So listen, this is gonna sound super dramatic. Idk why but I just like have had some not pleasant thoughts the last couple days. And sure, I’m in a weird situation in my life rn but it doesn’t feel like it’s because of that. I feel like it’s cause my brain is trying to tell me that’s HOW I should feel.. when I don’t. So it’s just been a weird mix of emotions (Also might be PMSing which would explain SO much).














