#nomorecry

You’re not worth crying for

I’l show the world you’re wrong

And I’ll tell them in this song

I ain’t hiding anymore

I see you as a devil, cold to the core

I’ll show the world you’re wrong

Lol, how naïve I was just a few months ago. I hate myself for doing such things to myself, torturing, crying myself to sleep and waiting and waiting and waiting for that one person’s attention, while ignoring every single other ones who actually love me for who I am.

I’m done now, we broke up on 1st November 2022, well, he did. I couldn’t, but I wanted to do it. I wanted breakup so badly, I just loved him so much that I never had the guts to do it. But he finally did it, and I’m glad. I'm glad and relieved that it’s over. Now I can finally move on and focus on myself. No waiting now, no insecurities, no bad vibes. I admit, I was madly in love, but Should've done it a long time ago.

Next post will be update of what I've been doing these last 3 months.