Whispers
Plot: Deceived by whispers, Alcina shatters the one soul she trusted most—only to realize too late the truth and that winning her back may take more than a lifetime.
(Part II is here!)
Alcina x fem!reader
A/N: Hello sweet people! how are you?😽
I've been really creative lately! Tonight, I'm trying out writing in a more angst vibe. Let me know what you think, hihi
Unfortunately, soon I won't have the time to write anything :( I hate my job, arghhh
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It was a cold winter night when Alcina sat alone, her head buried in her hands, long fingers trembling against her temples as if she could crush the ache blooming there. Tension coiled in her chest, searing and relentless, as though fire itself had licked across her pale skin. A few hours earlier, she had overheard the whispers of the maids. Normally, such idle chatter meant nothing to her, a distraction she dismissed with ease—yet tonight it was different. Tonight, it was your name spilling from their venomous tongues.
You were not like the others.
For over two years, you had walked these echoing halls, a survivor where countless girls hadn’t lasted a week. Loyal. Efficient. A silent fixture in the castle that had become almost… necessary. To her. And though Alcina would never voice it, you were no mere servant. You were a shadow stitched too tightly into her daily life. A presence that drew her eyes without command, a mystery she longed to unravel.
Yet the whispers struck her like a blade.
“That girl thinks she can lie to anyone.”
“It’s obvious! she’s only close to the Lady to use her for her own gain. Maybe she’s even planning an escape.”
“She never speaks of herself. I wouldn’t doubt it.”
The words echoed, cruel and sharp, long after the maids had scurried away. Alcina’s breath caught painfully in her throat, her back stiffening as though the air itself had betrayed her. She had stormed to her chambers, the hem of her gown dragging like a shroud behind her.
She told herself she did not believe them. She couldn’t. Yet—gods, it made sense, didn’t it? You, with your carefully guarded silence, your refusal to answer even Daniela’s sweetest probing questions. Always smiling politely, always shifting the subject when the conversation grazed too close to your past.
Her golden eyes burned with something raw and unsteady. Trust had never come easily to Alcina Dimitrescu… and now it trembled in her grasp like glass ready to shatter.
The next day came far too quickly. Alcina had not slept, not even for a breath of a moment. Her mind gnawed at itself in restless loops, and when dawn painted the castle windows in silver light, her humor was as sharp and cruel as broken glass. She had debated with herself, pacing the length of her chambers, but in the end, her conclusion was bitter and absolute: you had to be punished. Punished for daring to play with her family’s feelings, for daring to weave yourself into her heart only to betray it.
Her footsteps echoed with purpose as she sought you out, the stone corridors trembling beneath her weight. It felt almost destined that she should find you alone, bent over your duties in the library, delicate hands dusting ancient tomes.
You turned at the sound of her arrival, unaware of the storm darkening her gaze. Your smile was soft, genuine, as though nothing in the world had shifted.
“My Lady, good morning. Did you sleep well?”
The sweetness of your voice tangled with the fury in her chest, confusing her heart for half a second, but she crushed the feeling before it could bloom. Dimitrescus did not falter. She would not be fooled again.
“Good morning, pet” Alcina’s lips curved into a smile that tasted of venom. “I slept just fine. Though I found myself wondering… don’t you think it foolish, little rat, to imagine you could hide from my eyes? To think you could betray me under my very roof?”
Her words, laced with venom, made you stiffen. Your brows knitted, confusion sparking in your eyes.
“M-my lady… what happened? Did someone try to escape again?”
That single innocent question, fragile, trembling snapped what little patience Alcina had left. In a blur, her claws raked across your arm. Blood blossomed instantly, spilling scarlet down your sleeve. Your body jolted, eyes wide, trembling as though the very air had betrayed you.
“I will let you live” Alcina growled, voice low and vicious, “so you remember for the rest of your miserable life the price of daring to deceive me.”
And then came the storm. Her claws, her words, her rage, all of it raining upon you until the stone floor drank your blood. You hardly screamed; only soft, broken sounds slipped past your lips. Tears streaked your cheeks as your voice cracked out one single, trembling question:
“W-why?”
Her golden eyes burned with false certainty. “Don’t you think I know, pet? Your little plans to escape. Such a shame… I thought you were smarter.”
Hours bled away in cruelty before Bela stumbled in, her face blanching at the sight. Her voice shook as she said, “M-Mother… you’re mistaken. The two rats Cassandra caught today confessed.. they thought you’d be distracted punishing Y/N. It was a trick. She… she’s innocent.”
The word struck Alcina like a dagger to the ribs. Innocent.
Her claws retracted instantly, her eyes wide, her throat tight as she looked at your broken body slumped on the floor. The sight hollowed her. Guilt surged through her in suffocating waves until she could hardly breathe. She reached out with trembling hands, hands stained with your blood, with her crime and whispered frantically, “Bella, fetch the doctor. Now.”
Scooping you into her arms, Alcina moved faster than she ever had before, her composure shattered. Your blood seeped into her gown, and she did not care. Tears stung her golden eyes, hot and heavy, threatening to fall as she laid you down to be treated. For the first time in decades, she felt like the monster the world accused her of being. But never—not to you. Not you.
Days crawled by. Alcina never left your bedside as the doctor worked, her gaze haunted by the scars she herself had carved into you. When your skin knit back together, it was marred, but nothing compared to the invisible wound she had carved into your soul. That wound terrified her most.
Two weeks passed before your eyes finally fluttered open. Relief nearly dropped Alcina to her knees, but it curdled quickly when she saw it: the way you looked at her now, as though she were a stranger cloaked in shadows. When the doctor released you to resume light work, you moved through the castle like a ghost.
You were different. Untouchable.
You built walls, so cold, polite, impenetrable. You greeted her with the same words you once used, but there was no warmth in them now. You treated her daughters the same way, their laughter crumbling under the weight of your sharp, distant responses. Alcina’s heart cracked when she found Cassandra crying quietly after yet another failed attempt to draw out your old kindness.
The consequences of her cruelty had rippled outward, poisoning even what her daughters adored the most.
One evening, Alcina found you in the kitchen, your hands steady as you prepared the tea tray, though the sharp breath you drew told her you had noticed her presence.
“Dear,” she began softly, her voice trembling with regret,“I need to speak with you.”
“Yes, my lady.”
Polite. Distant. Terrified.
Your body stiffened, shoulders squared as though bracing for another strike. Alcina felt the urge to claw herself open just to mirror the wounds she had left in you.
“I must apologize for that night,” she whispered, words cracking with sincerity. “The thought of you betraying me… it tore something inside me. You are the only one who has stayed so long, and I feared you would leave me too. But I was wrong. Gods, I was so wrong. I let my own fears blind me, and in my blindness I destroyed what I treasured most. I can not ask forgiveness. I do not deserve it. But I beg you, allow me the chance to try. Allow me to show you my human side. Allow me to prove I am worthy of your trust, no matter how long it takes.”
Her eyes brimmed with tears she no longer tried to hide. She wanted nothing more than to fall to her knees before you, to press her lips against your scarred hands, to beg until her throat bled. But you met her gaze with eyes filled with anguish.
“Something you said that night was true,” you murmured, voice thick with sorrow. “You told me you thought I was smarter. And you were right. I was stupid. Stupid to think you cared for me. Stupid to think your family could ever be my family. Stupid to think you weren’t a monster.”
Your tears fell, each drop carving into her heart sharper than her own claws ever could. “Please… just let me die in peace in this hell. That’s all I ask.”
You brushed past her trembling frame, leaving only silence in your wake.
And in that silence, Alcina broke. Sobs tore free, raw, and unrestrained, echoing off the kitchen walls. You were right. She was a monster. She had destroyed the only soul who had ever made her feel something beyond hunger and rage.
Yet even through the storm of her grief, a vow formed in her heart, unyielding, desperate, eternal.
She would beg. She would crawl. She would break herself on her knees if she had to. She would conquer time itself if it meant earning back your trust.
No matter how long it took, she would have you back.
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