#notlesbian

like, excuse me i am a raging gay , but not of the female gender and not for the female gender.

its okay boo, just , dont put lesbians in my feed cuz i much prefer shirtless dudes 

Okay, so for some context.

Back in High School, around sophomore and junior year, a hand full of my friends were coming out of the closet. Them coming out made me question my sexuality and the internet being there while I was going through this was like a supportive friend. (By the way, I don’t mean like I ran towards the porn side of the web. I mean that I went on chat rooms and met other girls my age.) During this I met one girl that I had a spark with. We would talk often and eventually I think it turned into an relationship. We would exchanged pictures...  ;) but then I’m not sure what came over me and I realized that I wasn’t lesbian. I didn’t know how to end the relationship because it was my first ever relationship I have had with a person. So.. I pretended that a friend used my online account because her parents were strict  and that I had no idea she was doing this. I feel guilty and awful about it!

Fast forward to my 22 year old self. I started classes again and there is a girl that sits across from that seems a little familiar. I have this fear that it’s her, but I don’t even remember that girl’s name.