was to decorate the madeleines and fill the choux. Currently, Mr. Bosa was whipping up various cream filling for the choux while you prepared the different toppings and decorations. “Y/N, come here for a second.” You wipes down your hands on the apron, heading over to him. He scoops a bit of the creaming on a spatula, handing it to you. “Try it. Tell me what flavor it is.” You tasted the cream, letting the flavor spread in your mouth. The light taste of floral and sweetness filled your tastebuds as you hummed a delightfully. “Cherry blossom!” “Is it too sweet? Or too floral?” You shook your head, giving him an ‘ok’ sign. “Great! Could you let Mrs. Bosa or Wonwoo try it also? I think having one more opinion would be good.” He gave you the spatula with cream, signaling you to head on out to the bartending area as you hesitantly walked out. You peeked your head out, hoping Mrs. Bosa was there so you would ask her instead of Wonwoo but to your surprise, Wonwoo was alone, quietly working on the drinks. He was focused on working to notice you peeking out, slightly hiding behind the shelf but you were drawn to him furrowed brows as he pick up the correct utensils without needing to look at where they were as if it was second nature. He walked closer to you, to get to the coffee machine when his eyes trailed to the machine before to the shelf, right to your eyes. He halted at his steps before carrying on, looking away from you.

“Um... Where’s Mrs. Bosa” you walked out, scanning the area to see if she was at the seating area or display area. “She’s in the back getting some more lids.” You quietly nodded, standing to the side, watching Wonwoo as he filled a cup with ice, poured in orange juice before walking toward you, stopping right in front of you as you looked up at him with widen eyes. He placed a hand on the counter behind you as he leaned in. You tightly closed your eyes, heart pounding insanely fast. “You’re kind of in the way.” Your eyes shot opened, seeing him hold a pot of brewed hibiscus tea, walking back to the cup to fill it with the tea. “What do you need?” He placed the orange hibiscus ade on another counter where all the other drinks were. He headed to the sink, washing the dirty dishes and utensils. “Mr. Bosa wants one more person to taste the choux filling.” You said, knowing he’ll probably tell you to ask Mrs. Bosa. He turned to face you, as you took it as a signal that he’ll try it. You handed him the spatula but he didn’t move. “My hands are occupied at the moment.” You let out a silent ‘oh’ before bringing the spatula higher to his lips “Wait, but don’t lick the spatula I-” before you got a chance to finish your sentence he grabbed your arm to flip the spatula higher to his level, licking off the cream. “-licked the spatula.” You felt the water droplets fall down your arm from his hands but you were too shock to process.

“It’s good. Cherry blossom right?” “Yeah...” “Tell him it’s good.” “Yeah...” “Are you listening to what I’m saying?” “Yeah...” “Then do you admit that was an indirect kiss just now?” “Yeah...” You answered, mind out of focus before you saw Wonwoo leaned closer to you and registered what he just said. “No! I mean-” You stuttered at your words, a small smile forming on Wonwoo’s face as your face flushed red.

"This game is a classic so we won't go into too much details. Two of your team members will be playing for this game. One of them will act out a word whereas the other will have the guess that word. Each round will be for 2 minutes and we'll see who can get the most points! The top 2 teams will get to eat this table full with street food and desserts!" Eunwoo explained as the staff brought the table of food, making your mouth water. The guests was split into 3 teams, you being in a team with 8 other celebrities. You glanced over at the other team with Joshua and Wonwoo being on separate teams as the MC's decided on which team to go first.

"How about we have Wonwoo's team first, then Joshua's and then Y/N's?" Sejeong suggested as everyone nodded in agreement. Wonwoo and a female idol went up as representatives for their group as you felt your jaw clench. You felt a pair of eyes on your side as you turn to look, seeing Joshua with a smirk as your expression with caught as you turned away, trying to relax yourself. The timer started as the female started acting our words for Wonwoo to guess. His eyebrows furrowed from being so into the game as he concentrated in her actions. Your heart skipped a beat as you saw how adorable he was being so focused in the game as you let out a giggle, but quickly covered your mouth and pretended to cough, glancing around in panic to see if anyone heard but luckily, Wonwoo yelling out random words has everyone distracted from you.

"Alright so far we have Wonwoo's team with the most points. Let's see if Y/N's team can turn the tables!" You team exchanges hi-fives as you and a male idol stood in the middle of the set with Eunwoo standing behind our teammate, holding papers of the key word. You rolled up your sleeves before the games started, the 2 minutes countdown began. Eunwoo showed the first word being 'hairtie' as you pointed at your wrist before grabbing your hair up into a ponytail before point at your wrist again where the hair tie would normally be.

"Hairtie!" He said as you gave him a thumbs up. Hearing your teammates cheer made you smile as you went on to the next word, eyes wide opened as Eunwoo flipped the booklet, as the 'shy love' appeared. Your expression froze, as moments of you and Wonwoo recently shared flash by your mind before you quickly thought of something to act out. You started acting out a scenario of two characters shyly falling in love as you covering your cheeks with you hands as if you were blushing, glancing over as if someone was sitting next to you when they were met Wonwoo's for a brief second.

"Shy love!" He screamed before the timer rang as you both took off the headphones, clasping onto each other's hands as you jumped with joy.

"If only we could give out extra points for teamwork." Sejeong laughed as you sat back down, eager to hear the results. "Sadly, your team was short by one point. Unfortunately, your team has place third, as you are eliminated from having snacks. Congratulations to the other two teams! You may go enjoy the snacks now!" Your jaw dropped as the other two teams cheerfully went to the table full of food. You looked over at your teammate, deeply apologizing as they cut you off, saying that it wasn't that big of a deal and it was worth the entertainment either way. Some of your teammates stood behind the winning team, watching them eat deliciously as others stayed in the seats, chatting and exchanging numbers. You found yourself staring at Wonwoo who was eating happily with Joshua as they stuffed their cheeks with food. You let out a chuckle when Sejeong heard and turned around, taking a seat beside you.

"Do you want a bite?" She offered you her grilled chicken skewer was you shook your head. She shrugged before following your line of vision as a smirk appeared on her face. "Those eyes."

"Huh? What eyes?" She nudged your shoulder with a devilish smile as Eunwoo joined your conversation.

"Those eyes are eyes of falling in love." Eunwoo looked at her with a surprised expression before at you, realizing what Sejeong meant.

"No no. I don't know what you're talking about." You strongly rejected as they exchanged looks of wiggling eyebrows.

"I wonder what exactly happened during your 8 months of recovery." Eunwoo spoke out loud in thought as Sejeong hummed, both eyes on you as your cheeks flushed red. Their stylist called them over to touch up their makeup before they get back on recording. You let a sigh of relief as you were finally alone once again. You looked down at your hands, playing with your fingers as you wondered what your members were doing when someone appeared in front of you. Looking at you saw Wonwoo standing in front, his hand extended to you.

"Huh? What?" You glanced down at the hotteok that he was holding, holding back your drool. You could never resist sweets.

"What do you mean 'what?' Here." He waved the sweet pancake in your face as your eyes followed it, earning a soft laugh from him. "It's the last piece."

"No I shouldn't. Our team lost so it wouldn't be fair." You pushed his hand away as he took a seat beside you, your heart skipping a beat.

"Not fair?" He looked over at the table as you followed, seeing your teammates all surrounding the table to eat the leftovers. "Just take it. You'll need something sweet to keep you energized for the remaining of the filming." He handed you the hotteok once again as you stared at it, pondering on whether you should take it or not. You took it, smiling a 'thank you' as he softly smiled as he watched you bite into it, happily eating your sweets. "How do you feel? With your first schedule back and that it's a solo activity."

"I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. I couldn't sleep for the past couple of days to be completely honest." You admitted as he nodded.

"No wonder. I could see the dark circles under your eyes." He stated as you shot him a surprised expression before looking down, hiding your face from humiliated as you felt the heat of you cheeks increase.

"I told the stylist to make sure to apply more coverage on my face though!" You tried to make a point but it didn't work as you heard him laugh before he stood up.

"I'm joking. You look fine either way." He lightly patted your back before you jolted your head up, seeing him walk back to his seat, smiling to some of the other idols as they chatted.

-

"Wow, time surely flies when we're having fun, right Eunwoo?" Sejeong asks as everyone stood for the closing ment. You were standing beside Wonwoo and another idol celebrities near MCs.

"Sadly, it's already the end of today's episode. I hope everyone had fun with today's games and events!" Eunwoo said as everyone cheered, the MCs smiling in satisfaction. Everyone took turns, saying their thanks for guesting on the special episode.

"I am honored to be the surprise guest for the special episode. This is my first schedule since my recovery so it's a very sentimental moment for me. Thanks to everyone, I was able to feel less nervous and made some fun memories!" You waved at the camera the everyone clapped once you were finished. One of the staff gestured Eunwoo as he stepped off set and as handed a cue card. As he returned, everyone including you were curious on what he had in his hand as Sejeong peered over to read what was on the card.

"Ah, so apparently Y/N had a secret mission before the shooting started. Did anyone notice or take a guess as what her mission was?" Sejeong read the card over his shoulder as everyone look around, whispering their thoughts as you played with your fingers, recalling that you'll get a penalty if someone taught on."

"Ah! Was she behind one of those cameras at the beginning of the recording?" One of the guests guessed as you shook your head, smiling.

"Hmm.. did she pass...." Joshua spoke out as your held your breath, eyes wide with your heart racing with what was remaining of what he had to say. "were you the who passed out the schedule for today?" You let out a breath of relief as you shook your head.

"Well, I guess you win on your secret mission. Could you tell us what it was?" Eunwoo asked before you went on explaining what it was as the everyone had their jaw dropped and a slient 'ah' as they came to realization of what happened.

"No way! I actually thought you were just a regular staff member." Everyone exclaimed as you smiled proudly, being able to pull off the mission without getting caught. You glanced up at Wonwoo who looked at you, an expression filled of thoughts that you couldn't read. "Right. I have a little surprise for everyone." You clasped your hands together as two staff members brought out a table and the treats you made. "Oo's" and "Ah's" filled the room as you went out explaining.

"As a thankful for the special invite and everyone's hardwork, I made some desserts for everyone to take home and try. This isn't much but I hope you guys enjoy it and stay tune for the next episode!" You waved at the camera as everyone applauded. Sejeong and Eunwoo finished off their comments before the recording finally came to an end. Everyone lined up as you handed them your desserts.

"Boy, I can't remember when was the last time I had Y/N's baked goods." Sejeong pouted as you handed her a decorative bag filled with extra goods along with Eunwoo.

"I think it was when she was still a trainee, preparing for her debut. Remember how she always bakes when she's falling down or is nervous?" The three of you shared the memories before they headed off to their other schedules, nagging you to remember to call them to hang out. Wonwoo and Joshua were the last ones as you smiled awkwardly to give them the small box of desserts.

"Expect the unexpected." Joshua smiled as you handed him the box, Wonwoo slowly following behind. You tilted your head in confusion. "That's the perfect quote to explain this situation." They both of you laughed.

"I was honestly just surprised as you were. I didn't think I'll blend in with the staff though" You recalled the moment when you stepped inside their dressing room.

"We didn't give much though into it honestly. We were a bit suspicious about why you were keeping your head low but we only came to a conclusion that you were probably a fan or something."

"You came to that conclusion." Wonwoo sudden spoke as you and Joshua turned your attention to him.

"Well...." I'm going to head off first, you guys can finish chatting." Joshua left in a dash before either you or Wonwoo could open your mouths to stop him. Silence filled the air as sounds of set equipment and staff were only heard as the two of you stood in front of each other.

"Thanks for the sweets." He broke the silence as you nodded. "Do you have any schedules after this?"

"Moonbin and I are planning on heading out for dinner later on."

"Right. You guys still contact each other?" He tone was firm as if he was integrating you.

"We got close for the special performance so it's only natural, no?" You let out a nervous chuckle as he slowly nodded, mumbling a 'yeah sure' before your manager called you back into the dressing room. "Well, take care." You bowed before turning around leaving.

"You did an amazing job today. I'm sure your members are just as proud as I am if there were here today." You manager praised as you got ready to head out into the van. "You have plans with Moonbin for this evening, right?" he turned to look back as you sat in the passenger seat.

"Yeah, we're heading out for dinner."

"It's already the late afternoon so by the time you head back to the dorm, it'll already be going the time you'll meet up with him. Instead, would you like to go to a cafe? I heard there s new bakery cafe that sells delicious egg tarts and cookies." He suggested as a smiled appeared on your face.

"You sure know how to put a smile on my face." He laughed as he started the engine.

"You wouldn't be worried if I didn't know? As for a manager who's been with you since the beginning of your debut?" You agreed as you looked out the windows, seeing the city pass before your eyes.

-

You and your manager finally arrived as the both of you wore masks before he stepped out, opening the door for you as you both entered into the modern bakery that was quite busy. People around glanced at you, as you started feeling nervous if they recognized you. You picked out whatever you wanting to try before heading over to the cashier where the isle in front was blocked with people. You found a small pathway between the crowd as you tried to squish through. Right when someone was about to back up, making you almost drop your tray of goods, someone pulled you by the arm as you bumped into their chest, you looked up, seeing your manager's worried look behind his mask. You stood back up as people started looking at you, whispering at each other. Your manager who saw, quickly brought you to the cashier as he paid.

"Thanks." You smiled cheekily as you lifted the bag of freshly baked goods, walking out the door to sit in the patio when you heard cameras shuttering in a distance. Glancing around, you tried looking for the source of the sound.

"Let's head to the rooftop patio." He whisper as you nodded, following him up to the rooftop. Luckily where wasn't much people as you took off your mask, your manager keeping his on. "Give me your phone. I'll take some pictures for you. The scene here is nice." You handed over your phone as he started taking so photos, you awkwardly smiling as you saw some people look at you.

"Wait, let's take one together." You suggested as he nodded, getting into frame as he took a selfie with the view and food. He took a few more, pulling down his mask a bit before giving you back your phone. As you enjoyed your manager's treats, you glanced up to ask if he wanted a bit when you saw his eyes wandering around, brows furrowed.

"Something wrong?" You asked, trying to see if you could find anything suspicious around the area.

"No.... I think I'm just hearing things." He mumbled to himself as he sipped his drink. You tore a piece of the bread, feeding it to him as he leaned over to the table, pulling down his mask for a bite. You spend the rest of the afternoon, staring out the rooftop as you chatted with your manager.

"You should head over to the reservation now, it's almost time." He pulled up his sleeve, looking at his watch as you cleaned up the table before heading over to the van. A few fans were waiting downstairs as you were stopped from them asking for your autograph and signature.

"Y/N? Oh my gosh, it's really you! Can I please take a photo with you?" One of the girls said as you nodded, signing a few others before waving them goodbye.

-

"Call me when you're finished, alright? I'll come pick you up." You manager rolled down the window as you nodded before you watched him leave. You stood in front of the restaurant as the sun started setting. Streetlights turned on as the streets were getting more lively as the night rolled in. You walked in, being greeted by the host before he escorted you to a semi-private area. He opened the doors before you were greeted by more than just Moonbin. Sejeong and Eunwoo were happily smiling as your eyes widened before returning the smile, waving as you walked in.

"Bet you didn't expect us to be here, huh?" Eunwoo laughed as he read your surprised expression. You agreed before taking a seat beside Moonbin as the server came in to take your drink order.

"I thought it was just Moonbin so I totally didn't expect the two of you to be here." You replied before the food started coming in.

"We're sorry if we're disturbing your little date with Moonbin." Sejeong teased before you glanced over at Moonbin, darting your eyes away when they came in contact before falling into a deep shade of red.

"It's not a date! We were planning on meeting up for dinner after our collaboration performance but that had to be put to a hold until now so...." Moonbin trailed off, not wanting to bring up your incident. Everyone fell quiet before you clasped your hands, trying to bring up the mood.

"Well, now that all the food is here, we shouldn't let it get cold right? How about a little cheer before our feast?" You lifted your glass before the others joined, clinking the glassware together as the start of your dinner.

-

"So you're telling me that Wonwoo actually stayed through almost every of your practices?" Eunwoo repeated his question.

"It was kind of weird at first, not going to lie but then again, I couldn't be more than grateful to have such a role model be there to see us practice, right Y/N?" Moonbin glanced over at you as you spun your fork to get some spaghetti

"I guess you could say so." You commented, bringing the plate with the pasta over to you.

"Is it just me but does Y/N kind of change her attitude whenever the topic is around Wonwoo?" Sejeong lightly chuckled as you almost choked while biting. "Am I wrong though?" The other two male exchanged looks before agreeing quietly

"Wha- I have no idea what you're saying." You retorted

"Ok, answer this truthfully then." Sejeong had a smile that you somehow felt uneasy about. "Did you feel uncomfortable when Wonwoo visited you practices? Yes or no?" Everyone looked at you as silence filled the room.

"Um... Maybe a little?" You slowly answered, observing their reactions.

"You honestly liked Wonwoo company when he was at your practices." Your mouth fell into a small 'o' as you heard the question, heart racing as the memories unfolded before your eyes.

"No." You firmly disagree

"That's a lie!"

"Y/N, did I ever tell you that you were bad at lying?"

"Didn't look like it to me while we were practicing." Moonbin joined in as his comment caught your attention, as you felt your cheeks tinting red. The rest of the night was filled with laughter between the four of you as everyone caught up onto each other's lives.

-

"Are you sure you don't want us to drive you back?" The two males offered once again as you stood outside the restaurant.

"I'm okay. My manager should be coming soon. Thanks for the offer though." You smiled as the nodded. Their manager pulled up in front of them before they bid goodbye, waving their hands out the window as their van drove away. You suddenly felt a nudge on your shoulder as you turn to look where Sejeong was smiling teasingly at you

"So, any guys that caught your attention? Or you're secretly dating...?" She whispered as you playfully rolled your eyes at her and her endless energy.

"Hmm. Nope, none that I could think of." You pretended to pounder a bit.

"What about the members of Seventeen? I mean, the both of you are under the same company so I'm sure bumping into each other is more than normal."

"We're just friends."

"We're meaning just a few members or....?" She raised an eyebrow as you pushed her arm.

"You know how Wonwoo and I are practically never on good terms." You finally spoke.

"Like the cat and the rat." She added

"Well, since he's been attending the practices of Moonbin and I, we've been starting to get closer to each other." You started mumbling your words, feeling embarrassed yourself for speaking those words.

"I knew it!" She spoke unexpectedly louder than she thought as her hand flew to her mouth, catching the attentions of a few people passing by. "You've been acting different around him and whenever his name is mentioned." You could feel her looking at you with a smirk as you looked around the night life of people chattering, laughing and having the time of their lives.

"How do you feel about it?"

"About what?"

"Your relationship with Wonwoo. With it going from a cold atmosphere to a warmer, friendlier one." You thought about it, realizing that you never seriously took it in consideration.

"It's weird at first but I guess I'm slowly getting used to it?" You answered in a somewhat unconfident tone as the female lets out a soft laugh.

"There must be something special between the two of you since you guys almost always bickered... Maybe it's mean to b-"

"Oh look, isn't that your manager?" You cut her off, pointing at the approaching vehicle as it stops in front of the two of you. The window rolled down as you were greeted by her manager.

"Do you need a ride, Y/N?" He tilted his head down as you shook your hands, declining the offer once again.

"It's alright. He's coming soon." You gave Sejeong a hug before sending her off, leaving you alone in front of the restaurant. You pulled out your phone, dialing your manager's number.

'Why isn't he answering my calls?' worries start to fill you as the call didn't pass through after multiple attempts. You looked around, meeting the eyes of people who recognized before fear overcame as you briskly walked to an area with less people. Your phone started ringing as you answered it right away seeing the name of your manager on the ID.

"Y/N I'm so so sorry."

"It's fine. Can you come pick me up now?"

"I can't... I'm in an important company meeting right now and I don't think it's going to end any time soon. I'm so sorry I couldn't call you earlier." You let out a defeated sigh, knowing that he was only doing what he was told and it's no one's fault at this point.

"It's okay. I'll just call a taxi to drive me back then." You hung up the call before heading over to the street, waving your hand to a taxi.

A couple of weeks as past since Wonwoo brought you to his secret spot. The both of you seem to have bickered a lot less, and started getting along, which is something new to the boys and your members but in fact, they’re very supportive over your ‘blossoming friendship’ as they say with wriggling eyebrows and giggles. You slowly started getting back on your feet, practicing with your members and appearing on some performances as your fans have been showing great support over your recovery and comeback. After your little deep talk with Wonwoo, you found yourself working a lot harder, and starting to have more confidence yourself. Minghao, who’s been watching all along, never fails to let you know how proud he is of how much stronger you’ve gotten. So in a way, you’ve never felt better.

“Y/N, don’t push yourself okay? Take a rest whenever you need it.” Remi patted you shoulder as you and you members were taking a rest. You was only recently when you go back to work and you were a lot more stiffer from the long absence of dancing, making you feel a little frustrated.

“Thanks. But I’m all better now, I promise! I’m just a little behind but I’m sure I’ll be right back in no time.” You smiled. Your members knew you weren’t saying that to them but as a reassurance for yourself but they could only let you be, knowing that their words wouldn’t go pass through you and that you know your own limits well. You replayed the music again, practicing on your own as your members sat on the side, resting when the music sudden stop near the end.

“Y/N, can I speak with you for a minute?” You turned around and saw your manager, who stopped the music. Your members’ eyes were on him before shifting to you. You nodded before following how into one of the meeting rooms where a there was two other staff sitting across. Looking at your manager confusingly, he gestured you in.

“Hello, I’m Y/N from Eunoia. Nice to meet you.” You bowed before they told you to take a seat.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you Y/N. We’ve been waiting for your recovery to meet you. It looks like you’re in pretty good condition.” They smiled.

“Yes, I’m feeling a lot better now.”

“Well, we’re not going to go straight into the topic.” You started rubbing your hands together, feeling sweat built up. You glanced at you manager who was only smiling, making you feel a mixture of feelings.  “We’re the directors of a variety show ‘Weekly Idol’ and we’re planning on broadcasting a special episode with idols from different groups. Your manager suggested that you’ll be the perfect appearance of your group, so we decided to personally meet you in person.” They explain as your nervousness came to a low.

“Thank you so much. This is an honor.” You smiled, feeling excited about your first appearance after your recovery.

“The MC’s for this special will be Sejeong and Eunwoo. Your manager has told us that you’re close acquaintances with them?” A smile automatically appeared on your face as the memories replayed in your mind. They gave you lots of idol and variety tips as your senior so you were very grateful for that. “I guess that smile means a yes. They are going to be the MCs but they won’t be aware that you’re coming. Instead, you’ll be making a special appearance.” They started bringing out a sheets of paper. “All of the idol guests will be appearing together on the show but you’ll appear a bit later when they play a game.” They started planning out your entrance. 

“...So after the MCs guess the appearance of the guests, they’ll play a random dance play and when we’ll be playing your song and once it comes on, you’ll make your appearance.” Your mouth opened, in anticipation.

“That sounds great!” You chimed as the directors laughed at your reaction. 

“No one will know that you’re coming expect the staff so everyone on set will be quite surprised. Since you just came back from recovering, we thought this would a little surprise for the fans and everyone.” You couldn’t stop smiling as you started imagining all the faces.

“Can I know who’s going to be the guests?” You asked, looking at the directors with eyes of a child.

“We could, but I don’t know if that’ll take away the fun for you also.” They chuckled. You decided to keep the guest a surprise to you as well, but they told you the number of guest that’ll be on the show. They discussed the rest of how the show was going to go about and that needs to be done. You bid them goodbye, getting a boost of energy from all the good news. You thank your manager, knowing that he keep this a secret from you while you were recovering. You went back to practice before sharing the news with your members as they pulled you into a hug, spilling love and support for you.

It was the day before your special appearance on Weekly Idol and you were in a mixed feelings of excitement and anxiety. At first, you more overwhelming thrilled about the plan but as the day creeped closer, you found yourself getting the cold sweats just thinking about it, wondering in you’ll be able to do a good job since your incident and without your members. You thought it’ll be nice to make some treats for the MCs and guest, not wanting to arrive empty handed. You sat on the dinning table, writing down some ideas of what to make.

- one week later - 

“Alright, I guess the winners are mini pound cakes and macaroons” You tied your hair up before gathering all the ingredients. Thanks with the help of your members, you were able to finish everything much quicker. You packed everything individually, making sure everyone had one of each as a smile formed on your face with all the sweets laid out on the dinning table. You save a couple for your members but still had some extras remaining. You flopped onto the couch, whipping out your phone as you messaged Minghao.

“What are you doing?” Mira asked, looking over you shoulder before taking a seat beside you as the other members slowly joined in. You asked for their opinion and votes as they started inputting their suggestions. 

You jumped out of the sofa, before running into your room to look at your window, facing the front of the house to see Minghao strolling towards you house, waving with his every-so-sweet smile. You chuckled, before mouthing ‘give me a minute,’ grabbing a whatever sweater that your eyes landed on before walking out the door, hopping down the stairs seeing Minghao’s bright smile. He pulled you into his embrace, taking his scent of your favorite cologne of his. 

“I thought they’ll be enough for everyone. I’ll make some more next time.” You told him as you handed him the box of treats. He patted your head before smiling a ‘thank you.’

“Are you busy?” You looked up at him, swinging your arms.

“For you? Never.” You cringed at his words as he laughed, pinching your scrunched nose. He suggested to go to a nearby park. 

“Do you need a mask? I brought an extra just in case.” You asked, as people who were walking pass looked at the two of you.

“It’s okay. They won’t do much harm.” He read your eyes as you nodded. He found a wooden platform that had the view of the river. You took a seat beside him, spreading your legs out as he crossed his, opening the boxed of your work.

“What’s with the sudden baking? Is there something on your mind?” He took a bite of the macaroon before nodding his head, showing his satisfied expression. “You normally bake if there’s something on your mind or you’re stressed.” He added.

“Oh no, it’s not that. I’m going to be a special guest on a show tomorrow so I thought I’ll be nice to make it for the everyone there.” You smiled as his eyes widen before joining your expression.

“No way! That’s amazing Y/N! I’m so proud of you.” His voice was filled with delight, making your heart lighten. Minghao always knew the best expressions and reactions to give you, whether the good news be big or small.

“I’m a little conflicted in my feelings though. You know, the mixture of excitement and nervousness.” you spoke as he place down the half eaten macaroon before shifting closed to you, bringing your head to rest on his shoulder.

“That’s normal. It is your first appearance after all that has happened but don’t think too much about it. I’m sure everyone will be genuinely surprised by your appearance, knowing how much time you’ve spend on recovering. Say, what show are you appearing on?” He finished the macaroon before digging into a pound cake without hesitation. Your eyes travelling to see him happily enjoying your treats as you let out a soft chuckle. 

“Weekly Idol. It’s for a special episode with lots of different idols for a special episode from what I’m told.” Minghao’s jaw and hand came to a stop as you lifted your head up to see his swift shock-like expression before he returned back to his normal. You raised an eyebrow, confused on his face a second before. “Is there something wrong?”

“No no.... That’s cool. I’m looking forward on seeing that episode when it airs. Do you know any of the guests that’ll be appearing along with you?” 

“Nope. All I know is that Sejeong and Eunwoo are going to be the MCs. I wanted the guest to be a surprise for me.” You explained as he nodded, with a face filled

with unspoken words that you couldn’t read from him. 

“You have a look on your face that’s throwing me off. Do you know someone who’s going to be on it or something?” You leaned in closer to him with narrowed eyes.

“U-Uh no. I don’t think so....” He said quickly, glancing at you before looking elsewhere. You stared at him before pouting at him, crossing your arms. You spend the majority of the rest of the afternoon with Minghao, talking about everything and nothing, laughing at a bunch of nonsense. 

“I didn’t expect today’s weather to be this nice. I thought it’ll chilly.” You sighed, closing you eyes up to the sky as you took in the fresh air.

“The sun is out but it is chilly.” He turned to look at you. “Remember what you told me? ‘You can never trust the sun.’” You hummed in response

“Like how you nagged me to always dress warmer since the layers can always be taken off.” He chuckled

“I guess you’re all cuddly and warm in Wonwoo’s sweater that the cold doesn’t even affect you. You’re always coming to me for a hot pack or a hoodie when the weather drops the slightest.” Your eyes shot open. Looking down on what you were wearing, it turned out to be Wonwoo’s sweater that you forgot to return since he brought you out. Your cheeks automatically turned to a deep shade of red, as you tried to hide it. Minghao’s eyes softened as he looked over at you, as you hid your face with your hands, looking down to avoid him.

“I randomly just grabbed whatever I could find before heading out the door.” He raised his eyebrows at you as you rolled your eyes, trying to get the wrong idea out of his head. “Hey hey. Don’t give me those wriggling brows. I’ve seen enough of those in my dorm. Wonwoo gave this to me because I was cold when we were at his-”

“His not-so secret hide out?” He finished your sentence. You were shocked that he knew not because you didn’t tell him but because Wonwoo told you that he knew brought his members there, so you’d assume they had no idea. “Yeah, we planned it out for him.”

“What?”

“We’ve been nagging him to visit you when you were at the hospital but he felt guilty for yelling at you. When you were discharged from the hospital, we thought we would at least pay you a visit at your dorm but he didn’t so we had no choice but to set out a dat- I mean an event for him to meet up with you.” He smirked at the end.

“Really now?” You crossed your arms over your chest.

“Seriously! We only suggested the location  and maybe some other tips and scenarios but he planned out everything else. He said he wanted to apologize to you for that day.” You blankly blinked at him. “I’m sure you know Wonwoo enough that he rarely does those types of things. He was even a little disappointed when he found out he had to work on the day he had everything planned. But, I’m guessing that everything still turned out well.” He nudged your shoulders as you scoffed, giving him a glare before letting out a chuckled. Your heart tingled by the efforts Wonwoo took for you. You couldn’t help but to smile. “Did something happen? Did I just trigger a memory? Did you guys kis-”

“Hao!” You cut him off, brows furrowed. You knew he was half-heartily joking but sometimes his childish actions really catches you off guard. “Nothing happened. We just clear our misunderstandings and talked through some things.” He had a small smirk, but nodded either way. 

- day of schedule - 

“W-What’s with that all of the sudden? You’re actually all weird.” You nervously chuckled, looking away as his words lingered in your head.

You got a message from your manager last night telling you to wake up earlier to head to the recording studio to get ready. You were a little confused at first on why you had to head there so earlier when you appear later on in the show but you didn’t question to much about it. You woke up, feeling energetic as you got up to get ready. You walked out your room to see your members all scattered around the living room and dining room, doing their own daily tasks.

“That’s good to hear. If you think that Wonwoo is emotionless, and affectionless only towards you, I can say that he’s like that to us too. He builds a wall up, trying to protect himself because he’s scared but if he takes down that wall, that means he really trusts that person and slowly opens up to them.” He explained as you recall all those times he was ‘rude’ and ‘cold’ to you. “But I can assure you that Wonwoo thinks of you too. It takes a while from him to realize and show his feelings and actions but trust me, it takes a lot of thought for him to do something for someone. So for him to bring you to the spot that he never brought anyone... Well, I hope you see that he’s really no harm.” You look up to see Minghao staring down at you, feeling your heart pound.

“Are you heading out soon?” Remi asks as she toasted a slice of bread, you nodded in response. “You should eat something before you head out. Or at least grab a fruit or something.”

“Right...” You mumbled, not really paying attention of what she was saying as you walked over to the fridge to bring out the treats you made and placed them in a bag. Your phone started ringing before you ran into your room, your manage calling to tell you he’s meeting downstairs.

“We’re here.” He parked the car in one of the VIP spots as he took off his seat beat. For some reason, you started feeling tense.

“Wait. Are you going to stay?” You asked as his hand rested on the door handle before turning to you. “I mean, can you please stay?” He lets out a laugh

“Y/N, as a manager, I’m suppose to stay by your side by all means.” You let out a relieved sigh. “Don’t worry. You’ll do great. Just relax, okay? I know it’s your first appearance back but let’s make the most of it, hmm?” You smiled, giving him a confident nod as the both of you made it into the studio.

“Miss Y/N!” You entered the building as a bunch of staff turned their heads and recognized you in a instant. They all started clapping, catching you off guard as you awkwardly walked down the hall to the backstage.

“Why are they clapping?” You whispered to your manager.

“It’s their way of welcoming you back into the industry or something. I overhead it from a few workers at the parking lot.” He bent down and whispered as you nodding, smiling and waving at the staff.

“Good morning, Y/N. I hope you were able to get some rest yesterday.” The director came into your waiting room. You stood up and bowed before she told you to take a seat, handing you a sheet of paper. “There’s a reason why we called you in early today.” She went on explaining. “You’re going to be doing a secret mission for your special appearance. Since the MCs and guests haven’t arrived yet, you’re going to be dressed up as one of our staffs and your mission is to distribute name tags and mics to the waiting rooms of the guest and MCs. If you get recognized, then you’ll get a penalty, but if you complete the task without having anyone of mention your name, then you will get a prize. It will be announced at the end of the recording.” She handed you a staff uniform as you blankly stared at her, in shock from what she said because you were only told that you’ll be appearing in the show and playing games with the guest.

“Well then, you should get changed. Everyone will be coming in soon.” And with that, she left, leaving you and your manager in the room as he stood there, just as confused as you are.

“Did you know about this?” You took the clothes and looked at him as he shrugged, shaking his head.

“What you know is what I know.” You stared at the clothing before the makeup artist came in to help you get prepared.

“People can totally recognize me in this. How am I suppose to blend in with the staff if I look exactly the same?” You looked at yourself through the mirror. You were wearing jeans, a staff T-Shirt with an oversized cardigan and a female staff ID card around your neck, glasses and a hat with your hair tied up in a pony tail. Your manager looked at your outfit in the mirror. “You can definitely tell it’s me, no?” You extended your arms at him, hopeless on how you’re going to carry out this secret mission.

“Hmm... To be honest, I actually can’t recognize you.” He tapped his chin, examining you. “You’re blending in quite well if you asked me. Just keep your hat low and that should be good.” He walked over to you and pulled the hat down.

“Okay but now I can’t see ahead of me clearly.” You lifted your head to look forward. One of the staff crew knocked on your door before entering in with a smile.

“Wow, you look just like a crew member.” He laughed as you smiled. “After you finished your mission, you can come back and change into the outfit that your stylist has prepared. Otherwise, put these on as the last touch of being a stage crew.” He handed you a staff  an in-ear monitor and a clipboard with papers. “If you’re ready, we can head out and start. The MCs and guest are all in their waiting rooms now.” You turned back to look at your manager, giving him the eyes of ‘please save me from this disaster’ as he sheepishly smiled, waving you goodbye and a thumbs up. You headed out to the hallway and walked pass the rooms where everyone else was. In the corner of your eye you saw the label ‘SEVENTEEN’ on it as you stopped and looked back.

“Is there something wrong?” The male staff turned back to look at you.

“No. Everything’s fine.” You faced foreword, tilting your head in confusion before following behind.

You and the staff reached the last room, not able to see the name on the room properly due to the cap that was covering half of your upper vision. He handed you two mic sets behind a silent cheer as you knocked before entering. Opening the door, you ears were filled with familiar voices.

“Come in!” You recognized your senior’s voices as you slowly creeped opened the door. You walked in, with your head low to open see a bit of what’s ahead of you. You quickly took a glance and saw them getting their makeup touched up.

“Here are your mics.” You handed it to them. You could tell they were looking at you longer than usual before going back to their conversation. You let out a relieved sigh as you closed the door behind you, the staff laughed. You successfully made your way into the other guest rooms, finding yourself breaking into a sweat when they say ‘wait’ before asking you how to place it on. 

‘Sounds like Wonwoo and Joshua to me.... I’m probably hearing it wrong.’

“Alright, so we’re going to start with the MCs. They don’t need name tags but they need mics. I’ll push this chart to each room while you knock and go in to give it to them. We already installed the hidden cameras so they won’t know you’re being filmed.” You took the 2 sets of the collar mics. “Wait, you should pull this a bit more lower. Just to be safer.” He pulled down you hat further down even more. You took a deep breath before lightly knocking on the door. 

“If everyone was here, I’m pretty sure we’ll be taking up the whole set with just ourselves.” a lower voice spoke.

“No kidding, 13 of us plus more guests? Imagine the amount of cameras that’ll be recording us.” Your eyes widen hearing ‘13 of us,’ letting out a gasp as you almost lifted your head. The males stopped talking as you felt their attention on you.

“Um, I’m here to give you your mics.” You stuck out your hand as they took the mics with a thanks.

“It feels so weird without the others here.” a familiar soft voice spoke.

“We will be starting the recording soon so please be on standby after you’re doing putting on the mics. There will be a staff member who will come in to inform you and escort you to the set in a bit.” You spoke with your head low, feeling their eyes on you. You bowed before turning to quickly leave when you were stopped by a grip on your wrist. 

“You dropped this.” the male bent down to pick up the ID card that fell off you neck somehow. He bent down, his features coming to your view as you realized it was Wonwoo who was right In front of you. Just as he was about to look up to hand the card, you darted your face the other way, praying he didn’t catch you with your heart racing faster than ever.

“Oh... my bad. I didn’t even realize. Thank you.” You took it from him before bowing, rushing out the door.

As you closed the doors that belong to Seventeen behind you, you let out a long relieved sigh and a thumbs up to the camera showing that you successfully completed the missing without being caught. You happily walked back into your dressing room, changing back into the outfit for the recording.

“What is?” Joshua asked, looking through the mirror as the staff helped him put on his mic.

“She....” Wonwoo trailed off.

“She’s probably a huge fan of us or something.” Joshua laughed as Wonwoo stared at the door, deep in thought.

“...She looks familiar....”

“That’s weird...” Wonwoo mumbled as he watched you leave.

---

“Today’s episode is a little different than our usual.” one of the MC spoke.

“Right, as you can probably tell by the setup, today’s episode is definitely a special one may I add.” You sat in your dressing room, watching the monitor as you waited for one of the staff to call you out so the guests don’t see you as they wait. “Today, we’ve invited 23 guests from different groups to celebrate another hundredth episodes!” They clapped as they started introducing each group or celebrities.

“Next, the worldwide growing boy group that has never ending passion and talent, we have Wonwoo and Joshua from Seventeen!” They walked onto the set, bowing to the MCs and guests as you unconsciously stood up from you seat, shocked that it was actually them.

“You alright?” You manager came behind you with worried eyes.

“Yeah, I’m fine. I just didn’t know they were going to be on it.” 

“Yeah I figured. The members and I kept it a secret from you.” He teased as you playfully punched his shoulder when a knock was heard on your door, followed by the director who told you that you needed to head backstage to get ready. You looked at yourself in the mirror, taking in deep breaths when you felt your manager’s hand on your shoulder, giving you support that you’ll do great.

“Don’t worry. I’ll be with you in a bit. I’ll be standing right behind the cameras watching you so don’t worry.” He reassured as you gave him a firm nod, before following the director at the back of the set. You stood behind one of the cameras that were filming on the side as you peeked and saw the line of guests and MCs that were  explaining the random dance game. Music filled the room as the idols ran up to the middle of the set, dancing to the music the recognized.

“We’re going to play your group’s music and that will be your cue to enter the recording set, alright?” The director spoke over the music as you looked back at her, giving her a thumbs up. You felt your palms sweating by every change song, not knowing when yours will play. Just then, a familiar ton starts playing. 

“Ah, this song automatically makes me miss Y/N.” Sejeong spoke. You could hide your smile seeing her slightly dance to your group’s music as you saw a few idols going to the front of the set to dance.

“This is your cue, go!” The director gave you a light push as you ran onto the recording set, taking all the guest including the MCs by surprise as you started dancing to your group’s music, feeling nervous yet excited. Everyone was looking at you with their jaws dropped, hands over their mouths and widen eyes as you performed with a smile on your face. People that were dancing, went back to where they were standing from your appearance. Once the song ended, the room fell into silence.

“I’m not dreaming am I?” Eunwoo nudged Sejeong’s shoulder.

“Y/N!!” She rushed over to you, pulling you into a warm hug as you almost had the wind knocked out of you. She pulls away as you walked over to Eunwoo, him giving you a small hug and a huge smile. You should beside the MCs as your eyes glanced over the guests, eyes passing Joshua and Wonwoo who were just as, if not more surprised than the guests.

‘this is going to be a long day’ you thought to yourself.

“Hello, I am Y/N from Eunoia. It’s nice to be back.” You introduced yourself as everyone clapped and cheered.

“From what I already saw, it looks to be like she’s gotten stronger. Did you secretly train or something while you were recovering?” Eunwoo tried to lighten the mood as a few idols joined in laughing. “Joshua and Wonwoo, did you know that Y/N was coming? Since you both are from the same company.” Their eyes went to yours before shaking their head. 

“No, we had no idea.” They replied as your eyes landed on Wonwoo who gave you a small smile with a nod.

“You should’ve told us you were coming!” Sejeong exclaimed, Eunwoo nodding in agreement. You shrugged your shoulders, shyly smiling. “We’re so glad to have you back.”

You scanned through the stacks of boxes of supplies when your eyes landed on the box with the label ‘cardboard cup holders’ on the edge of the top shelf. You tippy toed to reach the top but had to use. Letting out a grunt, you tried again and again but failed every time. You hopping as your hand got a quick grip of the box and pulled it outward. You did this again as it shifted outward every time with every hop. You were already out of breath from hoping and pulling but with the last hop, the box finally came out of the top shelve, but also your hands as the shelf shook. You caught it as you tumbled backwards before you fell, as some boxes on the the shelf fell. You heard rapid footsteps before Wonwoo appeared at the entrance of the storage room and rushed to your side.

“Are you okay?’ His eyes enlarged as they scanned over you body for any injuries. Your grip was tightly around the box as you let out a soft chuckle. “I got it.” You breathlessly whispered. Wonwoo didn’t say anything as he got back up with a small sigh and picked up the boxes that have fallen. They both of you worked in silence as you would glance over at him time to time, seeing him wipe the counters and coffee machines.

‘What’s with the sudden change of mood?’ You thought to yourself as your cleaned the kitchen and wiped the cutlery. You were finally finished with everything as you headed to the lockers where you saw Wonwoo taking off his apron. You quietly walked to your locker beside him as you do the same.

“You shouldn’t overwork yourself.” You heard him speak behind his opened locker door as you stopped at your moments. “I don’t know what you’re saying, I’m fine.” You replied as your folded your apron. “Stop acting all strong and tough.” He closed the locker door, facing you. “Can’t you see I’m-” “You’re injured and you’re not fully recovered.” His voice was stern as his eyes looked down at yours. “What if I just don’t want to show my weakness?” you scoffed as you wore your jacket. He rolled his eyes. “But you don’t have to push yourself to prove others you’re fine.” he said as you closed your locker before meeting his eyes. “I’ve been in the hospital and in the dorm for the past 8 months without stepping outside. I feel so locked in and suffocated that I can’t do anything. Do you know how useless I feel whenever I see my members leave for practices or performances where they have to cover for my parts and work twice as hard to fill my spot? I’m not trying to prove anything to anyone, Wonwoo. I’m trying to prove to myself that I’m not nothing for the past 8 months and that I’m healing.” You replied before loosening your hair from the updo its in. “It wouldn’t matter to you anyways.” You hung your bag over your shoulder before walking pass him, only to be stopped by his hand around your arm.

“Wait.” there was heavy silence between the two of you as neither of you moved. His hand was lightly gripped around you arm but for some reason, you didn’t fall back your arm. It felt nice.  “I’m sorry.” you turned around to look at him as he hung his head low. He loosened his grip around your arm. He slowly lifted his head before looking into your eyes with sincere apologizes. You’ve never seen his eyes so soft, making you melt into them deeper and deeper by the second. “It’s okay.” You managed to bring yourself together as you looked to the side. The two of you stood faced to faced, in awkwardness, not knowing what to say after the apology. “Well then, I’ll be going then.” “Y/N!” His voice made you stop at your steps as you head him walk in front of you. “There’s somewhere I want to bring you.”

- a few days ago -

“I’m ordering take-out! Is there anything-” Dino’s sentence was cut of by the orders of his members overlapping each other. He started looking back and forth, trying to listen in to every of their orders. “Just type it down.” Jeonghan lazily said while lying on the floor. All the boys had no personal or group activities that day as they took the chance to just stay at home and be homebodies for the day.  “I’ll take a hamburger.” Wonwoo added his order as Dino nodded before heading to his room to call in the orders. The boys were scattered in the living room, either chatting or playing on their phones. “Hey hyung, did you visit Y/N yet?” Minghao asked after he finished his race of KartRider with Wonwoo and a few others. “No, not yet.” He restarted another game, focusing his attention in his race “Well, are you going to pay her a visit? She’s probably at her dorm, knowing that her members and manager won’t allow her to live the house until she’s fully recovered.” Minghao laughed as he drifted his vehicle on an sharp turn. “Maybe you should bring her to your favorite spot.” Minghao randomly suggested, throwing Wonwoo off as he ended up placing second.

“You mean the spot?” Jun lowered his phone and looked at Wonwoo with widen eyes. Wonwoo lets out a sigh as he fell back on the cool wooden flooring. “Even we haven’t been there....” Hoshi pouted. Minghao looked down on his members, trying to figure out what he’s feeling. “What do you say? Maybe you can set up a little picnic and-” Minghao started giving out ideas, only to be cut off by the rest of his members. “And then maybe way the sunset with her!” “And then see the night skies and stars-” “She might get cold during the night and then you can take off your jacket and place it over her shoulders-” “And then the two of you will face each other, inches about as your eyes travel down her lips-” “As you look up, you see her eyes flutter close and you slowly move closer to her lips unt-” All the boys started acting out their imagination as they started fanboying over the possibility from their emotionless and cool member

“HELLO? AH HELLO MR. BOSA. OH NO, IT’S JUST REALLY LOUD WHERE I AM SO I CAN’T REALLY HEAR YOU PROPERLY, LET ME MOVE SOMEWHERE MORE QUIET.” Wonwoo’s phone started ringing as he quickly answered it, never feeling more thankful to have a phone call come in at the right time. He shot all his members death glares as he stood up before walking down the hallway “You sound like you’re quite busy. I apologize for interrupting your schedule.” “No worries. I’m not busy at the moment. I’m just with my members.” Wonwoo still felt his cheeks heated from his members’ extreme imagination. “I’m just calling in to see if you’ll be busy in the next couple of days? Ms. Bosa and I might need to go out to pick up some new supplies but we won’t know until the day of. Is it possible for you to step in while we’re gone? We’ll call in a couple of hours before we leave so it’s not too last minute.”  “For sure. Just call in and I’ll head over.” “Thank you so much Wonwoo. We were planning on calling Y/N too see if she’s available since she’s been discharged from the hospital- say, have you seen or visited Y/N since?” He questioned as Wonwoo falls into guilt from what he did the last time he spoken to you. “U-Uh, no I haven’t.” He stuttered upon his words as he heard a chuckle on the other side of the call. “You haven’t as in you’re too scared to visit her or what?” he remained silent, not knowing what to say in such awkward situation. “Alright, I’ll stop teasing you. Thanks for the last minute help Wonwoo.” Wonwoo hung up and lets out a sigh

“Was it the cafe?” He turned around and saw Seungcheol leaning against the wall. "Huh? Something like that.” “You don’t sound too happy about it.” Seungcheol questioned “No, it’s just that Mr. Bosa called to see if I work come into work in the next couple of days.” “And...?” Wonwoo’s eyes shifted to meet his hyung, confused on whether he’s just questioning or he heard the whole phone conversation “And he asked if I visited Y/N recently.” He ended up explaining. “See? Even the whole world knows you haven’t visited Y/N!” the leader dramatically exclaimed. “Okay, okay. I’ll pay her a visit in a few days.” Wonwoo lowly whined as he ran his hand through his hair and walked into his room before falling onto his bed, arm over his forehead.

‘I should really apologize to Y/N for what I said back then shouldn’t I. But it’s not like I can do much.’ He finds himself tossing and turning, fighting between his thoughts as he finally came to an conclusion on what to do.

- end -

- earlier in the day - 

Wonwoo got up earlier than usual, feeling a little fidgety has he had a special plan today. He quickly got cleaned up before packing up some blankets, extra sweaters/hoodies and some warmers, stuffing them into his duffle bag. It was still quite earlier in the morning but majority of his members where wide awake, and extremely energetic which was no surprise to him. He strolled out of his room, somewhat in a hurry before knocking on one of his member’s door.

“Joshua hyung?” he turned the nob and found his fellow member gaming with his headphones on. He saw him awake at this odd hour as he brought down his headphones, looking at him in a confused manner. “What’s up? And why are you awake so early? Don’t you normally wake up in the late afternoon during our free day?” Wonwoo looked around the room, not knowing how to reply. “Uh... you know that picnic bag you bought online? Could I borrow it?” He asked as Joshua raised his eyebrow. “Yeah sure. Are you going somewhere?” Wonwoo mentally groaned “You could say that.” He kept his answer short. “So, where is it?” “It’s somewhere in the storage or laundry room.” He said with a pause afterwards. “You know what, I’ll get it for you.” He took off his headphones and walked out of his room, Wonwoo following behind, sensing something off. He followed pass the open area of the living room and kitchen where to his surprise all his members where. Joshua came to a stop in the middle.

“*ahem* I have a special announcement to make.” the boys turned to face him standing in the middle. Wonwoo, who caught on the disaster that was about to happen, hastily ran up to him “Josh don’t-” “WONWOO IS FINALLY ASKING Y/N ON A DATE.” the words already left his lips. Wonwoo ran up beside him where all the members shifted their attention to him, exchanging shocked expressions before screaming in unison “Look! Let me explain!” Wonwoo frantically tried to explain but his members were clearly distracted by their celebration “Okay, okay, lets have Wonwoo explain to us his plan. Walk us through every detail. Do you need visual examples? Seungkwan and I are born for this moment, just give us a cue and we’ll reenact for you.” Dokyeom said after their session of cheering. Wonwoo stood there, lost in words before shaking his head, finding the right word to explain without having his members throw another celebration. “I’m going to apologize to Y/N.” He stated as confusion were plastered across their faces. “Apologize? Why? Did something happen between you and Y/N within the past 8 months?” Mingyu asked out of the blue. “You could say that.” He rubbed his hand behind his neck, feeling a little embarrassed at himself. He looked to see the faces of his members and saw Minghao looking at him with a small smile and nod, telling him it’s the right thing to do. “I’ll take her to my spot and apologize to her. That’s it.” His members slowly nodded, understanding his actions. After taking the picnic blanket from Joshua, he went back into his room, changing into clothes to head out to prepare the set up when his phone vibrated as an incoming phone call.

“Wonwoo speaking.” “Hello? Ah, Wonwoo! How are you?” Mr.Bosa voice was heard across the line with Ms.Bosa’s voice in the background “I’m doing good, and you?” “I’m doing great. I was wondering if you could run the store as I head out with my wife?” “Um...” his traveled to his duffle bag on top of his bed. “Yeah I can step in for a bit.” “That’s great! Wait hold on- what? you already called her? Well, I’m calling him now. No, it’s okay, they haven’t seen each other in a while either way.” He somewhat hears the conversation between the couple, not putting much thought into it. “Sorry about that, Woo. Yeah, that’ll be awesome! You guys can close the store earlier if business is slow since we aren’t expecting much today either way. Thank you again!” He ended the call before staring back at his bag, wondering how his plan will go.

‘You guys?’ he thought to himself as changed his clothes for a more comfortable wear to work and headed out, bringing along his duffle bag.

Wonwoo was cleaning the counters of the coffee machines as he hummed to the music being played throughout the cafe as his pondered about to do know with what he had planned. He originally wanted to set up everything before visiting you bringing you to his spot but know that things aren’t going out as he wanted, he tried to think of something else when he heard the door open as the bell chimed.

“Welcome to Espresso Love Caf-” his words were cut off as he saw your figure, standing by the entrance, looking just as surprised as you were. None of you exchanges words as you walked to the back of the store as his eyes followed you, still shocked by your sudden appearance.

-

The two of you stood faced to faced, in awkwardness, not knowing what to say after the apology. “Well then, I’ll be going then.” “Y/N!” His voice made you stop at your steps as you head him walk in front of you. “There’s somewhere I want to bring you.” You looked up to him, trying to see if this was one of his little pranks. But to your surprise, his eyes were softly looking down at yours, almost if he was sincere about it. “What do you mean?” He looked away from you, biting on his lip “You’ll see.” And with that, he took a hold of your wrist, locking the store from behind as the both you walked to wherever he was taking you. Your steps followed from behind as you took in the image of his broad back before landing on the duffle bag that was hung on the other side of his shoulder, questioning what could be. The both of you ended up in a comfortable silent, walking down the sidewalk of a road on a hill. “Isn’t this the place....” familiarity hits as the you recall that time when you were humming while looking out on the view. Wonwoo lets out a soft smile before heading in between two fences and onto a rough path into small forest. “Why do I feel like I’m voluntarily being kidnaped.” You nervously laughed as you walked deeper into the woods, Wonwoo’s hand still around yours. He didn’t say anything and continued walking, making you feel even more uneasy. “Hey, say something.... You’re making me feel uncomfortable.” You accidently tripped on branch, making you fall forward as you felt his grip around you wrist tighten as he pulled you. He quickly turned around, your head hitting on his chest.

“S-Sorry.” You quickly lifted your head and his grip loosened. “We’re almost there.” He turned and started walking until the end of the forest, leading to an opened field with flowers that outlooks the city. “We’re here.” He turned around anticipating your reaction.  “Wow...” Your jaw dropped as you slowly walked, looking around. Wonwoo dropped his bag down on the middle of the field and took out a picnic blanket, setting it out. “What are you doing?”  “Setting up a picnic.” He said and started bringing things out of his bag. “Aren’t you going to sit down?” He looked up at you as you stood there, in confusion. You blinked a couple of times before nodding, taking a seat beside him. You both stare out on the evening sky that displayed beautiful shades of red, orange, yellow and pink, making you feel relaxed and at ease as you pulled your knees to chest, letting out a sigh. “This view just clears the mind and takes away all the worries.” You hummed. Wonwoo, who was sitting beside with his legs crossed and his hands supporting behind stared out at the view. “Y/N.” He sudden called your name. Your lifted you head from your knees, turning to face him as his eyes darting away from yours. “I’m sorry.” Your eyes widen from his apology. “I’m sorry for what I said back at the hospital and what I said today...” He trailed off at his words. He couldn’t look you in the eyes, and started look down at his fingers, playing with them in nervousness. “I didn’t mean the words I said.” He bit his lip before finding the courage the look at you. You stared at him, trying to find the words to say.

“It’s okay.” you said after a period of silence. “I know you only meant well. I know I can be arrogant sometimes and overestimate myself, making a fool out of myself.” He quietly listened as you sighed and looked back out at the view. “Your words, it stayed with me for a while. In a way, it brought sense to me that I’m human too and that I have my limits also. So thanks, thanks for bringing some sense to me when I needed it.” You smiled. It was true that his words were harsh at first but as time past, you realized that what he said was only because he cared and it was his way of caring which is something that is hard for him.  “This is my favorite spot.” you tilted your head and looked over at him. “I always find myself coming here whenever I’m full of thoughts or worries or just need some air.” “So like your secret hide-out?” “You could say that.” The both of you chuckled before silence fell again.

“You know, for the past couple of months, it was extremely hard for me. I went through a roller coaster of emotions, feeling like nothing and useless to my members. It’s difficult seeing them needing to work harder to fill in my empty spot and that I couldn’t do anything but sit and watch. I fell into a darkness, hiding from my members because they already have so much on their plate with my absence. It’s like I don’t even know who and what I am anymore.” You stared out. Wonwoo looked at you, hearing your difficulties brought shock to him. Though you may be quiet, you were known to be uplifting, bright and optimistic to your fans, members and even the boys so hearing this was sure a surprise to him. “Sometimes fighting with myself and having everything bottled up can be tough sometimes, you know?” Wonwoo shifted closer to you, with soften eyes. “Sometimes I just want to scream, give up and just stop everything.” He slowly lifted his hand over your head, thinking over his actions if this is okay. ”Sometimes I just want someone to pat-” His hand lowered, patting your head as you stopped at your words, at surprise but didn’t turn to look at him. Wonwoo lightly patted your head as you tried your best to blink back the tears foaming in your eyes. “-Sometimes I just want someone to pat my head, telling that I did a good job and that I’ll be okay. But then again, I don’t want to be a burden.” You finished off, with your voice wavering.” “I’m sorry. I didn’t know you were going through this.” You felt guiltiness in his voice. “I....I don’t know what to say....” you looked at him as he stopped patting your head. “You’re always smiling. Whether it be with your fans or members. You’re just.... always smiling brightly.” He mumbled the last part, making you giggle. “But you shouldn’t feel burden. You and your members are like a family, no? I’m sure they’re just as worried as you are. But at the same time, I’m sure they’re so proud of you that you’re getting through this and that you’ll come back stronger than ever.” You looked up at him, meeting his eyes. “Well... At least for me, I know you’ll going to come back stronger than ever.” You broke out into a smile as you felt your heart glow. “It’s been a while since I saw you smile like this.” His leaned towards you as you closed your eyes. You felt his light touch, brushing the hairs out of your face from the evening breeze. You opened your eyes as he straight right into yours, feeling a tingling sensation between the two of you. It’s always as if the both of you snapped back to reality and he quickly jerked his hand back as you sit back straight, looking away from each other.  “S-So... Do you bring your members here as well?” You asked, trying to find a new topic to talk about. “No. You’re the first.” Your heart started racing. “This is the place I wanted to bring you. I thought it’ll help with relieving some stress and all. It’s a peaceful quietness.” He explained as you nodded. “Thanks for bringing me here, Wonwoo. This has definitely took the weight off my chest. After saying everything that’s been on my mind and watching the sunset,  I feel soo much lighter and refreshed.” You smiled. “That’s a relief.” The sun was almost done setting as the both of you cherish the last bits staring out into silence. For some reason, it felt like you were both able to connect through the silence, making you feel a sense of home.

“Are you feeling hungry?” He asked, as the night sky started to fill. “Very.” He chuckled as he unzipped his duffle bag, bringing out a stack of containers and opening it. It was filled with side dishes and dishes that you automatically knew was made by his aunt. “My aunt came to drop off some dishes yesterday so I decided to bring it here. I hope you don’t mind that it’s not fresh and all.” “Not at all. You know sometimes food eaten the next day is more delicious.” You smiled as he passed you utensils the both of you started eating, as he picked up some side dishes and putting it on your bowl of rice. You giggle before doing the same to him. After dinner, you stretched out your arms over your head, letting out a long sigh. Wonwoo was laying down beside you, looking at up at sky. “Lie down. You can see the stars.” He patted the spot beside him as you scooted over before lying down. “Have you star gazed before?” “I’ve studied it a bit out of curiosity but never really done it in real life. It’s difficult seeing the stars in a city.” You saw Wonwoo smile in the corner of your eyes. “You can see the big dipper here.” Your eyes started wandering, trying to trace the stars for the shape. “It’s over there.” “Where?” “There.” he pointed up but you could seem to find it. “There?” you pointed, trying to following his direction. “No, there. Do you see it?” He took a hold of your wrist, tracing the shape. Your eyes looked at him in shock. “I-I see it.” You stuttered. “Oh! and that’s the little dipper!” You excited pointed at it, smiling widely. 

You sat back up, taking it a sip of the warm coffee as goosebumps started growing on your skin from the night breeze. You shivered a bit, scolding yourself for not bringing a jacket. Wonwoo got up as well, digging something in his bag before handing you his sweater. “I brought it just in case.” You took it. “It seems like you need it.” You hesitated at first, deciding if it was the right thing to wear it or not.  “Thanks.” You put it over your head, struggling to find the holes for the arms. You heard Wonwoo laugh before guiding your arm through the sleeves and pulling it down your head, making your hair all friction and static from the inside. He started laughing from the sight of your hair going in all directions. You look at him, in confusion, laughing along even though you didn’t know the reason. “You hair is all static.” He started patting down your hair with a smile. You cheeks started tinting pink, but thankfully it was dark even to hide your blushing face. “It’s huge on you.” You lifted your arms seeing that the sleeves were covering you hands. “It’s alright.” You mumbled. The two of you remained quiet, taking sips of coffee while exchanging short conversation here and there, enjoying and silent presence of one another.

“What time is it?” You questioned, wondering how long you’ve been here for. Wonwoo pulled out his phone, showing you the time as you eyes widen.  “We’ve been here for that long?!” You took out your phone and saw ‘13 missed calls.’ “Looks like your members are worried about you.” He must’ve saw, making you embarrassed. “Maybe we should head back before they call the police reporting you kidnapped.” He got up, offering you a hand. You grabbed onto it as he pulled you up before you helped up clean up. “I mean if you think about it, you did kidnapped me in a way.” You spoke as the two of you walked back to your dorms. Your shoulder would brush against his arm time to time, making your heart flutter.  “In my defense, you didn’t do anything. So you involuntary agreed” You laughed, nodding your head. “You have a point. I’ll give you that one.” You reach the street of your dorms, feeling a little disappointed for some reason. “Thanks for today Wonwoo. It really means a lot to me.” You stopped and turn to face him. You were a few houses away from your dorm but you didn’t want to leave just yet. “No worries. I felt kind of bad not visiting you while you were in the hospital.” He rubbed his hand behind his neck, looking away, feeling ashamed. “I don’t blame you.” You shrugged your shoulders as he raise his eyes from the ground. “Guess, I’ll have one more reason to hold something against you.” He eyes widen before the two of you laughed. “Today was memorable though. I got to see a new side of you and I’m.... I’m thankful for that.” You could see his face blushing from the dimmed street lights. “I could say the same to you.” He smiled. He opened his mouth, about to say something when his phone rang. He pulled it out, as the caller ID showed one of his member’s name. “Hello?”

“So are the both of you going to just stand there and melt into each other’s eyes or are you going to go home? My storage is running out on my phone and Hoshi won’t stop narrating this scene, it’s killing me.” Mingyu’s voice was heard on the line with Dokyeom’s and Dino’s singing background music in the back. The both of you looked forward, seeing his dorm’s window opened with Mingyu holding a selfie stick and the heads of the boys, popping out. He ended the call behind stuffing his phone back into his pocket. “I’m never going to hear the end of this when I get home. Are you down for a late night runaway?” He questioned as you chuckled. Just then, your phone started ringing. “I’m almost home.”  “We can clearly see that. But the question is IF you’re going to come home because I think you’re too occupied, swimming into your lover boy’s eyes.” You saw your members sticking out their heads of the entrance. You turned to look at Wonwoo with panicked eyes.  “So, about that late night runaway suggestion....” The both of your broke out into a huge laughed, cherishing the last bits of the moments before hiding home.

“You’re leaving already?” His members asked as he closed the door of your room. “Um... She said she wants some time alone.” He said, not looking at his members as the leaned over to his face, feeling suspicion. “Did something happen... between you and Y/N?” Jeonghan asked, eyeing his members. “Huh? Oh no. I’m going to head back to the dorms first. I’m a little tired from waking up early.” He started walking before Minghao got a grip of his arm. Wonwoo look at his, a little bitter before he removes his grip and walked down the hall. “Let me check on her.” Minghao said before lightly knocking on your door. “Y/N? It’s me. Minghao.” He entered the room before he say you covered in the blankets, sniffing. He saw the containers stacked in front of your bed as it must be what Wonwoo brought over. Taking a seat beside he pulled the blanket down, revealing you tear bandaged appearance as it tore his heart. “Y/N...” His voice trailed off, not knowing what to say. “Sorry you have to see me like this.” You mumbled, struggling to sit up as Minghao helped you. He pulled out a couples of tissue paper before dabbing it on your face. “At a time like this is where I think you need someone beside you the most.” He whispered, fingers tracing the patched on your cheeks, feeling himself shedding a tear. “You really are something you know?” you felt yourself leaning in to his hand as it rested on the side of your face. “I don’t think anyone has the ability to do what you did. You must be immortal or something.” He chuckled as you let out a laugh before wincing in pain from your cheeks, having him to apologize in the end. “I don’t know if I’m suppose to feel happy or disappointed in myself.” You spoke, looking down at your hands before Minghao intertwined them with his. “Y/N, I know you’re undergoing many emotions right now, and that can confusing and frustrating but if anything, you should feel proud. Proud that you were able to get through the end of the performance. Proud that you’re surrounded with people who care about you.” You looked up, feeling the urge to cry once again.  “Thanks Minghao.” he gently pulled you into his embrace, feeling his warmth and his scent, making you at ease. “Now, what did the doctor say?” “I have some fractures and bruises, and that recover time will be a couple of months. So I guess I’ll be useless to everyone then.” You spoke dully as Minghao lifted your chin to face him. “Don’t you ever call yourself useless. No matter what state you’re in. You are going to get through this couple of months, building and healing. And you will come back stronger than ever. Everyone will be supporting you.” He looked straight into your eyes, as you pouted, feeling tears fall once again before giving him a nod. He wiped away the tear with his thumb, giving you a light pat in the head. “Can the other members come in? They’ve been wanting to visit you since yesterday.” You smile and nodded before he got up and opened the door as the boys flew in along with the surprise of your members. Everyone was surrounding you with bittersweet smiles, giving you encouragement and endless love. But it felt empty, that Wonwoo wasn’t there.

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It’s been 8 months since the incident and fortunate for you, you were recovering faster than expected. Your members would visit regularly, sending you your favourite foods with every visit. The boys would pop in here and there, sending in some goodies and well but ever since the argument with Wonwoo, you haven’t seen him since then.

-Flashback-

“Hyung? Can I come in?” Minghao peeked into Wonwoo’s room as he was doing something on his computer. “Yeah sure, what’s up?” Minghao sat on his bed as Wonwoo turned his chair to face him. “What’s wrong with you and Y/N? Did something happen? You haven’t paid her a visit in a while.” Wonwoo remained silent. “Did you get into an argument with her?” “I didn’t mean to. I was only trying to comfort her.” He admitted lowly. “What happened?” “She told me she didn’t hear about the stage problem and that I told her to ask again.” “And?” “And then she said that every time she asked, her answer would get cut off so I told her to keep asking.”

“And?” “And then I guess she started getting mad and I tried to calm her down but I guess I ended up hurting her feelings with me raising my voice. She just told me to leave in the end.” Wonwoo’s voice was gloomy, as he felt hurt in the situation as well. “She’s just been going through a lot. With her mixed emotions, stress and full being bottled up inside, I guess she just exploded.” Minghao tried explaining as Wonwoo calmly listened. “Are you going to pay her a visit soon?” “I don’t think she wants to see me.” “That’s arguable. Every time we visit, her eyes would linger at the door after we all enter. I’m pretty sure she was waiting for you to walk through that door.” He tried to encourage his hopeless member. “...How’s she doing?” “She’s recovering faster than everyone expected. The doctors and nurses were even surprised how her progress. They might even say that she can leave soon.” Wonwoo felt relieved as he let out a sigh. “Maybe I’ll pay her a visit. I owe her an apologize.” Wonwoo mumbled. 

-End-

The bandages you wore lessen as you only still had them on your ankles, knees and wrist with a few patches on your cheeks and jaw. Your strength was regained though it wasn’t fully enough for you to get back into dancing, you felt happy that you were finally able to do daily tasks without struggling too much. As you backed the last bits in your hospital room, a knock was heard on the door.

“Come in!” The door opened as you waited for someone to enter. Moonbin jumped in, with a huge smile plastered on his face. “Y/N!” “Moonbin!” You were so happy to see him. You haven’t seen him since the first few weeks after your fall, since it might be too risky to visit. But after the long await, he finally got the chance to see you. “Look at you! Almost good as new!” He helped you pack as you let out a chuckle. “Thanks Bin. I don’t think I had to properly thank you for the stage collaboration.” “That was months already!” “But I feel like I should still repay you in return.” “If you insist, how about dinner together? It hasn’t happened since your last practice.” he suggested, suddenly feeling shy. “I’d love to.” You replied as he smiled brightly at your answer. “How about this weekend? Is that doable for you?” You and Moonbin ended up agreeing to meet up for dinner in the upcoming weekend, feeling excitement that your life was finally getting back to normal. Moonbin’s manager was kind enough to drive you back to your dorm as you bid them goodbye before the drove away in a distance. You dragged your luggage up towards the stairwell of your dorm but came to a stop, knowing that you can’t help it up the stairs when your door flew opened and your members practically jumped down the stairs to pull you into a group hug.

“Ah, I missed my bed so much!” You chimed as you sat your bed. “Isn’t the VIP bed even better though?” Nari chuckled as she brought in your luggage. You stood up from you bed before kneeling down slowly, careful to not put too much pressure on your knees. Your tried lifting your luggage open when you felt your wrist loose their strength. “Here, let me help. Don’t force yourself to do anything alright? It’s amazing how much you’ve gotten better but you’re not completely healed. We and the fans need you entirely healed so that you can get back on your schedules.” Nari smiled as your helped you. “I miss everyone.” You spoke as she looked up and with warm smile. “Well one thing I can definitely say is the fans has been more supportive than ever. Our manager didn’t want you to know about this yet but you’ve been invited on so may shows! He said he’ll let you know about it once you get better, knowing how excited and restless you’ll get.” Nari shared the good news as you felt delighted. “How about you guys?” “We’re only a little break as well, focusing on our own individual projects and schedules. But without you here feels so different. We’ve all missed your cooking and baking.” The both of you shared laughter as you unpacked you things. 

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A few week passed, as you thought that you’ll find yourself being more useful but instead, you felt yourself being more hopeless than when you were at the hospital. From the moment you got up from bed to when you fell back asleep, your members just never seem to leave you side. You were grateful for their endless help but you wanted to try doing things on your own. At least you’ll know for sure that you’re getting better yourself. The only time you were left alone, was when your members left for practice or schedules but only then, you felt emptiness as all you members carried on to promoting your group and themselves as you were left alone. You woke up feeling thirsty as you got up, looking over at Nari who was still fast asleep. Creeping out of your shared room you headed to the kitchen. You opened on to the top cabinets to get a cup when you tippy toed and reached your hand out. You let out a groan, struggling to reach due to your height. “Gosh, why does my schedule have to be so earl- Y/N WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!” Yun Hee yawned before loudly whispering, running to assist you as you turned around and let out a laugh “I wanted I glass of water.” You said as she pour you a glass of water. “At least let one of us know!” She lightly scolded you “It’s fine. I could’ve done it myself.” She looked at you, hinting worry. “C’mon. It’s been 8 months now, I’m almost fully recovered.” You wriggle and twirled your wrist and ankles, showing them that they were completely fine. “Still. The doctor said that you should stay away from lifting anything heavy or strenuous movements.” “Are you calling me that weak that I can’t even get myself a glass of water?” you pouted, playing with her. “We just want you to recover as soon as possible.” you nodded, knowing that they only mean well. 

The rest of the members slowly got up one by one, before heading to for the own personal schedules. You were left alone once again, as you sat on the couch, staring blankly at the colourless TV screen for god knows how long. You turned on your phone, finger hovering our Wonwoo’s contact of the call button. You’ve been feeling guilty since snapping at him when last visited you 8 months ago. Just as your finger hovered closer to the button, your phone started vibrating as you tossed it to the side of the couch, your heart almost jumping out of your chest. You peeked over at the caller ID before letting out a relieved sigh. “Hello? Mrs. Bosa?” “Y/N! Gosh, I missed your voice. How are you going sweetie?” “I’m going much better, thanks for checking up on me. How’s you and Mr. Bosa doing along with the business?” You questioned, crossing your legs on the couch. “Both of us missed your so very much. We apologize for not checking up on you earlier. We just couldn’t find the right time to call in and all. Business has been doing well as usual, thanks to Wonwoo who’s been helping out greatly lately but we’ve been getting fans who would come, particularly asking about you.” you heard her light chuckles on the other line. “Is that so? I’ve been discharged from the hospital a few weeks ago from recover. Is there anything I can help with?” “We’ve hesitated on calling you about this since we know you’re not fully recovered yet but is it possible for you to come in to work today? We have to head out on a one-day business trip to pick up some supplies and ingredients for some new updates to our cafe. Luckily, today is a lot more calmer, so there won’t be much customers. We’ll also call Wonwoo to see-” “No no it’s no worry! I’m almost healed so I’d love to help! I should be able to handle it on my own so there’s no need to call Wonwoo in!” You cut her off, finally getting an opportunity to do something instead of staring into space. “You’re a lifesaver! I’ll see you in an hour then!” she hung up the phone as you hopped up before heading to your room to change and get ready, “I shouldn’t call my manager or else I wouldn’t hear the end of it.” you mumbled to yourself as you tied your hair up into a updo, suddenly feeling a prick in your wrist, making you finch. You looked at your hand, as it lightly trembled, rejecting negative thoughts. You put on a little make up today since it was first time out in public since your recovery. You pressed your lips together, to spread the lip tint evenly before checking yourself in the mirror and heading out into the taxi. You thank the taxi driver as you paid and got off, before turning to face your favourite cafe. You could already smell the aroma of freshly roasted coffee beans, taking in a deep breathe before opening the doors of the cafe. “Welcome to Espresso Love Caf-” A low husky voice greeted you as you looked up and saw Wonwoo, who stopped midway, eyes widen in shock. The two of you didn’t say anything, as you remained froze, eyes still locked. You looked away as you walked behind the counter, feeling his eyes on your back. You walked back out, passing the kitchen as you saw Wonwoo reheating some bread. You stood back at the door, looking at his board back as he placed the bread into the oven before turning around, catching you staring at him back the door. You let out a cough, pretending to fix your apron before awkwardly heading out. A group of girls, in their early twenties came in looking lively. 

“Welcome to Espresso Love Cafe!” You greeted them as the looked at you before going back to their conversation. You helped them place their order as Wonwoo started making their drinks. “I’ll handle the drinks. You can serve them the desserts.” You turned around to the coffee machine, reaching a head over in front of him to get a cup as he looked at your bandaged wrist. He paused and stared at it for a few seconds before heading to serve the desserts. You heard the couple of females giggle as Wonwoo approached them as you dosed the ground coffee into the portafilter. You took the tamper and to press down on the ground coffee. As you put pressure and twisted the tamper, you felt pins-in-needles spreading around your first, making you let out of a low grunt as you scrunched your face in pain. “Are you okay?” You head his voice, making you jolt. “Yeah, I’m fine.” You quickly replied as you continued as if nothing happened. You placed the drinks onto a tray before lifting it, feeling the tingling sensation once again. As you walked over the to group of customers, they glanced over at you, before doing a double take without surprised expressions.

“Here are your drinks.” You placed them onto the toasters feeling their stares at you. “Are you Y/N from Eunoia?” They asked, you stood back up, nodding your reply. “How are you feeling? After you feeling better?” They all started asked questions. “I’m feeling a lot better.” “We’ve missed you so much ever since the awards ceremony! Your special stage as well as your group performance, wow you look so cool in both of them. We truly admire you professionalism on how you dealt with the incident.” They all complimented as you placed your hands to covered your blushing cheeks. “That means a lot to me.” You bowed and smiled genuinely, as the females’ eyes glowed. “Say, I heard there’s even a new fandom.” You tilted your head at their smirks. “A new ship fandom of you and Moonbin ever since your stage together. The both of you look so well fitted for each other!” They all spoke as your smiled dropped into a ‘oh’ “Ah, is that so? Moonbin and I are close friends.” You nervously smiled as the girls all looked over at each other with mysterious looks before looking back at you with a not-so-convincing smile.

“Either way, it must be our lucky day that we got to see you and Wonwoo together today!” Your eyebrow raised as your glanced back, as Wonwoo stopped with wiping the counters before looking over at your direction. “We must admit though, we find that you and Wonwoo a way better pair together.” They shyly chuckled as you stood there in shock. “We’ve visited this cafe multiple times now and we’ve always seen the two of you working together which is so adorable. We even have photos to prove it.” Your eyes widen as they scrolled through the endless pictures of you and Wonwoo. You tried hiding the smile that was forming on your face as you saw some where they both of you and Wonwoo were smiling down on each together as if the two of you were meant to be. “That’s quite a few you have there.” You awkwardly laughed trying to slip out of their conversation “But you have to admit, Wonwoo is a really handsome guy, no? Tell us you haven’t fell for his smile or just him at least one.” They all leaned forward towards you, anticipating your answer. “U-Um.. He’s-” “Sorry ladies but I’m going to have to take Y/N away from your guys for a moment.” You felt a hand on your shoulders as you looked over and saw Wonwoo smiling softly at the girls who were completely stunned before they giggling and smirked. “Of course, she’s yours afterall.” You blanked out, blinking in confusion as Wonwoo pushed you to the back of the store with his hands still on your shoulders as the girls whipped out their phones to capture this sweet moment. “What are you doing?” he lets go as you turned to look at him. “It looked like you were caught into something that you weren’t comfortable in.” You face palmed, trying to hide your disappointment yet laughter from his attempt to help. “If anything, I think you just made things worst.” You sighed as he narrowed his brows. “You know what, nevermind. Thanks.” You said as you walked back to the front of the store as you glanced over at the girls who were chatting. They were about to leave when one of them came up to the counter. “Do you have any cup holders by any chance?’ Wonwoo opened the cabinets and brought down the last one before handing it to her. “Ah by any chance, could the both of you do us a small favour?” “Sure, what would it be?” You followed Wonwoo and the girl to the table, feeling a little weird. “Could we get a picture of the two of you together?” Wonwoo’s eyes slightly widen from their request. “Please?” They all pouted. Wonwoo turned back to glance at you as you stared at the floor. “Sure.” Your head shot up to see Wonwoo looked at you, waiting for you to stand beside him. You slowly stood beside as the girls shock their heads. “Stand closer! The camera can’t even capture the both of you in the shot.” One of the girls complained as Wonwoo let out a cough as you brushed your hair behind your ear, shifting closer to him until your shoulders brushed. “Perfect, 3,2,1!” You and Wonwoo smiled as you heard a numbers of shutters from their phones. You and Wonwoo bid them goodbye as they left the store before you left out a sigh, feeling tired.

“You’re tired just from that?” His voice sounded almost challenging. “Give me a break, this is first day since 8 months back in public and actually doing something aside from lying in bed, staring at the ceiling.” You glared at him before heading to the storage room to restock the cup holders as Wonwoo closed to shop.

You quickly scurried back stage and changed into your stage outfit before you heard a knock on the door. You wore a ruffled cropped off-the shoulder top along with a skort and your hair was in loose curls with some braids to fit the vibe of the music. “Come in!” The door peeked opened as Moonbin pops his head in, smiling excitedly. “Your outfit looks so cute! I can’t wait to show everyone all our hard work.” He took a sit on one of the dressing chairs beside you as you looked at yourself, nervously smiling your reply. “You okay?” “Yeah I’m fine. Just a little nervous. It’s my first performance without members and all.” You looked and started playing with your fingers. “Everything will be perfectly! You can show your members and everyone just how amazing you are! I’m sure they’ll all eagerly waiting as well.” He tries cheering you up as your looked over to him, humming a soft ‘right.’

“Moonbin, you need to double check your mic once more, could you come out for a second?” One of the staff called him out as he left to room. You remained seated, facing the mirror as you looked at yourself, feeling your heart raise in speed when you heard the crowd scream as one of the performances finishing as yours comes near, You tried calming yourself by taking deep breaths and closing your eyes. You suddenly heard a buzzing of your phone against the table. As your phone lits up, you saw that you had a incoming message.

‘Don’t be nervous. You’ll do great.’ Your eyes widen as you read the message from Wonwoo. Just as you were about to reply he sent in one more message. ‘Good luck.’ The corners of your mouth lifted up into a smile as you let out a soft sigh. “Y/N! It’s almost time. Let’s go!” Moonbin pulled you by the arm as you shut your phone before getting up. 

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You were currently backstage in one of the side stages that was away from the main stage as one of the groups were performing on. Staffs had their hands all over you, trying to finish up any touches and fixes as you focused your breath, trying to slow down your quick heart beat. As you glanced over your shoulder, you could tell he was quite nervous as well as he eyes kept on quivering. You found it quite cute about how he was all calm about it before and now but yet, who wouldn’t be nervous on such a big stage. You reached over to his hand and grabbed on to it as his head turned to your, in shock on your movements.

“Don’t worry, we’ll do great like you said.” you smiled and gave his hand a quick squeeze as he returned with a blushing grin. Applause and screams filled the backstage as the you saw the group leaving the stage through one of the monitors. You eyes looked through the gap of the cloth curtain which divided the backstage and steps to the side stage, seeing the faces of fans with huge smiles, and glows in their eyes as the next performance begins. “Y/N and Moonbin, you can now head on out to the stairwell. Don’t go up yet until they finish performing and the MCs come out.” You pulled out one of your ear-set to hear the staff trying to speak out the crowd. The both of you remained in silence, staring at the monitor as the group ends the performance and walked out. Moonbin give you a firm nod before he headed on out first. You placed your hand over your chest and closed your eyes for a second to claim yourself.

‘You got this.’ you thought to yourself as slowly stepped out of the curtains with some staff following behind. You stood closely behind Moonbin as the room lights up and the MCs began talking.

“OH MY GOSH IT’S MOONBIN AND Y/N.” you heard some fans screamed. You slowly lifted your head, meeting the eyes of the fans who started screaming and waving frantically. Moonbin seemed to have noticed as well as he chuckled and gave them a small wave as you followed as well. Your eyes wondered trying to find your table with your members when your eyes found Wonwoo, whos table was facing the stage you’re performing on. Your eyes then wandered to your members as you saw some of them bickering over snacks they snuck in.

“Okay, you guys can head on up now. Good luck!” Moonbin turned around and gave you a fist bump before stepping on up. Your mind went blank, not knowing if it was from the nervousness or just from all the sound but there was no going back now. As you stepped on to the stage, you saw the staff hurry back as you got into position.

“Since this year’s theme is cover songs, that’ll only mean one thing....” “Special stages!” The two MCs sang together. Your area was dark but you were still able to see Moonbin has he looked over at you before sticking his hand out for a high-five. You smiled and returned it where he then mouth ‘let’s kill this stage.’ “So, for the next performance, it’ll be a special collaboration!” “No way? With whom?” “*Insert ASTRO song* Astro’s Moonbin and....” “Newly hot debut group, Eunoia’s Y/N!” The crowd goes wild as your eyes glanced forward to see your members whipping out the phones, getting ready to record your performance and the surprised expression of Seventeen as well as many other idols. Minghao softly smiled at your name whereas Wonwoo looked down making your heart drop before some of his members nudged and teased him as you saw him let out a small smile. “Please welcome, Moonbin and Y/N!” Everyone clapped and screamed as the lights dimmed and the whole arena falls into darkness and silent. You got into your expression and position, trying to take steady breaths but the lights on your stage illuminated and the music starting playing. As you and Moonbin performed, your nervousness slowly faded and you started getting loose in yourself, feeling comfortable as if you were practicing with Moonbin. Your eyes would peek over at your members, seeing how hard their screaming and cheering along with the boys who all chanted. Minghao was looking at you with glowly eyes, watching your passionately as you gazed over at Wonwoo who couldn’t help but to smile as well. You felt yourself being lost in the performance as the fans shouted and pumped their lightsticks. Even through such difficult choreography, you were able to get through it with Moonbin as if the two of you were having fun, smiling at each other while singing and ended the performance in a strong stance. As your chest heaved up and down, your eyes were filled with fans jumping up and down, idols standing up to applaud and your ears were filled with cheers, and screams. You couldn’t help but to get lost in the moment as you looked up at Moonbin and shot him a smile before he chuckled and give you a pat on the head, driving the crowd even more crazier before the lights died down and the both of you exited the stage with heavy breaths.

“That was absolutely amazing!” Moonbin acclaimed as soon as you entered back stage. “Wow...” You were still speechless of how everything went. “Everything was like a blur.” “I’m so glad I choose you as my partner.” He complimented as you blushed before the staff ran over to wipe off the sweat. After taking a group photo, you headed back into the change room to get your phone. Turning it on, you read the new incoming message you got.

‘Who would’ve known that your smile and voice could melt my heart. You did amazing Y/N.’ you read the text message from Minghao as a huge smile grew on your face. Your refreshed your text messages a few times, hoping for something from Wonwoo.

“Y/N? You can head back on now. Everyone has been moved to the awards sitting area so you can head on there after you change back.” One of the staff popped in to inform you before you sighed, putting down your phone and got changed back into your dress. As the MCs introduced the awards, you walked up the side stairs to the seating area. You shyly bowed as you passed the idols to pay your respect as they bowed their heads. You quickly rushed over to your members before taking a seat beside them. “THAT WAS AMAZING!” “I already replayed the video like 8 times.” “You and Moonbin must’ve worked your heads off choreographing and practicing.” “That’s our Y/N!” “I bet you everyone will be fans of you in no time!” all your members spoke as you shook your head in embarrassment. “I was so nervous up there. It’s so different without you guys.” You confesses as they all spatted out more compliments. “Your members were right, that performance was definitely a sight. Everyone was hooked on it.” A male voice said as you turned around and saw Hoshi waving as the rest gave you thumbs up. Wonwoo give you a small nod as you smiled and thanked them before returning your attention to the MCs.

“Now, onto the competitive awards for the best female group!” The MC announced as you and your members started getting nervous. You were noticed that your group was nominated for multiple categories but that was the most given to your group. “This group has been known for their hardworking, passionate and synergy. With all their personalities and high-spirits, they are well off one of the most hyped female groups.” “Don’t be fooled. Even though they are considered one of the new groups, they have sure ranked up to the top, taking top charts worldwide.” your members’ eyes widen as they heard ‘new groups.’ You heart started racing again, with the chance of your group being nominated. “This years best female artist goes to.....” your members started holding hands together, tightly gripping it as they waited for the winner to be called. “...Congratulations to Eunoia for being this year’s Best Female Group!” The MCs joyed as your eyes shot open, meeting the surprised and shocked expression of your members as well. Your members all stood up, shakily as they were still shocked as you were as well. You walked past the idols who applaud and the crowd screams in a pitches as you and your member headed up to the main stage. “Congratulations! But before I hand this over to you I have something else to add.” The MC holds back the metal as you and your group stood in confusion as well as everyone. “I would also like to announce Eunoia as the winners of this years Best Dance Performance and World Performer!” A hand few to your mouth as the staff brought out 2 more awards and the audience goes wild one again. Your members looked at each other with eyes that were about to pop out of their sockets. Remi handed you one of the awards to hold as you stepped forward to speak. “Thank you for your speech. Would you like to say anything for your international fans?” One of the MCs asked as all your members turned their heads to you. You were taken back since you had nothing prepared, thinking that you wouldn’t need to speak nor win any awards. Slowly stepping up to the mic, your mind goes blank.

“Um... I’d like to speak on behalf of Eunoia that we are so thankful for being able to stand on this stage and winning three awards. We wouldn’venever thought to come this far without the help of every one of you. Thank you all from supporting us and staying by our side. We will promise to continue working hard and harder in the future! Let’s all make some memorable memories together.” You spoke in English as fans started screaming at your words. You bowed and backed up as the MCs thanked you before you headed down back to your seat. The rest of the awards flew by, as the final awards were being announced before the performances resumes.

“This year’s artist awards goes to... SEVENTEEN!” You stood up and cheered without a second thought before your members all chuckled and followed along. You turned around as they all looked quite startled before walking up. “We you like to thank.....” Seungcheol started giving his speech as you admired them from afar, smiling widely with your hands clasped together as you looks at each of their faces. Your eyes shifted to Wonwoo who was nodding as his scanned the audience before landing on yours, meeting your sight. Your smile grew as you gave him a small thumbs up as he lets out a small chuckle, making Dino glancing back at him before he covers his mouth.  “Thank you everyone for voting and all the nominates. Once again, congratulations to all the winners for tonight’s ceremony. Now, shall we get back to the performances?” The MCs introduced the upcoming performances as you heard shuffling in the back, making you turn around to see the boys getting up and heading off to the side. “Good luck!” You whispered loudly as Minghao turned and to give you a grin, making your feel a tingle in your heart. You tried asking Minghao multiple times what song they were covering but every time you tried to bring up the question, he would either walk away or say something off topic which you found yourself falling for. Your mind started to wandering what songs you would see them covering, when suddenly you saw hands waving in the corner of your eyes. Shifting your head to the direction, you saw a small group of fans holding massive cameras, trying to get your attention as you let out a chuckle, and smiled with a small wave as they shrieked in excitement. Idols were performing one after another, from different platforms of stages with beams of lights, bursts of fire and confetti. Your head started aching, probably from all the loud pounding of music and movement of light, making you more dizzy as you rested your head on your hand. “Y/N? Are you alright? Do you feel sick?” Nari, who was sitting beside you notices and asked with her voice full of worry. “I’m probably not used to all the loud music and lights.” You confessed as your rested her hand on your back, trying to sooth you. Luckily, the pain didn’t seem to increase and that it was only a little bothersome. As the next group got on, you saw multiple shadows scurrying onto the main stage. “Isn’t that Seventeen?” you leaned over to mumble to your members as they narrowed their eyes, trying to see the figures through the dark. “Hmm.. I can’t tell, there’s too many of them.” Mira replied “Too many of them is Seventeen.” Na On rolled her eyes with a smile. The music as your members turned to look at each other with your jaws dropped. “This is our song?!” Skype screamed as all your members started cheering. The lights filled the stage as the boys started dancing and singing to one of your hits since debut. As your part came up, Wonwoo pops up and sang while cheerfully smiling making you fall for his smile. You shook your head, trying to get rid of the weird thoughts as your eyes sparkled while watching the rest of their performance. You and your members were holding handing, singing along as everyone was immersed in their cover of your song. They ended their performance with the screeching and the hectic pumping of carat bongs as they bowed and left the stage to head on back to their seats. As they walked on back, you hovered over the edge of the platform, asking the staff to bring some water. You and and your members quickly brought up the bottles of waters and opened it for them as the walked past to take a seat. “That performance was amazing!” You twisted open the bottle as you handed it to Minghao with a grin. They were clearly all still out of breath but Minghao still lets out his ever-so soft smile at you. You turned our head behind to see Wonwoo resting his elbow on his knees, his palms pressed up against his forehead as he caught his breath. You popped open the cap of the bottle, and nervously brought it towards him. “H-Here. Great job on the performance by the way, it was exceptional.” His head raised to glance at the bottle before chugging the whole thing. “Thanks.” His voice was still breathless. You nodded before turning back to the stage to watching the next couple of performances

“Eunoia, please follow me to get ready for your performance.” A staff comes up to with a clipboard and a in-ear mic. Your members nodded and all started standing up to leave to backstage to change into their stage outfits. “Good luck Y/N~ I can’t wait to see your performance!” Mingyu fisted the air as you chuckled as you left. As you walked backstage there was something important that lingered in your mind but you just couldn’t get a hold of it.

‘Was it during rehearsal again...?’ you thought to yourself as you entered your group’s dressing room as all the staff was running back and forth with outfits and makeup in the hands.

The problem on the side of the stage.