#nocturnalwaves

i love you so much sweetheart and i hope you have a wonderful day/night !!

for @nocturnalwaves !

jenno, my love!!!!!! i miss you so much and i hope 2018 brings you much needed and deserved happiness! i consider you a dear friend and no matter how radio silent i get at times, know that you never stray too far from my thoughts. like thea told roy, ‘ you mean the world to me. ‘ i hope you have a merry christmas and a happy new year!

though they were both very much adults, jan had never been able to help feeling like a giddy schoolgirl anytime dean was sweet on her to any extent-- his flirting, his winks, even calling her beautiful brought about the blushing and lowkey swooning from her.she wasn't entirely sure what had led them to this point ( a lot of the night was kind of fuzzy around her moments of swooning over the compliments and various praises from the elder winchester ), but she wasn't complaining-- she was just happy for the chance to actually make out with dean, of all people. thankfully sam wasn't around, so he wouldn't walk in on them acting like a couple of lovesick teenagers. small fingers clutched the fabric at the front of the other's shirt, almost as if she were trying to pull him even closer, if possible."holy fuck-- if this-- is a dream--" she squeaked between kisses ( and with her luck, that was still a possibility ), "nobody-- wake me up-- thank you at both god and jesus--"