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3:What kind of sandwich best describes your personality?

I don’t really know, but it would definitely include tomatoes and black olives. Both because I simply like them, tomatoes because they confuse people (are they fruit or vegetables?), and black olives because I’m kinda picky.

7:What is your patronous?

I DONT KNOW (bursts out in sobbing)

15:What year of school was best for you?

I think last year was kinda good. I failed, I fell, I stood back up and continued, even though I broke a lot of promises and I did a lot of things I wasn’t proud of, I made it all part of my past instead of part of my current issues. I learned a lot about myself.

21:What is your favorite font?

Herculanum looks cool and ancient.

27:If you could add something to the high school curriculum, what would you add?

Animation. duh.

37:What song did you most recently get tired of due to its overplaying?

Kind of everything by Within Temptation and Nightwish.

45:What is your favorite speech?

I dunno. I had a dream, by Martin Luther King? It’s very good, and scaringly unsurprisingly relevant.

49:Who is your favorite fictional villain?

1:What did you do in 2013 that you’d never done before?

I moved out of my parents house, just like you, last sunday. It's probably just for 3 months, but it's not that bad to see what you can and can't do.

6:What would you like to have in 2014 that you lacked in 2013

Love. This year I really felt lonely some days, even though I was with family or friends.

8:What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Wanting to stay alive is my biggest achievement everyday. every night I ask myself the question do "I still want to be here tomorrow?" and sometimes with a tear, sometimes with a faint smile I have always answered yes. I'm proud of that.

19:What do you wish you’d done less of?

Worrying about deaths. My sister was sick, I discovered some of my friends were/are suicidal, I was even worried about your cat. And almost every other night I had nightmares about something death-related, so yeah... I really wish I could just stop worrying sometimes.

31:What kept you sane?

Not so much what, but more WHO: my parents, some friends including you. I love our talks, even though they recently have become more or less only like this: asking eachother premade questions on tumblr. It's okay, we've both been busy, but it doesn't erase the fact I still find it a little bit sad. I want to thank you for the wisdom you've offered in my difficult times, and I hope i gave you some comfort in yours, and I wish we'll continue this next year.

35:Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2013.

I have been true some dark, hard and difficult times, but you can find light more easily in the dark, you gain experience through hard times and in difficulties you learn about your hidden talents.

36:Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

'Rise above this' by Seether

Call your name everyday when I feel so helpless I'm fallen down but I'll rise above this rise, rise above this doubt

I'll mend myself before it gets me

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

Lots of them! I have plenty of friends and most of them are a boy or girl. But if you're asking me if I'm single or not, I'm single and available.

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

At first: Cats. but then: your cat. Seriously.

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?

No. I'm more afraid of the crush/the love not being returned, but fulling in love and getting crushes isn't really that much of a problem.

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

Yes. my couch at home is L shaped. both of us occupated a line, nothing romantic at all.

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?

I can only remember my own bed and that of a friend. I don't sit on a lot of beds.

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

I don't even plan so much, I go with the flow of life, which means sometimes you get stuck, sometimes you rush, and while it doesn't cost a lot of energy, it isn't the best way of living life. and as a kid I always planned to have the best life possible, so no, but I don't regret it.

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?

rottweiler. Seriously, Poodles can be scary as fuck.

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

Depends on the goal. I go to the Zoo to make art, I go to the museum to watch it.

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?

since this summer.

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

Nah... all my relationships were before my first real crush, so there wouldn't be a lot of real feelings.

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

If I knew I had the right person, as in I love them and they love me, and we'll live happily ever after together, no. I would ask them to marry me today, but the wedding still has to be a well planned party!

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

9

25: What’s on your mind?

A lot of things: A certain friend who moved to germany, clothing designs for angels and people with tails, about three and a half story I have to write, a presentation for English I have to do tomorrow, Pokemon X/Y, a My Chemical Romance song, I still have to return seven Deathnote Mangas to a friend, a Legend of Zelda game to another, my finger itches, My room is getting messy again, I want to make a new painting, but I don't know about what... My mind races on and on, and I can't stop thinking. It's called ADD.

27: What is your favorite color?

Red, because black and white aren't actually colors.

29: Who are you texting?

the last person I texted was you.

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

Too little too much to not believe in paranormal stuff.

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

I really don't know, It's one of the things I don't even want to guess. If someone does, I would really encourage them to tell me.

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

Ok. "the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you"

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?

Yes. there's a bit more distance, but we're still good friends.

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

I upset myself.

41: Where’s your last bruise located?

At the moment I have a bruise in my inner thigh from Judo.

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

I don't really remember when it was, but there have been a few times I wanted to get away from myself, become another person completely... years ago...

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?

Yeah, and they're dying. :(

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

nope.

49: Does your bedroom have a door?

yep

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

Yes, my father and brother.

53: Are goodbyes hard for you?

When I'm the one going away, I find them easier than when I'm the one staying home.

55: How is your hair?

Not done yet.

57: Do you think two people can last forever?

yes, their whole lives long. I have seen proof for it.

59: Green or purple grapes?

red ones. but if have to choose, green.

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

Yes.

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?

Still in my bed, I think

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

Yes, I think I do.

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

no. It's a sad day for mankind.

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

I TRIED SO HARD, AND GOT SO FAAAAAAR

BUT IN THE END, IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER!

yes. often, actually.

71: How many fingers do you have?

10. those are the things that AREN't missing from my body.

73: How old will you be in 5 months?

21. fucking hell, I'll be 21....

I feel old...

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

you mean mutual? she had a boyfriend already and didn't feel like breaking up. two weeks later she did break up, but I didn't feel like ruining my friendship with her boyfriend.

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

not all of them.

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

I know a few micheals that I call Mike.

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?

Three. there's only one of them left.

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

Literal talking, no, but I still wait for a mail from her but I know she's kinda busy and I think i'll make contact very soon, yes.

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?

Not too much. there's a difference between drug use and drug abuse, and there are also still a few drugs that I want to try, to be honest.

87: Who was your last received call from?

my brother. he's in my phone as Yoda, because i'm in his as Darth Vader.

89: What is something you wish you had more of?

Time.

91: Do you sleep with your window open?

only in the warm half of the year.

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

I don't know if she NEEDS to know the truth, but i'm keeping it from her, definitely.

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

not unless this is some kind of creepy Saw game. we don't have to eat each other, right? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM UUUUUS!

97: Did you sleep alone this week?

yes.

99: Do you believe in love at first sight?

I believe in crushes on first sight that beautifully grow into love, which is, I think, basically the same thing, but less poetic.