i think being a not very prominent character in a media is doing things to me. i mean i do not want all of the attention but, no one remembers me i am an Endwalker npc who shows up early on and in some recent patches, not much to care about. i do not even know who i am missing. but i miss it. i feel as if i failed my country even though i know i did more than my own fair share, no one is here to tell me to rest or be at ease or that i did a good job, i just want to know that i did a good job, i just want to know that it was not all for naught. i was thrust into a leadership role, because i am young and because i am the one who adapted to the help the best i found comfort in their care. i am trying my best. i just need to know that i am not a failure to Garlemald.