#normalcore posting

Microdosing on peeling the skin off my face by doing a face mask

everyday we are forced to sleep on a couch as if some of our worst trauma didnt happen on one (not the same one but still). i want to throw up ive never felt worse in recent times. get me out of this body

if i fall asleep now every1 innthe family will know i stayed up late. well. its new years But. consider: "mother" ruthless

i camt call anyome bc ill be forcwfully hospitalized (genuinely wprse for us as having Anyone but ourselves in charge of our life is Retraumatizing especially to me whos having this panic attacl specifcicallt abt source trauma where my only escape was violence.) hell

tfw a char from source becomes like The Game in terms of 💭 xcept the consequence is. psychosis delusion panic attack

"i meed to watch a spurce that womt make me mentally oll" THEY ALL MAKE ME ILL 💔

i mean sure yeah my subconsiousness was always like Hey youll never escape :) but that wasnt. a literal. hint. for the brain to. split that damn thing