Apr 3
ive got such an identity related spiral to have but im also exhausted all the time because of my nothing
and apparently acknowledging that "i haven't even done anything today" doesn't make my fatigue go away
#to be fair if i did have energy this isn't really a thing i can logic myself out of#this is that thing i make abstract psychosis art about and then show to a therapist#and then they very begrudgingly bring up the possibility of a personality disorder even though i keep like#uncomfortably shifting and insisting like “nooo NOOOOO nooo nah no that's. no. nahhh”#noooooo.....#starry ramble
