#noform

Побывать на DELTA мало. Для получения ачивки необходимо вновь вернуться в эту светлую ночь посредством Spbpassion. Портал открыт. А встретит нас новый резидент m_division, самарский продюсер и диджей - NOFORM.

Originally posted: June 5th, 2018

Today, a friend told me: "don't let her see you be emotional if she reads your stuff. You're going to give her power" I replied: "She isn't reading and she doesn't care about me. That's what happens when you become the villain, they warp you so it's easier to throw you away. I'm irrelevant and she got the new hotness. I'm the last thing she's thinking about. As for everyone else, if they don’t know I’m emotional by now, I prolly don't fuck with them anyway" -A DM conversation I had about writing about exes online.

I don't even warrant a temple like you built for pieces of shit and faded lovers haunting your tormented mind

I care more than I should about my legacy in your heart even though to you I’m now a failed pretender to your throne,

"I've lost all ambition for worldly acclaim, I just want to be the one you loooove"

We used to sing Fallout songs to each other through turbulent times, twenties rhymes about devotion, "I'll love you all your life but that may not be too long, crawl out through the fallout Wubba..."

The end of our world came quicker than I thought it would, so did being forgotten by you, did all my sacrifice mean anything, scooped out of me willingly money I didn’t have so you could smoke, emotion invested so you felt less broken, love to make you feel less beaten, yet you danced out in the summer time season, here in the fall I still feel so weakened. I should've cut this umbilical cord a long time ago, she's only using it to tie off

Another broken person unwilling to take accountability for taking much and giving little

It's my fault though, devourers consume until you stop them with force

They feign ignorance when you show them their teeth marks in your skin

Questioning the bleeding wrist and the slumped shoulders and the furrowed brow speeches

Remorseless leeches only feel bad when they're caught held up to the light, twisting for more blood