#normalness

E&h doodles part 37267228643

or “normalness”.

Wait, really! THANK GOD.

I went to church today even though I had the option not to. I don't really know why I did. Maybe it was just out of habit, or maybe I actually like it. I did tell Benji on trivia night that I wasn't religious, but I do religious things. It feels like I'm lying to the entire world, including myself. Moving on from that… dad took me to a parking lot to teach me how to drive a little better. He said I stalled more than last time, but that's probably a good thing because I'm trying more things. I shifted more smoothly and parked successfully once. Also I drove in lots of circles. Today was actually pretty normal which is a little unsettling to me. I'm not really sure why. 0

I'm not going to do a full entry because I'm transferring all this mess into an actual notebook, but the highlights of the day were the standing up for part of sleigh ride in band (urgh) and academic challenge (yay!) (even though we lost!) Today was comparatively good. I'll call it satisfactory. I copied all the September entries today. I'll try to get the other ones done soon but I'm tired(er) so I'm going to bed. 0