#not computers

intro + faq

I'm starting testosterone today! The process was so unbelievably nice; I went to a gender affirming clinic and a lot of POC worked there. As a black trans man, it really put me at ease. Everyone was also super nice and respectful and used my correct pronouns.

I also got to send the prescription to my husband's pharmacy where he is a tech so he was able to help me expedite the process a lot faster than usual. I was blessed today and while I deal with a lot of religious guilt, I really felt like my God was present today and showed his approval.

And this month's reason for delayed updates and lack of artworks is:

Technical difficulties.

It's temp to hire with benefits, more money than I'm making now, and a decent schedule.

However.

It may or may not have anything to do with my field.

So, the recruiter has lied to me twice so far. First, she said that I would be able to give at least a week's notice. Nope, she needs me to start Monday. I'm working two weeks straight to help out at least a little since I had to cut my notice short.

The second lie was the position. One is warehouse--- awesome, that adds to resume. The other does not. She said they don't let her know what employees will be doing.

????

Overall, it's still better than my current job. I'm just so fucking tired of hearing recruiters tell me to "sell myself" once I get there and blah blah blah.

Yeah, no. That hasn't worked so far. God forbid I attempt to get a job that lets me use my brain and adds something to my resume.

So, my focus now is saving money. I know where I want to be, and I'm going to get there. I just don't know how much longer I'll be stuck here.

JFC i really do hate artist-reliant corporations. Fuck them so fucking hard i hope they fail and flounder and just fucking die. "We want to not hire people to do beautiful things for us, instead we will have the lifeless soulless computers do it and you'll love it, right? Right?! You'll fucking eat it up."