I know it’s not really his fault, but I’ve just been keeping all this resentment inside for the longest time... I know it’s not healthy, but i’d be just as much of a mess as him if I didn’t. I never really stood up for myself, I never really had the chance to be angry at him. I guess when I had the chance to express a little bit of frustration, rightly so, it just... it all came spilling out. I didn’t think it would. I hate confrontation, I never meant to hurt him that way. A lot of times, I just don’t know what I’m saying until it’s too late. I still need to get better at keeping this kind of shit locked away inside. I thought I’d finally mastered that skill, but it turns out I’m still learning.