#nonbinary sarah

from the very start, 

sarah’s nonbinary. 

I MEAN OBVIOUSLY I WISH WE'D'VE GOTTEN THIS IN THE EPISODE BUT THIS IS A G I F T NOTHING LESS. THIS WAS FOR US! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT? :'))) TAT DID US SO WELL I WOULD DIE FOR HER.

i love that this is my legacy. that someone saw a picture that implied that sarah manning is nonbinary and immediately though “reagan ray punk-rock-science is going to lose her shit over this!!!!” so that’s amazing, first of all. thank you X)

tbh with you i’m still figuring it out! i just started to explore gender fluidity fairly recently – maybe like, in the last two years, tops. i started by exploring the idea through sarah manning (beginning first with the concept of “genderfluid” as opposed to “nonbinary”) and i wrote a fic about it first; a punky monkey wedding, in which sarah was “the groom” 

so that’s where i started, honestly. and it’s still a growing exploration. i’m trying things out and trying to decide what fits, what makes me feel more comfortable, what doesn’t – or what does on somedays and doesn’t on others. it’s a very interesting place to be in, but i’m still settling into it and learning. i definitely don’t have all the answers, not even close, but it’s been…. An Alright Place to be.