#nototp

This is a pain I didn’t know existed. A depth I didn’t know could be explored.

 A million unsaid words. A thousand unkissed kisses.

 He’s gone. 

 The pain is etched on Hagrids face, carrying him. 

 Stupid boy. The boy I couldn’t save.  The boy who didn’t live. 

 My knees crack when they hit the cement,  pain searing its way up my spine. I hear the whooshing of my heart in my ears until… 

 One gasp.  A hundred more. My eyes flicker to where he once lay – where he lays no more. 

 The boy who lived. 

otp