#nonbinary tingz

I have an hr n a half of electrolysis under my belt now. My session accidentally turned into a 1 hr one. I don't have good pain tolerance, I am just really good at meditating. It feels amazing to invest in myself like that. I don't consider myself a detransitioner by choosing to pursue something that undoes what hrt gave me. I still love my other permanent changes, I just wasn't really feeling a beard anymore. If anything, I consider my transition something that has evolved.

just had electrolysis for the first time today and it hurt so bad but it like forced me to meditate and do breathwork and i left the session just feeling so good and amazing despite it being the 2nd worst physical pain i've ever experienced lol

my gender is somewhere between an ancient trickster god with self worth issues and nyan cat with an xD face