#noteful

a few updates on how my life has been:

- i have a large friend group in a class of 1000! it’s not super popular but it’s known of (i mean i go to a school with 4k kids there’s not a lot to expect) and they make me very happy and they support me and vice versa and i hang out with them multiple times a week

- it turns out there is a pretty good chance that i have a mental disorder (adhd), which has been the root cause of my anxiety and my awful depression back in middle school. i’m trying to fix up my life but i still have shitty grades. but besides that, i’m currently being tested for it and will get actual results around July. i’m not “faking an illness” - it’s something i’ve suspected myself of having for years that has stopped me from being a better me

- i have a new boyfriend ! he was and pretty much still is a super good friend of mine from my japanese class. he’s super sweet and caring and loving and i love him a ton lol

- my room looks very nice compared to ~2 years ago

- i changed my ig username and it’s more of a private ig now, which is ok

In total, I have 20 pages worth of work due today. I finished the first assignment, which covers all but 4 pages of what's due. I worked on that until 7 a.m., went to bed a little later, and got up at noon to start the process of finishing the last part of the work. It is a lot more work to create a marketing strategy and present it all in one document than I previously believed, but I did enjoy doing it. Now, I just have to write a paper on the problems I encountered during the process of creating the marketing plan.

In total, I have 20 pages worth of work due today. I finished the first assignment, which covers all but 4 pages of what's due. I worked on that until 7 a.m., went to bed a little later, and got up at noon to start the process of finishing the last part of the work. It is a lot more work to create a marketing strategy and present it all in one document than I previously believed, but I did enjoy doing it. Now, I just have to write a paper on the problems I encountered during the process of creating the marketing plan.