#nodrinking

It's been so long since I came on Tumblr. I think the last time I came on here was in 2017 sometime. I'm coming on here cuz I'm bored and I need somewhere to vent my frustrations too.. I'm trying to download apps that will give me some entertainment. I found a survey app that allows me to take surveys for points. and then I accumulate 500 points and I can get up to $5 I believe. So that's what I'm working towards. It's going to take forever but I want to do it. I'm going to do two to three surveys everyday. The long ones are like 20 minutes each maybe even more. But I'm going to do it cuz I need the extra money for gas. I don't know what else to do. I have a phone interview today at Kohl's. So hopefully I get another interview after this one or I just get the job. It's for a seasonal sales associate position. And I'm still looking for Corewell health to call me but I'm going to call them after my interview today and see what's going on hopefully they answer this time. But I'm so bored and I don't know what else to do. I'm also dealing with a lot of anxiety from my house. So I'm trying to get over that and take a shower. It's not so bad once I get in there. But just dealing with the anxiety beforehand is annoying. I'm glad I found people to talk to you about my drinking issues though. I found a meeting that I can go to every day online. It's thru aa intergroup online. So I'm really glad that I got into the meeting yesterday. Today I'm going to do another meeting at 2:30 and then again at 7:00 if I don't fall asleep. They might ask me where I've been yesterday which is okay. I told him I was going to be there and I didn't go cuz I was sleeping. But that's just anxiety it might be nothing. But anyways that's what's going on with me so far. Not much, but at least I'm not drinking anymore. I'll update again.