#nothavingagoodtime

“Take me out to the back of the shed, and shoot me in the muthafuckin head.” ♪ #joji #feelings #nothavingagoodtime https://www.instagram.com/p/CExiA-9jpan/?igshid=1hlllnjd7afmg

If your heart is all fucked up this is a good one to sit in your underwear and cry to.

Dressing Ellie in new clothes. #babiesofinstagram #nothavingagoodtime #toddler

i feel so inadequate and defeated around you, youre admirable and contemptible at the same time. the sane time that i'm losing mine, losing my sanity and all i can think is vanity, and its such a saddity how her and i are so sisterly and you and i dont speak im weak i swear i feel like im kicked in the stomach whenever youre on fleek. but thats because of your beauty i cant discern you got me concerned, hashtag cut for midterms essay stress cry logic and aftrican american histotry and wiping knive on my necktie. i look the other way and try to stay astray but i wander to the wrong path youre here on my back now im on mine your fucking me up and you wont even give me the time. moodle got me brain and the game on the sausage its so strange im literally hostage her dyed hair and overplayed achievements got nothing on me, a victim with nothing left to lose i see that you choose to be with them when they understudy their evenin;s you got nothing left to lose but then nothing to gain you aggravate and inspire adults and im walking home in the rain but that's the thing theres this person and im still trying to make it im doing college getting ballage and i dont care if i fake it almost wore myself out just hearing you talk im imitating your habitation and the way that you walk while you make pretty speeches im being cut to ribbons i wish my friends could learn like you but you're earned not given