Don't be despondent!
The Best of creation has stated “Allah, exalted is He, said, “Son of Adam, as long as you call on Me and hope in Me, I will forgive you whatever comes from you [of wrong actions] and I do not care. Son of Adam, even if your wrong actions were to reach to the clouds of the sky and then you seek forgiveness of Me I will forgive you. Son of Adam, even if you were to come to Me with nearly the earth in wrong actions, and then later you meet Me, not associating anything with Me, then i will definitely bring you nearly as much as it [the earth] in forgiveness”.” (Tirmidhi) What a beautiful Hadith! It makes the eyes of sinners fill with tears, after hearing this, how can anyone assume that they won’t be forgiven? If we were to learn our Religion would anyone ever become despondent in Allah’s mercy? But as stated in the Hadith one of the conditions for this mercy is that we call upon Allah and we hope in Allah. ( Taken from: https://muhammadalfaysalali.wordpress.com/2016/07/17/the-mercy-of-allah/?preview=true )
