#normal thought processes

I have been seeing a large manta ray-ish creature with a round beluga like head living in my ceiling. It makes the whole room move and tilt when it swims. I got lost for an hour or so just staring at them and feeling the room shift around me. They usually look at me with apathy or disdain, and it scares the fuck out of me. But oddly enough when I got drunk and stared last night they seemed just really chill and down to vibe quietly and idk, maybe I'm just lame as fuck sober and need the booze to make the manta whale like me more...

some things I keep so close to my heart that i dont even blast it on tumblr

the thing is i know i will  like fe16 but im having a hard time getting into it bc every time i play im like “i wish i was playing fe13 instead”. probably also doesnt help that ive been playing fe9 recently so its very....different lol

I love when my anxiety picks up on something and doesn’t let it go. It just builds and builds as my mind replays the thoughts like a broken record. Honestly the best.