#not britcom

im trying to write the last bit of my creative project for my dissertation and ive got to the point where everything i write i immediatley hate (i don’t have time to be doing this shit), so i logged into my old wattpad account and spent twenty mins cringing at my old works and oh god bless my 15 year old self but THEY WERE AWFUL and im just letting everyone know about this hack bc whenever i do it i instantly feel better about whatever im writing now. maybe in another six years ill open my dissertation word doc and laugh at myself but idk its nice to see improvement i guess!

I was looking at applying for a receptionist job for next year and I had a bit of a google of the company and I found out one of my teachers from college now is like basically in charge of the company. For unrelated reasons I didn't end up applying but I went backwards and forwards for about a week deciding whether or not to follow her on Twitter. I did and turns out I am still slightly afraid of her, she hasn't followed me back yet and now I'm worried it's weird that I've followed her but would be strange if I unfollowed her and she realised?? She's really very nice and friendly and I was only afraid of her when I was at college because she marked my work and I was always so conscious and worried it was shit and I didn't want to disappoint her. But now ?? I have no reason to be but like ?? Why am I so anxious lmao it's ridiculous :,)

ive just come back from being on holiday for a couple days (had a rlly good time) and I'm literally SO DRAINED and exhausted and want to curl up in a ball and see no one. to make matters worse I got some marks back from an essay n it was disappointing. I went to email someone n my tutor had emailed me saying she was thinking about me and my creative project the other day and she recommended me a YouTube video and like !! 🥹🥹 so simple but cheered me up so much, still don't fancy seeing anyone for a couple days but !! i love it so much when people send things like that 🥰🥰🥰