#nish panesar

Less than a year ago, we had our marriage blessed by the gyani, and I’m not giving up on that. I am not giving up on our family because some twisted, perverted woman got inside your head! Oh, right, is that what you think happened? She knew exactly what she was doing when she befriended you. She knew what she wanted and she knew how to get it. She worked both sides perfectly worming her way into my affections, so I didn’t see the danger coming, and then drip-feeding poison into your ear until she turned you against me. No! You… You were powerless, Suki. I can see that now. She brainwashed you into committing this terrible sin. You are totally and utterly delusional. For the sake of this family, I am prepared to forgive your sins. My sins? MY sins?! Oh, do you want to know about my sins? 

31/10/24->01/01/25

I mean, I wouldn't mind if he just drops dead in the street while his family looks on dispassionately a la Derek Branning, coz such a pathetic end would befit the bloviating twatwaffle, but he's such a dramatic little bitch that he's probably earned a dramatic little bitch death tbf.

You know, when she touched me, when she looked at me, when she was so close I could hear her breathing... I just had this overwhelming urge to wanna be with her.

EastEnders | Suki Panesar + Eve Unwin (20/12)