#npdn

well i wrote that nuestra parte de noche stephen/gaspar fanfic (x) but juan is there too, kinda, you know what i mean

why did it take a person from real life saying 'i think you'd really like this book' and me going '🙄🙄 take a load of this guy who doesn't know i fuck with incest not just complicated family dynamics.' for two separate people here to tell me 'no it's got incest fr'

so terrible that juan is yet another addition to my list of terrible johns

Gaspar: damn my dad is calm when Stephen is here and then when he leaves he goes crazy and starts beating me again. this is Stephen's fault for leaving.

Congrats to Gaspar Nuestra parte de Noche for the daddy issues courtesy of his dad and the mommy issues courtesy of his dad's boyfriend. Best to ever do it

Son who doesn't understand if his fixation on abusive dad's boyfriend is because he wants to be him or fuck him