#nothingtoospectacular

I was talking to a friend recently and she asked me how I was doing. I said.

"I'm doing okay."

Because that's about the right word. I used to say, "I'm doing good! Day's great, yeah yeah, awesome!" Which is a positive outlook, but may not always be the truth. Sometimes days were shitty, absolutely terrible, and downright disturbing. But naturally I said, "I'm doing good!"

So you may ask, why the shift in attitude? Well all shifts began with something.

I knew life wasn't completely on track in September, it wasn't where I wanted it to be at all. And after falling out of a relationship, losing a best friend, and making things completely weird in my general life, things were far less than good.

But these are all things that had to happen. As they did, and as I accepted them, and as I started cleaning things up in life, I realized that life was okay. 

Life is okay. Nothing too amazingly special. Nothing too terrible. Life is okay.

I'm okay, and I'm okay with that. It's not a pessimistic stance, it's more of a realistic, accepting mentality. I can say it with a smile and you'll know I'm being honest, so if you do ask me how I'm doing and you're worried that I am absolutely spiraling down, I'll probably say,

Rule 1: Post the rules Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger asked you, then make 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to your post. Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

Here goes:

1. What is you’re favorite place in the world?

The beach or anywhere near a body of water in the summer time.

2. When you were five what was you’re dream career?

I wanted to be a doctor or a firefighter

3. Which would you rather do: bungee jump or eat a cockroach?

Bungee jump, even though I am a coward when it comes to jumping off of things (Wakulla Springs High Dive) but I could never touch a roach

4. If you could live anywhere in the universe where would you live?

I would live in Bora Bora where I can just beach it up all the time.

5. What’s you’re favorite animal?

Lions. RAWR

6. What is you’re favorite thing to do in the entire world?

Sleep!

7. If you were an animorph what animal would you turn into (can’t be the same as #5)? 

A snake so I can speak parcel tongue ;)

8. If you had a rock band what would be it’s name?

OMG! I “had” one in high school. Tickets2Stardom. But now, I would name it ‘Snowy Owls’

9. Top five favorite words to say

Like, holy shit, OMG, fuck, yea

10. If you could live in another time period which would it be?

The 80s.

11. What was you’re favorite TV show when you were a kid? 

The Amanda Show

  New Questions:

1. What did you like about my blog that made you follow me?

2. What is the wildest thing you have ever done?

3. Who do you talk to when you have a problem, mom or dad?

4. What are you addicted to?

5. The most expensive thing you bought and now regret?

6. Do you still think about your first love/first person you really liked?

7. If you were to buy me anything, knowing nothing about me, what would you give me?

8. If you were a stray cat/dog, who would you follow all day in the hopes that they would take care of you?

9. Would you rather be rich and bad in bed or dirt poor and a sex god?

10. Would you rather die at age 30, having lived a rockstar life or at 100, having lived like Mother Theresa?