Thereās Only This Mammon (Angst)
Letās start off to give my blog life with an angst! Enjoy, people of the fandom:) This is my first post so uhh-- pardon any mistakes (particularly at grammar and spelling lol) {}{}{}{}{}{}{} Itās been the same boring day for the Avatar of Greed. Hearing his brotherās insults; letting them enter his one ear and letting it out in the other. Getting āpunishedā by his older brother and doing the same routine over and over again. Live. Mammon closed his door softly, walking towards his bed and threw himself on it. His back collided with the soft mattress, closing his eyes and heaving a sigh of relief. At least he made it in his room without hearing Lucifer call his name because itāll only mean one thing, trouble.Ā The second born layed there for hours, same blue eyes staring at the ceiling. The peace broke when constant banging on the door was heard and a shouting voice of a particular person, Leviathan. Mammon groaned before getting up and opened the door only to be greeted by a fuming Avatar of Envy. āLevi? What dāāHis words were cutted off when Leviathan pushed him as hard as he could, making him almost fly across the room. āYou..! You stole my newly arrived delivery from Akuzon didnāt you?!ā the Avatar of Envy exclaimed, fist clenching and looking like holding himself from punching his brother. āI donāt care about the other things you stole from me but that merch.. I SAVED MONEY FOR THAT! I SAVED MONEY SO THAT I DONāT HAVE TO RELY ON THE MONEY LUCIFER WILL GIVE ME! THATāS THE VERY FIRST THING I BOUGHT WITH MY SALARY FROM HELL'S KITCHEN.. That merch is the very first thing I bought with MY money.. AND YET YOU STOLE IT LIKE THAT!ā Tears started to fall from the third born eyes. āIt was important to me since I sacrificed my energy, blood and sweat working my ass off at the restaurant just to buy it..ā Leviathan said, voice barely above whisper. Mammon looked at his brother, āI didnāt steal it. Iām not even aware that you have a package from Akuzonā āNO OF COURSE YOU KNOW! No one will steal it except YOU!ā The ruckus reached the brothers inside the house, showing up on the door behind Leviathan to look at the scene. Mammon barely gave them attention as he stood up and dusted off his shoulders.Ā āWhatās happening?ā Lucifer asked. āWhy are you fighting Mammon, Leviathan?āĀ āLike most, Mammon probably stole something from Levi~ā Asmodeus chirped in while frowning, looking at Mammon. Mammon looked at his brothers who were standing in their glory on his door. Maybe if they are not giving him a mocking and disappointing gaze, he would have been scared. He returned the look by meeting Leviathanās gaze, blue eyes coolly stared at the latterās orange ones but there was something on it. Mammonās eyes were like telling him how angry yet disappointed he was at him. Leviathan shook off the shiver he felt and continued to ramble and accuse his older brother in which occasionally his younger brotherās would give their own comment. That was until Leviathan pushed the ticking bomb the brother was holding in. āHow I wish I never looked up and loved you , you scumbagā Mammonās fist clenched. Wow, it hurts so bad. āI wish youāre not my older brother!ā The hall became eerily silent, Leviathan processed what he just said. Did.. Did he just tell his brother that he wishes heās not his brother? His four younger brotherās were silent, as well as the eldest.Ā āYeah..ā Leviathanās eyes snapped at Mammon who was smiling sadly at him. He heard something crack inside him. He felt a wave of guiltiness and sadness run through his system and heās sure as hell, his brothers felt it too. āI did also wish that you werenāt my brother, Levi..ā In a blink of an eye, Mammon who was across the room was standing in front of him, gently patting his shoulders. āI also wished that I wouldn't feel this.. I love you because youāre my brother.. But for once, I agree with you Leviathan..ā Leviathan was slowly pushed out to the corridors, Mammon standing before him. The white haired man held the knob tightly, āI agree that I shouldnāt have loved any of you..ā Lucifer stood in silence, Beelzebub barely processing anything. Satan who always has a say on things was out of words. Belphegor gripped on his pillow tightly fighting the urge to let the building tears on the side of his eyes fall. Asmodeus stared in shock, nails digging in his fisted hand but Leviathan.. Leviathan started breaking down, heavy tears following. āIā Iām sorry I didnāt mean what I saiāā The door was shutted in front of them and only left to stare at the second oldestās door. Lucifer held Leviathanās shoulder and tried to comfort his younger brother. āEverything will be fine..ā Satan whispered. āItās Mammon.. He can never hate us even just for a dayā āBut donāt you think we took it for granted..?ā Beelzebub mumbled. āEven though Mammon doesnāt get angry at us, this one is different. It sounds like heās disowning us as his brotherā¦ and his familyāĀ The hall was eerily silent once again as Leviathan only cried harder.Ā ā Iā Iām so sorry I was just mad.. Iām sorry.. ā Lucifer sighed before excusing himself and Leviathan from his younger brothers. Lucifer assisted the crying Leviathan to his room and the others returned to their own rooms, trying to shake off the feeling that something will change the next time they see Mammon again. They thought that the second oldest needed time to think and that the next day, the scummy brother would come downstairs with his usual smile and greetings. That the next day at breakfast, they would talk casually and annoy Lucifer non stop. That the next day, House of Lamentation would still be the same old chaotic house. But that didnāt happen. The starter and leader of chaos was nowhere. The scumbag, noisy second born wasnāt there. There was only this demon who has the same face and appearance of their brother but far from the Mammon they know. Thereās only this demon who holds the form of their older brother who was eating professionally who didnāt bother to try and ease the gloomy atmosphere.Ā Thereās no Mammon who would try to make everyone smile. Thereās no Mammon who would cause ruckus. Thereās only this Mammon who doesnāt mind the quiet house. Thereās only this Mammon who acts the opposite of the Mammon they know and they loved.
