#nostalgicsongs

& sometimes i just get on here to check to see how you're really doing , depsite our conversations . it makes me sad , to the point where sometimes i wish i never looked , and others to where i just want to show up where you are , and hug you for hours and convince you that life gets better . you of all people know better , of course . but it would be nice to be in our own little world for a little while , atleast . i miss you tons . if you could believe that . i feel some sort of way about the way senior year is turning out . because its nothing that we planned . if you happen to take the time to read this , know i love you . and regardless of where life takes us , i will always be standing right behind you whenever you need that push , or that coffee date , or cursing people in the mcdonalds drive through . know i'm here . love you beautiful . <3