Anxiety and panic attacks,
Having a lot of them lately! I have realized some stuff about myself, which I know now why I do it and will work on it. Unfortunely my family do not understand why I do it. They think it is all do to anger and my temper. I have a temper mostly because I over react to tons of shit. I also get frustrated very quickly. So to cope I get pissed off! My friends know how to handle me and understand me. My family right away thinks I am turning into that piece of shit father we had! They don't take time to understand or listen to me! Believe me I have tried but gave up! My family are a pain in the ass! I know my brothers and sister have their growing up issues. I know they are different but similar. My family is not close and never have. My older brother keeps dreaming it will happen! Idiot! Lots of families are worse then ours! You can choose your friends but you can't your family! You are stuck with them!














