Sep 24, 2025
A poem from my notebook
Planting her high hopes
in mud puddles,
running from angels
and chasing demons –
she reaches out for dreams that are
nightmares.
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A poem from my notebook
Planting her high hopes
in mud puddles,
running from angels
and chasing demons –
she reaches out for dreams that are
nightmares.
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I am expert at NYC subway and sidewalk crying
inherent joy ⚖ predilection: angst 💀🏆
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The weight of the air in my lungs
when I'm within seconds
of completely losing my shit.
Erupts up and out in gasps
and gulps
tears brinking as a hand flies up
to stop it all from overflowing
and overpouring
down the front of my coat
all over the subway floor
up the stairs
a puddle of it at my feet as I wait for a friend
I don't want to dump this on them