#notes from dimi

I remember the first time I saw you, my beloved. Something in me changed. I felt as though my life had switched tracks very suddenly, and nothing would be the same ever again. From that moment on, you lived in my heart.

It makes me so happy to know that I bring you joy, my beloved. I often worry that I am more a burden to you than anything, but the genuine smile on your face when you see me tells me otherwise. You bring me joy too, my love. More than you could ever know.

Please, think of me the next time you sing a love song. And I will think of you when I see the moon. Then you are with me, and I am with you.

I would walk to you this very moment if I could, my beloved. It does not matter how many miles. It does not matter how many universes I must cross. If I had the opportunity, I would not even have to consider it. I would hop to my feet and make my way to you, as quickly as I could.

I can hardly bear it, my dear: being away from you. I long to hear your voice. I know that somewhere out there you are thinking of me too; I can feel it! I love you, my dear, I love you! I hope that you can hear me!

I find myself daydreaming of you, my beloved. When I should focus on other things, you are always on my mind. In moments like these, I must write a note to you. At this very moment, the thought of you clouds my entire mind.

You've changed my life for the better, my beloved. I believe that without you, I would not even be here. I want to be there for you, for the rest of my life. I could not imagine my life without you.

Falling asleep next to you every night is like a dream, my beloved. I hold you in my arms, and listen for your breathing, and when I know you're at peace, I can at last rest. And I rest free from the voices that plague me, free from the guilt. You make sleeping easy.