#nngh

saying his name in the mirror three times to try to get him to appear and bend me over the bathroom sink

People don't understand how much I need Jon and Elias to kiss except no, more specifically, to both be incredibly aware they want to kiss each other so bad it would make them stupid, except they don't kiss, just linger into each other's spaces too long, just argue with each other too much, just stare and stare and know and it's frankly only because Jon has already given in to terrible other impulses he somehow manages to fight this one (however, if he did break - not a chance in hell there'd be only one kiss, the status quo would be all over)

i was supposed to make an official announcement in a bit but guys, i'm drawing better by jar again and it's finally the psychological torture bit of the arc, i'm finally sketching the weird hallucination sequences and all that.... i'm so hyped, hang with me