#notmyfinal

I've read somewhere that NG has put his break-ups in the Final 15. I've also read that Terry was the Angel and NG was the Demon. If that's all true the GO3 looks ridiculously logical and not because NG wanted us to suffer.

He just wanted to be a hero. Someone who gets all the credit, all the sympathy and all the support and everybody must be on his side. He is heartbroken, he knew all along that Aziraphale won't succeed, that the world is broken, he is so lonely and devastated and right and knows everything and moreover he is a former demon (ffs Crowley is not a former demon or best angel what the actual hell?!).

This was never a story about perfect angel and/or demon, not the story about two perfect angels, not the story about perfect and not-so-perfect angels. The characters were beautiful with their flaws and their weaknesses and their strengths. What was amazing was their differences and their commons, that they were 'technically' from different sides and yet has formed their own side. It was about humanity and how we all are shades of grey as these two are! It was about hope and love and variety. It wasn't sad, heroic or doomed. It wasn't bloody dramatic marvel movie with the one and only character sacrificing himself with all the freaking glory. it wasn't the story about freaking NG.

I am just so sad that everyone on the show, production team, Prime, etc had to or chose to follow THAT shit.