#nospeaking

I regret to inform but I have failed this challenge 'Fancy ehh'

  Anyway I was practicing that damn Tin Whistle for my instrument challenge and got so pissed I talked. I completely forgot myself and all I did then was curse myself up and down 'AGHHHHHHHHHH' I had to get it out of my system.

  So it lasted 25hours. I think the main issue of this challenge was my memory. I kept forgetting I had to be silent. I would randomly speak or answer a question when I wasn't supposed to. I guess speaking is a basic instinct for myself and it does take great concentration and skill to not speak.

  Honestly being silent for 25hours is still achievement for myself despite failing. 

 I underestimated this challenge thinking it wouldn't be hard but I was proven wrong. It is extremely difficult, especially when in company of others.

'Walrus is sad'

My father rung me which broke my silence but it was an emergency that I had to answer. Despite my friend comforting me that it was OK considering it was an emergency I still feel that I have broke the challenge and I'm pretty pissed. I then went upstairs and cried, not sure if this was brought on by this stupid challenge or because of the phone conversation. 

Ok went well last night, probably because I slept the majority of the night.

This morning also went well, until I forgot I wasn't allowed to speak and of all things said 'Jesus, its smokey'. So my roommates agreed to give me 2 strikes. That is first strike lost. For now on I'm not opening my mouth and carrying that stupid whiteboard everywhere! 

  The challenge might be going well (kinda) but I'm feeling a tat left out not being able to join into conversation and I'm also feeling a pest every time I make someone read my whiteboard.