#now3amthoughts

I don't like to express myself to ppl for fear tht they will leave cause of my crazy. But why hold back? If you really rock with me you would stay despite my crazy. Love me thru all tht and love my crazy. Idk I'm always so scared. I really need to have more confidence in myself. Ik I'm not tht shitty. I just wish things like this didn't hold me back. But everything will be said. And if it's not taken well I'm just gonna have to forget and start over. Another close encounter turned stranger. Walking past each other like we never shared anything. I hate those types of occurrences. I hate being up this late and my feelings eat me alive.