Yesterday, as it was getting dark, I was watching YouTube, and then I sort of zoned out and started daydreaming, I was really immersed. Then I laid down on my stomach, because that’s how I fall asleep, I always lay on my stomach— best sleep position, argue with the wall— and I kept daydreaming.

All of a sudden, I don’t remember exactly when, but I started feeling like I was floating. Everything felt kind of zappy. I don’t even know how to explain it.

now that I’m out of the moment it’s so hard to describe.

But I was feeling so much, then the sound around me went ping and I couldn’t hear anything anymore. I was still watching YouTube, but the sound just cut off. And I just knew— I was shifting.

But then I got anxious and opened my eyes too early.

So I tried again. I laid back down, felt it building up again. But once more, I opened my eyes and got up because of the anxiety :(

The wild part? I wasn’t even thinking about my DR. I was thinking about my dr self and imagining a random situation involving him, but it wasn’t something I planned or something that happens in my DR. And yet, I was still about to shift.

Still, I really think shifting is the easiest thing. I haven’t even been "trying". I didn’t set any intention or obsess over it. I’ve just been going to bed thinking, if I shift, I shift—whatever happens, happens.

And I only started this journey this month, but just from that one experience, I know that if I had stayed still and kept my eyes closed, I would’ve shifted. I would’ve made it to my DR.