Don’t even know why, but I’ve cut myself off from a lot of good people. It’s not anywhere near their faults. I just feel like their life would be better if they didn’t have to worry about what I was doing or if I’m gonna show up when I said I was. I know that seems super selfish, but I’ve got some self-servicing to do. My mind is playing it’s own game of cat & mouse and I don’t think it’s fair to subject the ones I care about to it. I just wish there was a way for me to explain that I never stopped caring and thinking about them; I’m just in a sort of dream world right now. If I can say anything about Pisces girls, is that our dream world is where we go to fix things, reassure ourselves, and bring our deepest issues to light. I’m sorry to all my friends that I’ve neglected these past few years.
