spark & flame 

haven’t really had a chance to look around, but some screenshots from when we took our guild hall. 

i died with 1% left on deimos for my crystalline heart go figure, but here’s my babe looking great.

HOPE was something I started on a whim when things Got Bad for me IRL, albeit I started it about a month ago when I was just getting more and more frustrated with my situation. It was something to distract me from my new forms of insomnia and sleep deprivation, and kept me motivated while working on Envoy Armour at the same time.  I almost threw in the towel a few times because fuq u deldrimor ingots and dragon’s stand. But I’m glad I persevered because damn mami, this gun suits you.  Thank you: Miraza, Roii, Matt, Joe, and Hayden - even if half of you won’t see this - with helping with crafting, motivation, a few extra mats along the way, fractals, late night event crawls and nonstop AB/DS runs, over and over and over again until I finished this. I’m sorry I made it secretly without you all there - this was something I initially started as a solo venture, something to motivate me, and something to give me HOPE* while I tried so hard to get over what I was going through. I was trying to be sneaky by showing up to raids with it and was met with dismay. :( But in truth, this was for me, and I’m glad I did it, because already... things are looking a little better ever since I finished it.  

I’m alive. Just quietly exploring. :3c

sorry mira cough