you said you're not an atheist, what religion do you believe in?
I think I believe in some version of the existence of the God described in the Bible. I also think I believe that God, if he exists, mostly does not intervene in our affairs, and that human history is largely a chaotic game of thrones.
When I say I'm not an atheist, it's because in many senses I'm not sure I'm not an atheist. I don't have any kind of scientific proof that God doesn't exist, and don't think that such a proof is even imaginable. I don't think there are good reasons to believe in the historical resurrection of Christ, and I'm uncomfortable with ideas like the Trinity. (I have seen certain arguments for these things, but I still think they're bad.)
There are other reasons I'm uncomfortable with Christianity, which mostly boil down to: I dislike the way some people use Christianity to oppress others, and I think a lot of Christian practices are strange and unappealing.
So what does this make me, besides "not an atheist?" I guess I'm basically a reluctant agnostic, who is willing to live with uncertainty. I'm like the sort of agnostic who occasionally looks up at the sky and goes "wow, that's a lot of sky. I wonder what's up there," but not the kind who is sure they know, and the kind who knows they don't know, but not the kind who's sure they don't know they don't know, and so on
