#nothinglefttodo

There is nothing left to do

And all I want to know is- does someone feel the same right now? 

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When you are litterally your own worst enemy, But you can figure out what you can do to fix what is broken about yourself. initiate said new procedure into your life. Dont let your own/others past(s) dictate your future. Change is inevitable. This life is a(n?) (What is english) one time shot of who you are today. dont forget that you cant always be the best you possible but you sure dont have to be a the worst. Im not trying to preach im just saying stuff because its these things i wish i paid more attention too when i was told them so long ago and didnt believe the words for my self. People judge me because i dont say every single step in my processes of thinking. People call me stupid because they lack what i have lost. And think them selves better. I am not a toy for their amusment i am a conscious person who has more ideas ideals and life then most can even pretend. But i bury my self inside a puppet to make sure no one really understands because they will hate me disown me and leave me for dead. And im worth more then that. but they will never know. Because i break myself for their amusment. So i play the game to hide plain sight. And it isnt working for me anymore. None of this is worth it. Because i lost something perfect. In pretending. In denouncing my own ideals for those around me to feel better. Because i care about the masses more then the few. And that is my fault. An unending one that will rule my being till i die.

When you’re fallen on the highway And you’re lying in the rain And they ask you how you’re doin' Of course you say you can’t complain Leonard Cohen: https://youtu.be/LXvG0SMP7tw Sophie Zelmani: https://youtu.be/lL2DzqrUNQc

I think if you find a person like that; And I don’t think everybody does find one; In fact I think it’s terribly rare; Then all you thought before; All your plans for yourself; You realize they were just filling a gap; They were just something for you to do while you were waiting for this person. And everything you want to be is something for him, not yourself. There is a drawback, however. Finding such a person makes everybody else appear so ordinary. And if anything happens to him, you’ve got nothing left but to return to the ordinary world; And a kind of isolation that never existed before.