#nomadofthe141

Like... I think what she needs is somebody to remind her of all the fight she’s got in her. Possibly someone like Jason??? She needs to feel like she can defend herself emotionally or she won’t feel safe to come back. And fighting with Jason brings out her self-righteous side and her pride but is also safe in a weird way, because of what they both have with Dom. idk. It’s late and I’m sleepy but I’m just really sad about my muse lately and I just want her to feel strong again :-/]

“You feeling okay?” Truck took the seat across from Jason, frowning slightly. “Seemed kinda distracted this morning.”

[She knows she gets under his skin, but she really doesn’t understand why (even though she thinks she does). Which means that she’ll take advantage of that, be mean in ways that she knows will piss him off. She does try sometimes to hold back for Dom’s sake, but Jason says things that hurt her, and she likes being able to hurt him back. It makes her feel less vulnerable and weak, and it makes me incredibly sad, because she really doesn’t understand how hurt he already is.]

“Because the bastards have a habit of seeing only what they assume is fact in each other. Both have been thrown shit in their lives and that shit is keepin’ them from bein’ friends. They’d be bloody great friends if they’d only give each other a chance.”

I might have suggested it sarcastically once or twice–and god knows he could fuckin’ use the tension release–but I dinnae do hate fucks, and if he hates me for fuckin’ around, I dinnae think it would change anything, anyway.”

“Who fuckin’ knows? We tolerate each other alright if we dinnae speak to each other–does that count?”

But fuck, that’s a lot of arsehole to put up with just for somebody havin’ your back. I dinnae know. If there’s more there, he hasnae shown it to me. I’d put my money on Dom just bein’ too nice for his own fuckin’ good.”